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{Thursday, January 27, 2005}

crap

juz realized that i'm like eunice cuz i have this stupid guy phobia. i think melissa has it too cuz she told me something that makes me guess so. but because she's not in a mixed sch, she doesn't have to worry so much where as i have to face those annoying idiots practically everyday! cuz once i start communicating to a guy, i start to get tense n' everything. i guess that's the prob when u stay in a girls' sch all day n' u dun communicate with any guy from the 'outside world'.

i still rmb one stupid moment when i had no choice but to really communicate to an idiot who was freakingly annoying for at least a term. it was all cuz rosanne couldn't see the board due to glares n' ashika immigrated to india (i think). ms guo, of all people why did u have to choose zhiyong. ugh.

i find that ms guo isn't a very good cher. i think she's trying too hard to be friends with all the students(especially the mischevious ones). i think she should've focused more on being strict since she was a 'newbie' cher. thx to her, my maths started to drop. thx alot ms guo for pulling down my a1 to b3. ok...so it's partially my fault but if she was more strict, i would most probably be having an a1 for maths n' dun forget science. ever since she took over ms helen chong, my science started to drop too. the more ms guo tried to make her lessons interesting, the more i felt like falling asleep in class. i think i work well with strict chers. examples: ms helen chong n' mrs betty wong. so sad mrs betty wong has retired. last yr's sec 2s (now sec 3) told me, "so sad mrs betty wong only teaches sec 1s." but really, i do work well with strict chers. cuz their so strict, i pay attention better. the thing abt strict chers is that in the beginning they shout n' yell at u n' when everything's all over, they remove the pressure they put on u n' let u relax n' have fun. but the really scary thing abt mrs wong either than her shouting, is when she smiles. whenever she smiles, it looks kinda scary. like you'll never know when she might frown. i actually lied to her once, or twice...can't remember very well. it was because i 'lost' my maths 1 ex bk n' i told her i lost it on the bus(which i didn't) n' she told me to rewrite everything again including that day's hw n' then pass it up on the date everyone was supposed to pass it up on. so the day finally came. i managed to complete everything n' passed it up or did i put it in her box? can't rmb..again. later that day during recess she told me that she found my original book. then her scary smile appeared again. n' she gave me a plastic knife n' fork n' told me to go to any of the muslim stalls n' tell them, "mrs betty wong is very angry with you because u gave her an extra knife n' fork instead of a spoon". then i said, "huh?" n' mrs wong laughed abit n' cuz rosanne was with mem she laughed too. so anyways, i did what she told me to do n' the malay lady said, "huh?" n' i left her feeling all blur. even though mrs wong was strict, she's also kinda nice. i rmb on the second last day of sch, tagged along with fiona to go n' see mrs wong for the holiday maths assignmesnts n' she told the both of us good bye n' pat us on our backs. in a way, mrs wong is kinda close to the students. so ms guo shouldn't have to try so hard n' be friends with the students....blahblahblah...kinda talking crap up there....n' there's more to come....

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