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{Sunday, October 31, 2004}

hiya! the holidays are finally here! but somehow i dun feel very happy about it. rite now, i'm kinda angry with SOMEONE. how the heck can he like....forget who i am in three DAYS! who is this stupid person? CARVEY CHEN YONG XIANG! ahem! i like talked to him on msn on friday nite, and then this morning he asks me who i am? what the?....i feel really angry and hurt. i mean like if it was my ex-classmates from 6D, i can understand it. we've hardly met for almost a year duh they'd kinda forget but this time it's this person who like have met recently....urgh. it's so crappy.

this holiday is piled with tons of homework. i've never had a holiday where i had to do homework. december holiday i mean. *sigh* i really miss melissa going online. i wanna talk to her. feel like cinfiding with her. i feel kinda down today....like moody...dun feel like writting musch so byez!

syl rox!!


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{Friday, October 29, 2004}

got nothing to do except waste my time rite now so i'll update this blog and not my ff..whole week i have been updating my ff... not my second one but my third lol. started a new one but dun feel like linking it here. can't update any of my ffs rite now because ir's not the rite time. practically everyone visits the site frm abt 2 - 4 or 5 pm but rite now maybe like hmm.... 1000 out of a million visiting.... so not as much as during the afternoons. afternoons are perfect to publish ffs..i think..lol. anyways gonna write abt today and then later plan abt what to write in my ff.

today... hmm... went to class, placed my bag down, went to talk with fiona and then went down to the canteen with her and prasanato buy water. then went to the hall, flag raising ceremony and then had to leave the hall because the chinese students were doing something in there... in chinese duh! so the non-learning chinese pupils all went to ava room where we watched this kinda lame movie after school and we were all like ok... when mr foo told us abt it. abt bad people stealing and good people trying to change them and then this dumb gal got herself drunk and then raped by i dunno... 5 men i think...then later she comitted suicide and then her boyfriend was like all upset and stuff and tries to take revenge..yah. then alot of fighting and when the movie was over mr foo was like "the point of the story is not for you to fight. ok? it's the oposite"...like i don't know?...i'm not so dumb as tt gal in the movie. anyways the ava room sounded quite rowdy to me because it was practically full of those normal acad and tech malay and tamil boys who banging to stupid tables...hiaz. after tt had recess. went bck to class and listened to the radio with jeanne... then went bck to the hall where some police man gave us a briefing abt imprisonment and such...then watched this crappy video abt imprisonment. later had this farewell thingy for mdm oen. last day as principle of new town. she said she's going to another sch nearby... forgot the name but i know tt it's 5 yrs old..tt's all i remember... today had singapore idol results! syl is still in!!! so is daphne and leandra!! those three are my favs....daph and syl are super cute! and leandra has this nice voice. my said tt sylvester shoudn't be in the idol because he's too babyish which is quite true because he has this babyish look which makes him so cute! actully zhiyong also has this babyish and kidish look...lol. but tt doesn't mean i like him ok? he's very annoying and kinda acts like a child. okay..gtg now..gd nite!

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{Friday, October 22, 2004}

eXamZ resuLtz...oh so very sucky

today received my exam results....and stuff..welcome to my life has been stuck in my head for like....3 dayz...it's so nice...lol

Wednesday: received most of my results. beginning of the day after "reading" in the classroom, went to the amphi-theatre and mr tseng was like..." ok. go to the amphi-theatre and learn how to wash ur faces now"... yah. so we went to the amphi-theatre and he gave us our lit papers....did quite well for section A but section b was horrid....section A, the first two qns got 18 marks for both!!...i guess tt pulled me up....yah....then after giving out the papers had to listen to peps talking abt skin care and stuff....actully i think they were trying to advertise abt their product....(stupid people advertising their stupid product...lol). it's like they show us, "oh. this product is so good. you must go and buy it" ....like ok...i dun relly care...after,according to mr tseng, learning how to wash our faces, we went back to class and received our maths results....were relly bad then had recess....then english and hist....got more than expected...then science...oso got more than expected. stayed back after sch... had this workshop so tt we'd know more abt wad to do for the cassendra project...some BIG drama tt mr tseng is setting up to show to the sch... something abt the prequel of this cartoon musical (i think) of The nightmare before christmas day and tt's all i'm saying.....anyways lasted until 5.30 and then was held back for half an hour because mr tseng wanted to go through the play or drama..wateva..lol

Thursday: hmm.... got bck my homec results...quite bad but didn't fail...did betta then expected....everything did betta then expected except maths and french. beginning of the day, watched a movie during lit periods...le dîner de cons which is french...duh and is abt a dinner abt idiots....well yah...didn't finish watching tho tt day..not enough time.had french. watched this movie instead of amelie poulie(i think tt's how u spell it). quite interesting... the main char was this guy named fanfan and rachel, grace and joele were like using the "an"s in the name to make new ones using their own...like using the first letter in their name and have an ending with an..exemple.....joele..jam jam.....grace was diff tho...gram gram...lol...anyways the movie was quite nice and there was this supposedly "gay" soldier and was like checking the people selected to see if they could be new recruits and was like "nice teeth and white teeth...healthy gums.....shaped ears and then lovely neck" and then "i'm a neck man" and he acted so damn gay. lol nxt wk last wk of french...olivia betta remember to burn those cds for me

today: during eril period ms guo did some activity with us...kinda similar to what mr tseng did during lit once... first write once upon a time on a peice of paper and then write three words only....but mr tseng was 5 words i think...and then u go to another peice of paper and write anothe 3 words and repeat...yah...quite fun especially ian spreading this baboon thingy...anyways the peice which he said he was gonna kill a baboon, i said he died...he was insulting my friend tt's y..then had p.e. stuck with rosanne...stuck with rosanne for most of the day..was feeling kinda sown tt's y..she's a nice person to talk to...she's an angel..lol. stayed bck again today because supposed to watch the nightmare before christmas day but mr tseng said he burn it because the file was too big...so decided to watch another movie but couldn't because couldn't set up the things in the ava room...so like wasted alot of time today...but didn't relly mind because i dun like to go home so early on fridays after being so used to going to bowling every fri....so stayed until 4.30 because half the group had alredy gone home and mr tseng wanted to lock up the ava room.... btw, i'm not in the cast of the school play..in the crew...costumes and make-up. phew..because i dun wanna be on stage. i thnk i shall end here because this post is quite long....mon have to stay bck again because we have to watch the nightmare before christmas day...suppose to watch to get an idea of wat the play is supposed to be like and everything..ok...STOP..lol

oops..forgot to post my results..well here they are if i can remeber:

eng: 58 or 59

french: forgot

maths: 69..only one more percent and then a2..bleh

science: 71....at least one a2 but no a1s..wahh!!!(crying)

hist: abt sixty something

lit: 65 i think

homec: forgot

~we'll be friends forever more~

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{Tuesday, October 19, 2004}

tomorrow there's skool again... gonna get back my results....gonna fail history...definetely. added some music to my blog....yah. i used the comp for like thE wHole dAy... then my bro has to come home.....why did he have to miss french? gonna go to sleep soon. actully, juz woke up frm sleep....damn tired... jiejie got a new blog.....wants to be more mature. sometimes it's nice to be immature too! but have to know the limits. yesterday had french....ms lim keeps saying tt i'm not serious abt it enough...tt's quite tru. says jordan is too playful, danish is blur abit(always ask qns abt wad she said a few min ago).. olivia...smiles too much. then she asked everyone to comment on her teaching..me - no comments.... nicholas said her pencil case was too 'ah sohish'.... then she asked, "wad's ah soh" and everyone laughed....ok.... weird...byez

~we'll be friends forever more~

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test...testing...ok

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{Monday, October 18, 2004}

ooh....found pond cove's webbie....finally thot abt linking it for no entire reason. i guess it's because i'm damn bored...yah....lol (dieseased)(spread by melissa).... woah....bro's grade one teacher is the leading teacher..hmm... the principal is still the same old tom eismier....reading stories to the students during lunch....i guess it's to stop students frm talking...can't remember.... the photo still lookds the same...yah...damn bored rite now so looking into my memories. remembered there would be a new playground...ok no one might not care but do i care wad they think? nopez..it's my memory...*sigh* byez

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{Friday, October 15, 2004}

i've given up on my disc man but i really feel like throwing it against the wall to see whether tt does anything. lol. this new keyboard also sucks....keep typing things wrongly. *sigh*

Wednesday...
hmm... had my lit exzam....it kinda sucked. couldn't answer some qns and wrote crap but i think i didn't write enough of it to score well. oh well....wad can i do it's by gone....got home and was very happy because i toked to melissa on msn....ok mine was amsn but anyways ahe was online!! finally after so many months...poor thing, her mom didn't allow her to go...*sigh*

yestereday...
had my maths exzam...paper one wasn't very well...or quite ok. it wouldn't be very well if i couldn't finish it but i did...phew. i think i started out too slow on that paper. actully i estimated tt i wouldn't have done it on time so i prayed to god tt i would do very well and i did..yay! paper 2...quite ok juz tt mrs betty wong was shouting to people who didn't present their work correctly. i think she wants to be a perfectionist..no she is a perfectionist. good thing she didn't shout in my ear.....lol. got home played gunbound again and then played too long tt my mom asked me to get off the computer...so i studied for my home economics exam and then went to sleep and then went to french. french...got my final paper results..very bad..not gonna say it here. watched a movie...a very funny one....so sad olivia wasn't there. she missed everything. ms lim dismissed us like 10 minutes earlier....grace and i went to kfc for cheesy fries and melody went to mc donalds for an apple pie. she later seperated frm us to go to this bkstore...can't seem to remember the name...and grace and i went to the mrt station..DUH... to go home....duh again.

Today...
had my last exam of the week and of the yr....yEs!!! hehehe..had home economics...it sucked. good thing i read my book it kinda helped. actully it was like studying for a mini science exam. weird rite?.went to school for 2 and a 1/2 hours just to do an exzam. so relaxed rite now..dun have anything to do....gonna play gun ound and maybe update my ff if i have enough ideas. haven't updated it for abt 2 or three weeks...they just zoom by. yay!! so happy. mon has no skool because there is an art exam which my stream doesn't have to take since we had during 1st semi. tuesday also doesn't have any skool because of marking day...yipee!!...bye gonna play gunbound now and add grace
~we'll be friends forever more~

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{Tuesday, October 12, 2004}

hiya again! yay! my bro finally bought a new keyboard....not the keyboard as in piano and etc but key board as in typing..lol. exams this week...so tiring...not really pressurizing...weird huh? anyways yah....urgh!! i can't take this "quietnes" any longer...stupid discman all broken...stupid cover can't close properly...even though it looks like it's closed it isn't really tt closed...the remote keeps saying "open" like y should i care if it's open juz play already!! seesh.... oh wells...

yesterday - had science exam...quite easy u could say...hoope i can get at least 80. spent one fifth of the day sleeping wen i got home...so darn tired ok maye it was one sixth because abt four hours. got home went straight to my bed then woke up and studied history by writting the same notes over and over again so that it would get into my head. however, i was quite distracted so i wrote really slow. so only wrote one chapter...couldn't be bothered abt the rest wen i finished the notes of chapter 2(sec 1 bk). thought again "heck care. dun care if i fail...giving up" so yah...watched far and away. quite nice but begginning damn boring...

today - had history test...hard....duh it was...hardly studied so obviously i'd have trouble with it. went to sch and went to clas and then went straight to my desk and took out my pens and stuff and hist books...studied the sec one book over and over again...helped quite abit especially since i took a peek at the mock paper mrs samugam gave us but she didn't tell us we had to do it....gd thing i peeked at it and saw some qns frm the structured section...quite helpful...anyways wen i did the exam, section A quite easy...so glad i spelled seismograph properly and spelt it as seismograph not seismogram...almost thought of changing it to the second choice..source-base ok but structured not very ok...i sucked....first qns...the mock paper "reminder" came in handy...read the 2, 3 and 4th qns and skipped them and went straight to qns5 while i still had my memory and then thought hmm... do 2, 3 or 4. decided on 3 and then 4.... came the 4b and thought hmm,,, again stuck to it even though i'd lose like 10 marks! but still better then 0/15. if i did qns 4 i'd get abt 5/15 but qns 2 would be a big fat 0! didn't know how to answer them....anyways so glad it's over... tomorrow is lit...not so bad as long as u can finish. byez
~we'll be friends forever more!~

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{Thursday, October 07, 2004}

this crappishly sux.... juz now played sim city and then it froze...out of the blue it suddenly froze... so sucky. now i'm gonna write "i have absolutely no idea what" in this post. hmm... maybe i'll write ff...haven't written it in a long time....i think...ok so the last time was last week....not really long time is it? i know what this post will be full of nw....my thots...yah. lolz. i miss jiejie alot... a whole lot so glad she finallly started her own ff. so happy for her...keep it melissa! hmm...

today - got up at about 6.20....prepared for skool and thinking "oh no! i'm gonna be late"... reached school and luckily i wasn't late and still quite early... asked rosanne for tissues and asked her to do stupid maths s/s book hw....then went down to the locker with fiona(forgot why) then went up to class....ms guo was alredy in the classroom.."sang" national anthem...said the pledge and then did dunno what. nxt two periods after that had lit. revised for abt 10 min and then did tyhe eng worksht then wrote a poem like mr tseng said to do(optional though). almost the whole class was doing so i decided to it too. wrote something really sucky about some stupid bright light...at first didn't know what i was writting abt juz thought of lines that ryhmed. then had maths for two periods...mrs wong was shouting and shouting and scolding.she called me to do a sum again...why me? why? i'm juz bad at intergers all thx to ms guo(no offence tho). then had recess....then science and then thinking skills and then mother tongue...slept during half of it but then had to wake up because mr lao was nearby the meeting room by the phone and so manprit woke me up and pointed over at mr lao....=( wanted to sleep more...been feeling drowsy all day *sigh* then had english...mrs teo told us more abt the hist exam since i think she was the one setting it....then went to locker and went home and yah.... byez gtg mr bro's home

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{Wednesday, October 06, 2004}

continuation from early early this morning during the wee hours

hiya! this is a continuation from really early this morining. during the wee hours i guess. here's a lil' message to melissa (jiejie): jiejie do something about ur tag board...has some probs...can't tag.....lolz...so sucky for today. kept seeing fui over and over again... quite annoyed with him. stupid guy knows but does nothing. no idea why but seeing shermaine's crush very often.*sigh* another reason why today is damn sucky is because i feel really REALLY REALLY sIcK. stupid throat is so dry and sore. can't talk properly. stupid runny nose... been snuffling all day long not to mention blowing my nose. i wonder what the heck i was going to say this morning before i was asked by my parents to go to bed? URGH!! STUpID NoSE!!! All sTUFfEd agAin!!!lolz....but seriously... i can't take this....i can't smell properly and can't tok properly....i'm seriusly sick... juz missing a fever and some other serious illness...very very sucky day. not to mention i've to see fui practically everyday!! dun wanna see him for a long time....sorta had enough....stupid idiot isn't doing anything...the most the stupid person could do is NOT TO PRETEnd as IF he DOESN"T KNOW. i miss jiejie alot. so sad she and i aren't in the same skool. then she can also learn to stand up to a boy and be mean to him....

i sense someting weird has been going on the past few dayz...gonna tok abt it on my jie's tag board.... isn't very safe to write it here. hint: something to do with a friend betraying me and letting someone know abt my secret...ok not really a friend betraying me...not sure whether tt person is really my friend or not so all my friends out there dun worry i'm not abt u gals(any clue?) should i update my ff today...dunno. so many exams coming..ahh!!!

Today - had a history test... bet i'm gonna fail it. didn't answer 2 qns and the fill in the blanks..i doubt i filled in the correct ans. today finished watching what a girl wants. kinda pity joy. yesterday she accidentely bumped into a guy and since then, this guy been so-called "harrassing" her....i think. passed by our classroom and he shouted in half chinese half english...or maybe one third mandrin one third hokkien and one eng.... dunno but i know it was something about being angry tt joy didn't ahve a hp and then said tt she was poor... HELLO!!! is that guy awake?!? joy stays in something like a semi-d...so how can she be poor? during maths...hmm... mrs wong shouting her head off again. kept talking abt 1/4 and how they've all completed everything and such *sigh*

yesterday - hmm... let's see wad happened... urgh!!! can't remember all thanks to this stupid smalll but yet quite viral flu!!!

byez....feel like playing sim city... managed to get bunglows to appear on my residences =))...byebye

~we'll be friends forever more~

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{Tuesday, October 05, 2004}

cRapZ

nxt week so many darn exams. *sigh* stupid samuel didn't collect his home ec book back from me. thought i placed mine in my locker but i guess i didn't. kinda upset. upset about fui. why the heck am i upset over that person? is that person really worth it? i'm not so sure. also upset because my discman is kinda broken. stupid thing keeps saying it's open wen i already closed it. urgh!! haven't found the time to update my ff. also not much thoughts running through my head about it. the thoughts running through my head are mainly about how my future will be. i feel like someone is misleading me...also allowing my ownself to be misleaded...lolx. today i stayed back at school because i wanted to walk to the bus stop with fiona. yesterday saw shermaine's mom in the lift and she asked why now a days i've not been walking home with shermaine. i'm not very sure why. i guess to leave some space for shermaine. anyways gtg.


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