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{Monday, January 31, 2005}

blah

blahblahblahblah...mommy's gonna register me in school soon. yipee!...okay....
used a library comp a few days ago n' played gunbound. then this african-american passed by n' then came to me n' asked me stuff...

guy: is tt a website?

me: huh?

guy: is that game a website?

me: no

guy: then where did you get from

me: i downloaded it

guy: from where?

me: a website

guy: what is it?

me: *minimises gunbound reluctantly n' shows website*

guy: okay

ugh.. i was reluctant to minimise because part of the graphics wouldn't load when i maximise it back....kz tt's it for today...lalala....changed font size...happy rachel? lol

~forever in my heart~


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* jumped in the puddles @ |3:35:00 PM|


{Thursday, January 27, 2005}

more crap....

i seriously loved the second last day of sec one. i dunno why. maybe it's cuz of that idiot. it was kinda good that the school field was all soggy n' slippery so we didn't have any of those sucky games we had early that week. because of tt, we watched a movie in the hall, man in the iron mask. but it's not because of the movie that rocked. hmm...maybe i should start from the beginning...

got up, brushed my teeth, changed, went to the bus stop, waited for 10 min, got onto 33, didn't see jessie, got off bus, crossed the street, walked through the sch gate, saw lots of chers, walked to class, placed my bag doown, saw fiona n' i kinda forgot what hapened nxt. i know we did somethings n' then the bell rang, realized i eva brought neither books(ssw/any reading book) , took a scrap excercise book n' a pencil, went to the hall with fiona, was kinda upset that we had to sit on the infront of the stage instead of on it. i think i've gotten used to sitting on that stage. anyways, no could really see who i was clearly except 2/1'04. bck to my not really well typed story, sang national anthem(kinda), sad the pledge, did eril period by writting i have totally no idea what since i've forgotten, eril period was over, forgot who was the cher who said we weren't going to the field but instead gonna play the movie, man in the iron mask, then half way through movie, went to the toilet with fiona, went bck to the hall, realized the idiot was sitting around where fiona n' were sitting so i told fiona to sit somewhere else. several minutes later, several students decided to go to the classroom n' fiona n' i went too. actually we went to get uno cards to play in the hall. while walking back to the hall, saw that idiot, with i think samuel, zhiyong n' some other of their friends, reached hall, forgot what happened, movie ended, some p.e. cher told everyone who was in the classroom to go back to the hall, that idiot appeared, sat right infront of me...ugh...fiona n' i asked samuel to passover our "ssw books" n' our pens, then i think it was mr lau who started to talk, released for recess, forgot what happened...oh i remember now...went to the classroom, then went to the staff room to meet mrs wong, collected the holiday assignments/hw, said goodbye, went to the canteen, fiona passed 1/4's holiday hw to the monitress..ithink, told her that mrs wong says goodbye, went back to class, placed the hw on cher's table, forgot what happened, went back to the hall, everybody assebled, idiot walked in, sat directely behind/beside me....more ughs...pretended not to see him, tried moving very slowly away from him, listened to fiona's cd, idiot moved away, played uno with yan hui, farisa, elyna, some others till we saw mr lau, listened to the entreprenuership talk, all i heard was mumbles, became really urgent, went to the toilet, saw joy, charmaine, li hui n' ian playing table tennins in the foyer, went bck to the hall, accidentely kinda stepped on her leg, felt stupid, sat down, lip read with fiona to samuel, idiot watched us, saw idiot...ugh...stupid idiot had to sit nxt to samuel....talk was over, dismissed to the classrooms, went to the classroom, maths hw was passed out, went to the bus stop with shermaine, jess, n' jeanne, waited for the nus for 15 min cuz they didn't wanna take 33, saw jannah n' some other poeple, 196 came, got on, talked to jannah, pressed the 'ding/dong' bell, sher n' i got off, waited with all the fairfield students to cross the road, the red man became green, crossed the road, walked home, waited for the lift, lift came, went up, said good bye to sher, went to my unit, opened the door, no one at home, used the comp till 3 then got ready for french, 3.30 or 3.45 left home, hailed a taxi, told the taxi driver to go to bishan, slept on the taxi, woke up, around j8, directed taxi driver to moelc, got off, payed the driver, met enli..i think, saw rachel, grace, melody, talked, bell rang, went to class, can't rmb whether we waited for ms lim to appear or for the ri guys to be released or the rgs girls to be released, walked into classroom, ms lim said some stuff, watched a movie, erm, either taxi 2 or some other movie, again, almost everyone wanted to watch the amelia movie...can't rmb the full name of the movie, talked n' laughed with rachel n' olivia, ding dong, bell rang, recess, olivia was looking out for that asc(i) guy again, forgot who i was with, olivia i think, went to the back of the lang centre, saw another idiot that according to rachel, enli likes him. everybody starting to say their goodbyes to each other cuz we all thot that we'd be seperated into diff. classes the nxt yr, went back to class, continued watching a movie, ding dong, class ended, said good bye to olivia, rachel n' others, crossed the street with grace n' melody, agreeded with melody to go to mos burger, bought mos burger, grace 'abandoned' us, went to the mrt station, train came, went on, talked n' talked n' talked with melody, changed station at raffles place, train arrived, got on, talked more, melody had to get off, said good bye, hugged, melody got off, felt very sad, decided to go back getting of at buena vista instead contunuing to use the bus stop at common wealth station, waited for 196 or 74, forgot which one came, gt one, got off, walked home, went up lift, walked down the stairs, opened the door, only my bro at home, at my mos burger, n' blahblahblah...the mid day was fun but the ending was sad....i miss rachel n' olivia n' grace n' melody..sigh...i've started a new way to write stories horribly...

hopefully nxt week i'll alredy be in sch...i feel like my brain is being drained away...byes!

quote: education costs money, but then again, so does ignorance....

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* jumped in the puddles @ |2:16:00 PM|



crap

juz realized that i'm like eunice cuz i have this stupid guy phobia. i think melissa has it too cuz she told me something that makes me guess so. but because she's not in a mixed sch, she doesn't have to worry so much where as i have to face those annoying idiots practically everyday! cuz once i start communicating to a guy, i start to get tense n' everything. i guess that's the prob when u stay in a girls' sch all day n' u dun communicate with any guy from the 'outside world'.

i still rmb one stupid moment when i had no choice but to really communicate to an idiot who was freakingly annoying for at least a term. it was all cuz rosanne couldn't see the board due to glares n' ashika immigrated to india (i think). ms guo, of all people why did u have to choose zhiyong. ugh.

i find that ms guo isn't a very good cher. i think she's trying too hard to be friends with all the students(especially the mischevious ones). i think she should've focused more on being strict since she was a 'newbie' cher. thx to her, my maths started to drop. thx alot ms guo for pulling down my a1 to b3. ok...so it's partially my fault but if she was more strict, i would most probably be having an a1 for maths n' dun forget science. ever since she took over ms helen chong, my science started to drop too. the more ms guo tried to make her lessons interesting, the more i felt like falling asleep in class. i think i work well with strict chers. examples: ms helen chong n' mrs betty wong. so sad mrs betty wong has retired. last yr's sec 2s (now sec 3) told me, "so sad mrs betty wong only teaches sec 1s." but really, i do work well with strict chers. cuz their so strict, i pay attention better. the thing abt strict chers is that in the beginning they shout n' yell at u n' when everything's all over, they remove the pressure they put on u n' let u relax n' have fun. but the really scary thing abt mrs wong either than her shouting, is when she smiles. whenever she smiles, it looks kinda scary. like you'll never know when she might frown. i actually lied to her once, or twice...can't remember very well. it was because i 'lost' my maths 1 ex bk n' i told her i lost it on the bus(which i didn't) n' she told me to rewrite everything again including that day's hw n' then pass it up on the date everyone was supposed to pass it up on. so the day finally came. i managed to complete everything n' passed it up or did i put it in her box? can't rmb..again. later that day during recess she told me that she found my original book. then her scary smile appeared again. n' she gave me a plastic knife n' fork n' told me to go to any of the muslim stalls n' tell them, "mrs betty wong is very angry with you because u gave her an extra knife n' fork instead of a spoon". then i said, "huh?" n' mrs wong laughed abit n' cuz rosanne was with mem she laughed too. so anyways, i did what she told me to do n' the malay lady said, "huh?" n' i left her feeling all blur. even though mrs wong was strict, she's also kinda nice. i rmb on the second last day of sch, tagged along with fiona to go n' see mrs wong for the holiday maths assignmesnts n' she told the both of us good bye n' pat us on our backs. in a way, mrs wong is kinda close to the students. so ms guo shouldn't have to try so hard n' be friends with the students....blahblahblah...kinda talking crap up there....n' there's more to come....

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* jumped in the puddles @ |1:29:00 PM|


{Wednesday, January 26, 2005}

muahahaha! gonna torture people's eyes when they read my blog. ok...it might not be very torturing but hard to read. not really on purpose. juz too lazy to go n' change the size of the text. gonna copy something from rachel's blog which she copied from some other person's blog cuz i still haven't found anything to do...

Wallet/ Purse :: liz clairborne
Slipper/Shoes :: one pair of school shoes. 2 pairs of slippers. one pair of winter boots.
Sport Shoe :: one pair of sketchers, one pair of new balance
(ex-)School Uniform :: forgot the name...something uniform
Cap :: can't rmb
Visors:: none.
Bracelet(s) :: 2 charm bracelets.
Pen :: hmm...too many!
clock :: this cute alarm clock melissa gave me for my b'day
Shampoo :: heads n' shoulders
Shower Gel/ Soap :: dove. palmolive.
Eye Shadow :: since when do i wear tt?
Lip Gloss :: some gloss from p6 graduation party.
foundation:: ...
Perfume/ cologne :: forgot the complete name but something to do with tommy hilfiger
Nail Polish :: can't rmb.
Toothpaste :: Colgate duh.
Body Moisturiser :: dun use.
pencil box :: the one u always see me using
Watch :: swatch. babyG casio
Travel Bag :: polo
Jeans :: polo jeans. zara. tommy. levis
Ciggratte :: you should know the ans

more blahblahblah...

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* jumped in the puddles @ |12:53:00 PM|



i shall pretend to talk dumb (cuz i feel dumb n' have nothing to do)...

sunday

blizzard day. church canceled. didn't go anywhere. watched my parents help old lady plow driveway. then old lady's neighbour came out of nowhere n' helped them with snowblower. took abt 2 hours to finish plowing. watched tv all day.
- didn't learn anything that day

monday

woke up. watched the bottom of tv set while seeing all school closures. went swimming. my swimming sucked. no goggles. couldn't see well in that big hole full of chlorine. everything so blur. couldn't practice start n' turn. just treading in a big hole full of chlorine. my swimmming is very rusty. never practiced in a long time.
-didn't learn anything that day

okay... doesn't really seem like pretending to be dumb. more like pretending to speak broken eng. gah. blahblahblah...

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* jumped in the puddles @ |12:12:00 PM|


{Tuesday, January 25, 2005}

screwed

i feel totally screwed. my whole life feels screwed. i can't wait to go to sch. then my life may not feel screwed. it's kinda wierd. when you're in school you wished you weren't in school. when you're not in school. it feels wrong n' you want to go to school. okay. so not eveyone may feel like that but i do. my life currentely feels upside down. wait a sec. since when did my life have feelings? it's more like me who has feelings. it's more like i feel like my life is totally screwed. ugh. i seriously can't wait to go bck to sch. then i won't keep saying i'm missing this or i'm missing tt. then i won't really feel left out. by not going to school i feel stupid. i dunno why. i juz do. i think i'm the only that feels like this. haiz...

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* jumped in the puddles @ |4:44:00 PM|



gonna register for sch sometime this week. yay! by next week gonna finally move into my home. been staying at my parents' friend's place. this pianist at my 'old' church. she's this elderly woman. kinda pissed at her cd player cuz it can't read mp3 files. ugh. abt 4 days ago i tried to play my cd but couldn't. then got kinda pissed at it n' had no choice but to scan the whole radio bar thingy (forgot how to call it) n' finally found the radio station i wanted. why are there so many country music stations?

i seriously hate wmp (windows media player). stupid ie muz connect with wmp when i wanna download songs.

I HATE WMP!!!

on thurs i watched the o.c. the second season's kinda nice. there's some new characters. didn't get to watch the last 20 min of it cuz my bro wanted to watch the apprentice. the second season of tt show is also ok. there's these two commercials related to the apprentice which was kinda humorous though. one this visa credit card comm n' the other is this BK comm. the credit card comm had donald trump holding this visa card n' later it got blown away by the wind n' then fell into this dumpster. so it showed him diggung around n' looking for it. then the BK aired after the boardroom part, when they go for the commercial break. so the commercial showed the boardroom again n' had these three guys n' donald trumps decided who to 'fire'. then this guy in the middle of the other two guys is like, "whazzup trumpster?" n' donald trump, "you're FIRED"... today gonna watch american idol again. my tv days are officially tues n' thurs. lol.

okays, replies to the tags...

olivia - heehee. yah i went to u.s. ks will go to ur blog

rachel - dun think i'll be bck soon. maybe in a few yrs...i miss french

melissa - heys jie. same to u. why must long distance calls cost so much? so sad can't call each other. it's like $3.40/min (so ex) but sms still the same cost....doesn't make sense...


~forever in my heart~

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* jumped in the puddles @ |12:23:00 PM|


{Thursday, January 20, 2005}

feel so crappy right now. everyone's asleep. hmm... today's thurs rite? then gonna watch o.c. tonight. finally found the time sched. for the second season. kz..... posted twice like y'day again. byes! finally have to go somewhere.....

~forever in my heart~

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* jumped in the puddles @ |2:44:00 PM|



gonna post abt my sad thoughts all day long. shouldn't bother my jie to much but maybe i'll start to during the june holidays. heh. dreamt abt tt idiot for like the ninth time. seesh. can't believe it. why tt idiot again? there was like my class n' then tt idiot's class n' then some slush thing n' ugh. of all people why tt idiot. why not my jie. why must i even dream? dreaming means you're not sleeping n' not sleeping means tiredness. why am i posting now? should wait until everyone on msn is sleeping....haiz *bangs head against the wall*

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* jumped in the puddles @ |12:26:00 PM|


{Wednesday, January 19, 2005}

ugh! juz realized i missed my 6D class reunion in dec. if only i read eunice's blog on the 14th of dec then i would've gone. plus, my bro had a class reunion of his on the same day! he kept on 'bragging' abt it. i use the term bragging cuz i'm DUH jealous of him abt him being able to meet his pri cm for the last time. why am i so badly lucked? *upset*...

i miss my jie...alot....=( she neva talk to me nowadays...she haven't talked to me since i've moved...jie r u mad at me?*seriously upset*

~foreva in my heart~


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* jumped in the puddles @ |6:41:00 PM|



despotic seagulls

today i saw some despotic seagulls. but they were despo for food. my bro brushed some crumbs off his chair onto the drive way n' juz 30 secs after my mom drove off, the seagulls flew down out of nowhere n' ate the the crumbs. they were like half my size! my bro said normally they'd wait till u were out of sight before swooping down to grab the food n' he like "the seagulls must be desperate for food." thus the name despotic seagulls. it's realllly freeeeeezing outside! if u keep u're hands outside without gloves for at least an hour, it'll probably suffer frm frostbites. ouch!
heard in the morning it was 6 deg. fahrenheit. which is uhh... -20 cent... i think.

whee!! y'day watched american idol...season 4 i think. yah. it's was super funny. there was this guy who kept holding his noted for like a minute or so n' there was this girl who said in the third grade her cher told her tt god sent her to sing n' when the judges rejected her, she kneeled down n' begged n' then simon or the celeb guest judge(can't rmb) said "ya know ur mom is watching?" or something like tt. n' then she got up n' went out n' sweared abt him n' yadayadayada. it was super funny. there were also these people who went for the auditions with masks. hahax!

tt's abt it. nothing else to write...byes!....ugh, i'm still very homesick


~foreva in my heart~


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* jumped in the puddles @ |4:24:00 PM|


{Tuesday, January 18, 2005}

crappy post

lalalalala... got nothing to do.... the trippie is over. didn't go to d.c. afterall. decided to do it in nyc. i've decided never to go to nyc ever again. the neighbouring towns (queens n' harlem) are scary. it's so hard to find the stupid interstate in nyc. then once on the interstate, muz keep shifting lanes if not we'd go to the wrong exit. i do not wish to see another town/city with the "boro" at the end of it for the rest of my life.

blahblahblah... byes

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* jumped in the puddles @ |12:08:00 PM|


{Wednesday, January 12, 2005}

wheee

heys! on a road trip...wheee! hahax... heading for d.c. cuz my mom needs to collect her new passport. rite now taking a break n' resting in a hotel at massachusetts. gonna pass by rhode island...so happy dun have to go to vermont cuz on near the highway there're farms n' the manure is super stinky. after rhode island... new york then i think new jersey n' pennsylvania n' then washington d.c.

today on the road saw police cars four times. the third time was when my mom was stopped by the police cuz she was in the over-taking lane n' she wasn't over-taking anyone. u know how the over-taking lane is furthest frm the "breakdown lane"? when my mom saw the police, she stopped immediately cuz u're supposed to stop when u see the police rite. so after stopping, the police car was like talking thru the mega phone n' saying "please go to the 'breakdown' lane!"... then the police car was like telling my mom which lane to go to. but my mom told me she was there cuz she didn't want to keep turning at the exit. when the state police finally ended the conversation, she tried to get bck on the road n' the state police used the megaphine again, "use the breakdown lane to gain speed!" hahax! was quite funny...

sry rach abt not telling u cuz wasn't very sure whether i was leaving or not... i miss everyone! it's super lonely here... u know how they have chinese/malay/indian subtitle on the ads? here has it for spanish...okay... byes!

~forever in my heart~

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* jumped in the puddles @ |8:48:00 PM|


{Sunday, January 09, 2005}

removed the radio cuz i wanted to add boulevard of broken dreams so yah...
ugh i've completely no idea what to write abt rite now. everything's so boring currently... lalalalala....hahax! oooh i know what to type...i think... for anyone who's wondering where i am rite now (especially those in french), i'm in the states... yupz i immigrated... had a snow storm on thurs n' y'day had another one... it's really scary at nite cuz when driving u can't see clearly where u're going... gonna stop here for now byes!



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* jumped in the puddles @ |1:35:00 PM|


{Sunday, January 02, 2005}

*yawn* bored

added the lil' radio thingy. dun ask y. kinda experimenting. gonna type a lil' story i heard frm someone...

once there was a taxi driver n' he picked up this japanese man. a few minutes after the taxi driver picked him up, a toyota passed by...

japanese: look, toyota, made in japan. very fast (in japanese slang/accent)

taxi driver: oh, okay(not really caring)

another toyota passed by

japanese: toyota, made in japan, very fast

taxi driver: smiles (still doesn't care)

then a mazda passed by

japanese: mazda, made in japan, very fast

When the taxi finally came to the destination, the ticker said $200 n' the when the jap normally took a cab it was $20. so asked the taxi driver,

japanese: why is it $200?

taxi driver: oh,made in japan very fast (points towards the ticker)

=))...hope tt was entertaining...isn't supposed to mean anything...yah...lalalalala...bored gonna stop here

~forever in my heart n' mind~


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* jumped in the puddles @ |1:12:00 PM|



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