(just let the rain fall) | lights will guide you home...     

{Monday, November 29, 2004}

yay!!!!!...hahax=))

*screams* I LOVE ROSANNE TAN!...actually more like her bro...eww...hahax. anyways, she went to her bro's comp to check whether he had come home soon. and it did! yay! yipee! so rachel u dun need to send me...this song juz ROCKZ...hahax=))

~forever in my heart n' mind~

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* jumped in the puddles @ |12:44:00 AM|


{Friday, November 26, 2004}

yay! my connection is fixed... later gonna upload some songs onto geocities so tt in the future i can put them on my blog on stuff...then gonna try starting gunbound on linux because during the days without internet, my bro figured out a way to start up window's games on linux...more yays!...hahahx... lately i've been addicted to minesweeper...dun ask y. i guess because i'm getting betta...the four games i had been playing while i was suffering with no internet:
-minesweeper
-icy towers
-sim city umlimited
-cossacks
they were the only interesting things do on this comp....

rite now waitting for rach to go online so i can ask her whether she has pug jelly's come home soon... tt song juz rockz...lol....tt's abt it for now 

It's been two days and I'm missin' you already

Never really thought you could mean

So much in such a little time



Think about the nights when I'm lyin' in your bed

With my chest resting your head

Now that you're gone I'm here to stay



I think I'm fallin' down. Down down down

With a bad case of love. Love love love

I think I'm falling for you. You you you

I think, I'm falling in love



When you come back all I wanna do is hold you

Have a blast even though there's nothing to do

Hold you close and look you in the eyes



So just come back and I'll tell you how I feel

Never knew how easy you could steal

My heart I miss you come home soon

I think I'm fallin' down. Down down down

With a bad case of love. Love love love

I think I'm falling for you. You you you

I think, I'm falling in love




I think, I'm fallin' in love

I think, I'm fallin' in love



Bridge:

Cause I know that you won't be home when I call you

You're in England now, I hope that you'll be home soon

Cause I know that you won't be there when I call you, NOW

I think I'm fallin' down. Down down down

With a bad case of love. Love love love

I think I'm falling for you. You you you

I think, I'm falling in love


I think, I'm fallin' in love

(slow) I think, I'm fallin' in love
~forever in my heart n' mind~

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* jumped in the puddles @ |5:57:00 AM|


{Saturday, November 20, 2004}

blahblah blah...all abt crap

Something wrong with my stupid internet...couldn't work for several days so mom took me n' my bro to her friends place to do stuff...n then because her connection was dail-up it was damn ssss....lll...oooo.....................w. n' i'm not exaggerating. my brother managed to load a page but i couldn't load anything...so her friend brought me to jurong sec(friend's a cher) n' rite now in the staff room...doing crap....yah....

so sad onli's out...thot she'd be one of the final two...i think i know why she's out. everybody thought that everybody would mostly vote for oli n those supporters of sly thot that hardly anyone wld be voting for him so they decided to vote more than usual...wel at least something like tt. i juz love vjc's forum...talking abt a topic some people might find lame but idun care...they're actully quite funny some times...gonna do dunno what until my bro's done...hmm... shld i go online?....muz pray that my internet will work soon....



happy birthday to....

Olivia....



~forever in my heart n' mind~

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* jumped in the puddles @ |4:00:00 AM|


{Friday, November 12, 2004}

OMG!!! rachel met SYLVESTER LIVE! *screams* !!! hahax...read her blog (when i was on windows) that her friend got her tix....so lucky....i'm so jealous...hahax....rachel sent me a song sung by sylvester before he did the live show...listening to it now... kinda funny.....thx rachel!! =D....he's super cuteee!!.... rachel's telling me abt the live show...if you all wanna know some more have to go to her blog...

What would you do if you ever saw sylvester on the street?
with my mom i would just smile at him if my mom isn't looking [she doesn't like syl very much}if i was with my frenz though, i'd say hi....ask for his autograph....if i had a cam...then i would take a pic of me hugging him..no cam...then i would juz hug him n wish the was a cam...then say goodbye....hahax...kz tt's abt it for today

oh yeah,,,,happy birthday to the following people for this week:

~ manprit...frm 1/1
~ lydia...sry i couldn't go to ur party )=

~forever in my heart n' mind~

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* jumped in the puddles @ |10:42:00 PM|


{Thursday, November 11, 2004}

super pissed at someone...

(gonna do that highlighting thing again) i'm currently feeling very pissed off my a certain person...yes, him. when i told him abt my decision, he had no reaction...seesh... hello to him... he might never see ever again.... fine. he deosn't want to say anything then don't...stupid idiotic reactionless him. so was really misleading n' deluding myself over and over again.... why? because i believed in him, but i'll believe in him no more. i know he's not worth thinking abt but i just can't help sometimes n' still feeling very very pissed. super pissed
pissedpissedpissedpissedpissedpissedpissed... i can't believe i let myself be misled... he never really cared nor understood me....pissed...tired and blah... i think this is the last time i'm gonna write abt him here...hopefully

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* jumped in the puddles @ |10:11:00 PM|


{Wednesday, November 10, 2004}

bleh....

hiya! continuation of my crappy holiday? hmm...practically everyday i'd wake then use the comp until my bro wakes up then go for shower then watch some tv and by then it's lunch time. from there i watch some tv...if the comp's free i'll use...so it's mostly comp tv comp tv.... yesterday though, my mom brought me to the clinic downstairs and finally pierced my ears! yay!! mommy finally pierced them...i've been waiting for like 4 years alredy....*yawn* so bored

i'm not sure whether i should still do that decision i made...kinda getting second thoughts cuz the more i try to forget him, the more i can't....there's this sorta pain in me...should i really do that decision? i dunno. i'm so totally clueless....stupid idiot always comfusing me...i guess i was really misleading myself but why did he always look at me with this kinda look that.... hmm...how do i explain? he wanted to confuse and play a prank on me or what?

gonna go now

~forever in my heart n' mind~

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* jumped in the puddles @ |10:33:00 AM|


{Sunday, November 07, 2004}

i've got nothing to do...rite playing pool on yahoo...and still playing. i think i know why this school vacation is so damn boring, crappy and sad. rachel watched a 'drama' last nite. maybe it was hear. some guy had some probs with his break up with his girlfriend and her mom was councling that guy. his gf is in rgs and is in a gang! and then the guy told her mom and the gf was super pissed and slapped him. hahax.i feel kinda lost...hurt and empty. deosn't he understand? and i mean he. i dun feel like thinking abt it but i can't help and do... it so stupid somehow. he's always pretending. i can't really think straight. would he stop confusing me for once? love brings joy and pain comes along with it...i dunno whose prob is worse. mine or rosanne's. rosanne's to do with friendship and mine is abt this person...i dun even know why i like him in the first place. i mean i find so many faults with him and i can't even find a single good thing with him. it's so hard to get over. it's like he doesn't even care. he even forget it's my email. tt means i dun mean anything to him. so why am i still caring? i think the decision i made abt wad i'm gonna do at the end of this yr is good. maybe it'll help me get over it...and maybe not...bleh.i dun care if he's gonna read this. he wouldn't even care because he has never. and that's why my sch vaca is so crappy and moody...
~forever in my heart~

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* jumped in the puddles @ |12:22:00 AM|


{Friday, November 05, 2004}

damn bored. it's a very boring holiday. dun feel like doing the stupid holiday assignments yet... too lazy. kinda happy tt the bathroom drain has beenm declogged. yesterday my uncle and my aunt (married) came to send my mom home from somewhere which i dun feel like saying. actully it was more like my aunt came then my uncle came to pick her up. anyways when my uncle came, he went straight to the toilet. then he managed to declog it! yay! *sigh* yesterday, went to vjc's forum for no entire reason but went to vjc's website for a reason.... went to the website because mr tseng's sister, i forgot her name, said that the pics she and her friends took from the workshop(for the school musical).then went to their forum for only one reason which is to waste time. wasted half an hour and then decided to create a user so tt i could post on the forum and wate more time. only visited one topic and so far i've posted one post...ok...cool i've wasted 15 minutes typing this. i sound so amused that i've wasted time...which is quite true. very very bored. so who wouldn't be happy that they've wasted time? only peope in a rush. people who have nothing to do and are feeling like me, would be glad they;ve wasted time.

happy birthday to the following people for this week:

- rachel....so glad that we're together for french!
- yi wen...(note: it's not 6D's yiwen)

~forever in my heart~..

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* jumped in the puddles @ |12:23:00 AM|


{Thursday, November 04, 2004}

i'll be there for you...friends theme song

So no one told you life was going to be this way.
Your job's a joke, you're broke, you're love life's DOA.
It's like you're always stuck in second gear,
Well, it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year.

But, I'll be there for you, when the rain starts to pour.
I'll be there for you, like I've been there before.
I'll be there for you, cause you're there for me too.

You're still in bed at ten, the work began at eight.
You've burned your breakfast, so far, things are going great.
Your mother warned you there'd be days like these,
But she didn't tell you when the world has brought you down to your knees.

That, I'll be there for you, when the rain starts to pour.
I'll be there for you, like I've been there before.
I'll be there for you, cause you're there for me too.

No one could ever know me, no one could ever see me.
Seems like you're the only one who knows what it's like to be me.
Someone to face the day with, make it through all the rest with,
Someone I'll always laugh with, even at my worst, I'm best with you.

It's like you're always stuck in second gear,
Well, it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year.

But, I'll be there for you, when the rain starts to pour.
I'll be there for you, like I've been there before.
I'll be there for you, cause you're there for me too.

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* jumped in the puddles @ |12:48:00 AM|



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