(just let the rain fall) | lights will guide you home...     

{Monday, February 28, 2005}

okays. my week long vacation/break is over. took my laptop from mr harmon's room and again it didn't switch on! ugh! what the heck is wrong with my laptop?? anyways, i went to mr hatrmon for help n' he said he'd charge it for me n' give it bck to me after ssr(silent reading) n' after i got it back from him, i went to study hall period with miss schiebenpflug n' my laptop died on me after using it for 10 mins...okay. it wasn't dead yet. sorta more like fainted. or sleeping so i decided not to wake it up if not everything i didn't save wld disappear. after study hall, was science...it was kinda fun in science today. we played with static electricity. there would be this thing that has this 'stem' which has a diameter of about 5cm n' was 15cm tall n' then there wld be this sphere which according to that old man isn't really sphere but something i forgot. anyways, that round thingy would contain postive electrons or something n' you'd put your hand on it n' get shocked..unless you put your hand on it before you switched on the machine. then was maths n' then lang arts. learning abt the holocaust...was given this book n' i'm supposed to read it's first 3 chaps by the end of this week..ok. then lunch..i almost typed recess...too used to it. sigh. during lunch, joannah, this girl, this other girl, another girl n' i talked about horror movies..sry to the girls who are unnamed but i have no clue what you name is. it started at the end of lang arts when lining up for lunch. joannah said something about the grudge n' stuff... then yah. then was gym...played indoor soccer. i just stood there waitting for a chance to kick the ball...only could do it once. then social stud...continued on some stuff of my civil rights proj. then french....hmm...for practically the whole lesson, we talked about our one week vacation. there was one story about this guy going snowmobiling with his dad in this unfound area n' they find a convenience store n' then the guy n' then he buys a grape soda and after drinking half, he realizes it has no fizz in it n' checks the date at the bottom of the can n' it said "dec 31 02" then the whole class laughed...another one was about going into this shop called guns n' snacks n' there was this aisle with snack cakes n' when you bought one you would receive a gun as well...then somehow we talked abt guns n' roses...okay..then went home...saw that guy who spat. when i got off the bus, another of those guys popped out of nowhere again n' juz said hi....n' i ignoreed him n' then i saw my mom driving up n' so i entered the car n' then we made a small loop n' saw that guy at a T junction n' he was waving..hmm... okays tt's all for today....kinda grossed out by rachel's comments abt spongebob squarepants....oh yah, tomorrow there's supposed to be a snow storm....snow dayy!

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{Thursday, February 24, 2005}

stupid crappy social stud proj. worksheet...HELP!!

ugh! i can't take it!! i dunno what to write for that crappy worksheet...i dunno what to write for which part would be the most challenging for the proj...can some someone help me??

imagine you have to do some research on a topic you chose. then u had to find 3 webbies on that topic and write a paraphrase for each. from there, i have no clue what you do...

okay. so what would be the most challenging part of this whole proj??...oh how i wish i could write on those stupid lines that the most challenging part would be answering that qns on that worksheet...i would...if only i wasn't so afraid of offending my teachers...sigh.

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lalalala...this whole week is sch holidays...supposedly called spring break but like those anchormen/women said, "it doesn't look like spring at all." lotsa people last week in that crappy sch said that they were going to florida and mexico n' then mr harmon was like "i'm also going to mexico." n' some other people were going skiing in some part of maine...n' those who weren't going anywhere were jokingly asking their friends if they could join them. on thurs or wed, this guy from my french class came n' talked to me abt sg...he said he has been there 3 times n' the last time was 6 yrs ago. then he told me that he went to the zoo n' got lost there n' said it was really big. he also said that he had 2 friends from this school n' i'm guessing he was talking abt united world college. at the end of it all he said sg was a perfect place n' stuff. ok. if i wanted, but right now i don't want, i would already have a crush..who? this guy sitting infront of me during science...twice he has told me that me hand writting is small...he was like, " wow! that's small" n' i'm like "so..." but i shall not have a crush on him...cuz i dun want to...still thinking of him. lalalala..

on wed, i got bck my maths test...that mr johnston made me a something leader...forgot what that something is...n' becuz i'm one of those something leaders, i don't have to do any writting on fridays. okay... what exactly is so special abt not having to write on fridays during maths class??? i have also found what is the reason for those orange square slips of paper...they're for lucky draws...hmm...i guess that's another thing i'll like abt mahoney...

yesterday, i wasn't feeling very well so stayed at home, watched movies on cable all day long...watched some classics, can-can n' how to marry a millionaire..was quite nice...also saw finding nemo...the last hour of it though...then switched to fox for american idol results...then watched some cable channel n' then slept..

today when i checked my mail, mr tseng emailed me...mr tseng emailed me?? he asked me one of those email thingys frm that ringo website...ok...i guess he likes to keep contact with all his students including his old students.

for the rest of last week, i kinda forgot but the things that still linger in my mind are the junk i did during lang. arts period...why do they need to know what college i plan to go to n' what my ambitions are?? that's none of their business. lotsa people who didn't really have an ambitions juz said that they wanted to be professional athletes..okay...then this boy, connor said that he wanted to be a zoologist or something n' that he wanted to be like this person whom i've forgotten what name and travel all over the world learning abt animals... then mr harmon was like "so you also wanna be like steve irwin" n' connor was "nooo. i hate him. he has this australian accent n' he only talks about crocodiles n' stuff" n' then this girl sitting nxt me, cassie wld laugh..n' then mr harmon wld tell the stupid guidance counselor abt it...i hate it! at least it's finally over...no more career n' college n' future planning things..

now i dunno if i can go online in the morn on my laptop...they still dun allow me to go to hotmail.com...gah..hmm...maybe i'll try amsn..yah..anyways it's mac compatible right? so yah. as for my bg...have to find another one...my stupid laptop wldn't set it as my bg..

okays, time to reply my tags

rachel - emailed already

jie - hi!!! right bck at ya! thx! =))

byes! gotta do some stuff on my civil rights proj.

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{Wednesday, February 16, 2005}

background pic

heys! this is the pic i wanna place as a bg on my laptop(school one duh)...commentsss?
n' if anyone wants to talk to me on msn, go online at 8.40...but then again, i might not be online...all thx to the crappy, stupid, stinkin',damned school internet system set by the that crappy what's his name again comp cher...hopefully they'll accept that stupid review thing abt my mail..but if i can go online, it'll be at 8.40 sg time...

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oh shit..

..oh shittyshittyshit...if this goes on, seriously, i'll start another crush...but it won't...cuz i won't allow it...heh..the post before this was a post i typed during health class today..had to go cuz the chers wld always walk ard the room n' stuff...now at home...

yesterday

got up..went to sch..DUH...then reached sch had nothing to do so i decided to go down to the guidience office to query abt my laptop...afterall, the guidience teacher is supposed to do his job. when i asked him when i was going to get my laptop cuz i needed it for class, he was like, "oh, that's a good qns!"...what's wrong with these chers? whenever a student asks some qns the chers will forever say.."oh good qns!" okay... so the guidience counselor went to look for that com cher...forgot his name...in the com lab...it was empty. then the guidience counc asked a student if she knew where the cher had gone n' we finally found him n' he said that it was alredy sitting on the shelf in mr harmon's classroom n' that it had been there for a few days already. so we went to mr harmon's classroom n' asked abt the laptop n' the guidience councilor was like telling mr harmon to tell me more abt the laptop...as if i dunno how to use a comp -__- ..then i asked him this qns abt the pad where u put ur finger to move the cursor. asked him whether the pad was sensitive enough to pick up my finger tapping on the pad as the left clik button instead of using the button below the pad for clicking...n' he said no...so sad..sick of cliking n' there's no right clik button..oh well...then went bck to my class n' said the pledge n' had science...recieved my science results...i have a small orange in colour squarish piece of paper that's supposedly a certificate for doing well in the test...i got 95...over...er....110...so ...uhh...not very good....n' yet she put excellent....okay...wierd...had maths then lang arts...doing some crappy career thingy for this whole week...so stupid...why must we even do it?? it's useless to me. lotsa people all said they wanna become pro-athletes...me..nah...i play sports for..not competition. during lang. arts, had to take this crappy program questionaire...haha...i have very lil' interest in serving accomdations n' hospitality...why? cuz i never want to work in the customer service line..then for manual work...NO INTEREST...DUH!! who would?! the recess then p.e...my very first lesson in pe...more crappy than lang. arts....met these two 'ah-lians'...even though they weren't singaporeans, they acted like ah lians...when i told them that my primary sch was a girls' school, they were like.."OMG! how can you actually stand a sch that has no boys?!?"...then i thought..okay...-_-"...i think they are despos even though they have a bf n' that they call other girls despotic..they are worse...at least shannon's in too...then had social stud.....hi mr harmon again...then french..hi ms scheamerer...oh yah...i juz realized my sci cher isn't mrs but ms...realized it when i saw her name on the board...so it's ms scheibenpflug...bck to french...ms scheamerer's class...forgot what we did but i know we did this listening compre at the end of the lesson...super easy! then dismissal...when i was abt to go to my locker, all of a sudden, one of those ah lians called me...LIZZIE!???!!..ugh...i alredy hated it when mt tseng called me that n' now this girl must start it all over again...bleah...then got onto the sch bus home.. due to my curiousity that started on mon, i sat two seats behind this guy on the bus...cuz monday, i saw that he had to walk a longer distance than me bck to his house...so i was curious where he lived..but on mon i lost where he went once i reached my home...so y'day, i prepared to get off as soon as possible...cuz could walk far even when he's not walking fast...but i wasn't gonna follow him all the way to his house duh! i just wanted to walk ahead of him...why did i want to do that?? ok. so y'day, we were on this main road on the pavement n' all the other students walked the opposite way...so i think he thought that i was following him...but i wasn't...well hey, it's not my fault we walk the same route home...

today

got to sch...didn't feel like going to mr harmon's classroom to my laptop at the beginning of the day...so stayed in my homeroom classroom n' did nothing...pledge taking time...didn't feel like saying the pledge of aligence...i dun wanna have pledged an aligence to u.s. dun ask why. then had science...did some crappy stuff...actually efore science, we always have this thing called study hall...why do they call it study hall when we're not even in a hall...at least newtown's eril period could be called study hall cuz we were really in a hall but then maybe not..cuz we weren't trying to complete our remaining hw. so during study hall, i had nothing to do so i decided to rewrite my paaphrase for social stud. n' when i was done, i pretended to be still writting cuz we still had 20 min more of study hall. then all of a sudden, this guy sitting in front of me turned ard n' looked at my paper for 10 sec n' said.."wow! that's small"..he was refering to my handwritting..yah i know it's small n' btw tehir handwritting is big. after sci was maths....my second test since i've come into mahoney...my maths test..quite easy...then lang arts...still was doing the career thing. was given this sheet of paper with what degrees have an average pay of what and the population who had those deg....then before lunch, after class ended, melissa(duh not my jie) asked mr harmon which degree he had. n' he pointed at the master deg n' said somewhere around there...here's the rest of the conversation...imagine mr tseng's voice when reading...sry rachel, olivia, mel or whoever else who isn't frm newtown that you wldn't be able to imagine the voice..

melissa: okay so you get $1100 every week?

mr harmon: no not really. if you include all the taxes, it's less

melissa: why did you want to become a teacher?

mr harmon: because i love kids

melissa: no you don't...cuz you said that you don't like us..

everyone around: *laughs*

mr harmon: i never said i hated kids

melissa: yes you did.

mr harmon: no

*everyone around laughs*

melissa: i know. you love kids but not us kids... you love those small kids

*everyone laughs again*

then forgot what happened..then had lunch...n' y'day, when i didn't have lunch n' the girl i was having lunch with, joannah, kept asking me "u sure you dun want any lunch?" n' kept replying " yah, i dun really have much appetite" so today, i decided to get some lunch..not used to eatting their lunch...it's so unappetizing..ate some veggies n' drank some milk...i kinda looked like a veggie-tarian...but i'm not...after lunch, showed shannon the neoprint cuz she wanted to see it...i only have two neos now...the one with those skulls n' the friends foreva one...haiz...wish i cld take more...lol...after that was health. completed the assignment n' then went to my locker to get my laptop n' then brought it to the health classroom where i typed the post before this...the one with the testing...cuz i really was testing..wanted to check my mail at first but after typing hotmail.com, they comp system stopped me..said i had to send a review to the administrator before i could enter..so i did it..it was shown in the following format (but with no box thingy like the one u type ur text into when u r posting)

email: peachype....@hotmail.com

comments: i need to check my mail!!

okay...i didn't put the exclaimation marks...did i? who cares..can't believe the freakin' school doesn't allow us to use hotmail...ugh...it's stupid! after health, was social stud. was really funny cuz the girl i was sitting next to was showing they people sitting nxt to her the usher bg she placed as her laptop...then she called mr harmon..."hey mr harmon, can you come over?"

mr harmon: ok

gabi: look! it's usher!

mr harmon: *doesn't care face*

gabi: you like usher don'tya?...

10 seconds later...

gabi: mr harmon likes usher!..hey! is anyone listening??

then later, still on the subject on how to research material since wed, first we had to copy the following....

.com
.net
.biz
.(something that i forgot) = companies/commercial - $$

.org = unpaid
.gov = goverment agency
.edu = higher education place

then he talked abt the .com,.net.biz sites n' was like you go to example espan.com or...or usher.com...then gabi opened her laptop n' opened ie (explorer) n' typed usher.com..took too long to load, went to google n' typed usher. theni told her to type usher.com in the search engine box n' she did n' the closest she could find was usherworld.com...then abt a minute after going around the site, she called mr harmon again

gabi: mr harmon! i want you to come

mr harmon: ok..wait a minute

minutes pass...ticktockticktock..

gabi: mr harmon!

mr harmon: yes *walks over*

gabi: hey look! *reloads the usher page*...usher!

mr harmon walked away...lol....but it was really funny. during lang arts, i decided to also look for a bg for my laptop n' i remembered the pug jelly pic i searched on google a few days ago...it looked so perfect...why? cuz they took it in raffles place n' i was so homesick so i saw the oub or is it the uob building n' the i think it's called republic plaza n' seeing it made me uhh...feel kinda a happy...=)...still trying to save it...no right clikeys are so inconvenient...hmph..after lang. arts, was french. for the startiong excercise was really funny cuz she told us this story abt earlier when teaching her spanish class, she wrote some french for the starting excercise so one student decided to draw this pic n' we had to describe it. the way ms scheamerer explained what the student drew n' it was so funny...

ms scheamerer: okay, there's this stick person thingy that looks like a leprechon with a skirt thing n' there's this coffee cup on a table n' this car's gonna knock it over n' melt the leprechon

ben: leprechon's do not melt (imagine zhiyong's voice...cuz he's kinda like zhiyong but taller)

then ms scheamerer told us this other story abt the ohp..i'm gonna say something that's totoally irrellevant to the story...i've always liked to spell ohp as oHp...okay...nvm...bck to the ohp story...once, to 'punish' this student for doing or not doing something...forgot..ms scheamerer locked her outside n' when she was using the ohp, the window's blinds were down n' the lights were all of so when mrs scheamerer was facing the class with the ohp, she was blocking the students so when standing beside the ohp n' was facing the door at the same time...so if u looked into the door's window, you'd see this head floating...n' the whole class laughed when ms scheamerer told the story...then did another listening comp n' go home time...

okay..tt's it for today! byes..=)...changed the font size...good enough?

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typing crap for the first time on my laptop...bye...muz go now...if not..will diediedieDIE!!...well, not relly...but byes...testing...

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{Monday, February 14, 2005}

new skin

decided to change the skin after seeing it for abt a month alredy...still looking up some stuff abt the music of the civil rights movement...meas(some statewide assesment test) are coming..wheee!...in pond cove they didn't make sound so stressful whereas here....they students are worried abt it...me....i couldn't careless..why? cuz the results of the meas determine whether the school is good or bad...nothing wld happen to me if i did badly...as if i wld...lalalalala...

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today's the real official day for v'day....received one valentines day gift..supposed to be two but forgot to go to this girl's locker to collect it frm her...so here's my day...

woke up 6.23 am...looked so bright ...thought it was 7+ n' i was gonna be late for school...but no...it's cuz of daylight savings...n' cuz og that, in june or july, the sun can still be up when it's 9 at nite!...not gonna be used to it...anyways, woke up brushed teeth, changed, got out then my bro was running out to the car cuz he didn't wanna miss his bus..then once my mom drove out of the driveway, the bus was juz there so my bro ran to it n' then my mom sent me to sch...then was too early so went to across the street at millcreek n' bought hot cocoa at mr bagels then went to school...once i reached sch, felt damn nervous...then went to my locker....it's super skinny!! ugh...what's the use of a locker when it's only 15 cm wide???anyways, juz placed my coat inside...no wonder everyone's carrying their bag everywhere...went to class, completed the crappy earthweek hw...then had science....today i had my first test...periodic table...okay...it was super easy except i forgot who created the table so i won't get 100%...then we had to let miss cheinbenpflug..(only now do i realize she is a miss)....mark our earthweek hw...n' she was like, "did you do your earthweek?"

me: yah

scheibenpflug: good

me: shows it to her

scheibenpflug: excellent*puts tick on the top of the page*

boy sitting in front of me: *turns around*

okay...what was with her excellent thing...then went to algebra class...i got everything correct for the hw...duh...fractions is damn easy!...then another worksheet was given out for hw...then had lang arts...was some career choice thing...can't believe they call colleges with 5000+ students big...then had recess then health then social stud...rite now i'm supposed to research on the music during the civil rights movement...dun really feel like doing it...but at least now there's something to do...then had french...i can't stand my french cher sometimes...can't understand her....why?? cuz she doesn't pronounce things correctely....then end of day..n' then shannon gave me a v'day gift..chocolates...yah...then waited for the sch bus to come n' while waitting....

2 guy pass by

one guy: who's she...never saw her before

second guy: yah me neither

this other boy that wore that hairband the other day:oh...she's new..

.....juz now talked to sarah n' told her this n' she was like all how she hated being called new n' that sg is more friendly...n' i have to agree...the chers were more helpful n' all the students would really welcome you sincerly. then we both agreed that guidence councilors were useless..they're no help at all...can any singapreans who plan on immigrating but dunno where to go come here...anywhere in the new england area...for me preferbly maine...ard the greater portland area...for sarah i'm guessing she'd also want some ard where she lives...it's so damn lonely here...nobody really understands how i feel...but sarah does....i'm gonna die..okay...i better get started on my civil rights research proj now...byes!

-school here sucks when you're the only sgean in the area

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{Sunday, February 13, 2005}

somebody stole that pencil case of mine...n' it didn't happen in school...more like in that old lady's house...it's either that old lady or her daughter cuz ever since after that trip to d.c. i haven't seen it...the morning we left, i took it out of my bag n' then left it on the bed... or placed somewhere around that old lady's house...ugh...why did have to take it out? i'm suspecting it's her daughter cuz she once worked in dunkin doughnuts n' then her manager fired her because she stole something frm them...so who else than either that old lady or her daughter...n' her daughter's so damn busybody cuz when my parents n' my bro n' where out to take a look at the apt, i placed something on the table in the room the old lady allowed us to use n' when i came back it was somewhere else...so it's either the old lady or her daughter....WTH would she want my pencil case...why would she need a thermometer that has been used by someone she hasn't seebefore ?? why would she need a small pair of scissors or pens or pernament marker or pencils or protractors or rulers....she doesn't even have a child...why does she need all my stationary for??? i can't believe a 40+ lady doesn't know how to tell from right n' wrong....unless it's that old lady....than worse...a 75 yr old lady doesn't know what's right?? ugh...if it's not any of them then who could it be?? is the stuff in my pencil case really that attractive??? if it was, why is it that it never got stolen when i was in newtown or when i was in rgps? maybe it's becuz some of the pens can't be found here...i searched high n' low in the stationary dept of staple n' i xouldn't find that 2.8 size pen...the smallest was 3.8 but it's not the capped type....ugh...plus i have sentimental value with that pencil case...i've no clue what sentimental there is but if there wasn't any, why am i so devastated at the loss of it?? =( lost everything that was in that case...luckily my orange pen wasn't inside it..i can't believe it!

i still hate that middle school...even this girl hates it...but i haven't really told anyone there that i hate it...they keep asking what i think of their school. especially the teachers...then i keep replying them that it's okay...but if i did like it, i would say that it's nice...can't believe in science they expect us to write notes at least once a day...how can they control they way we learn??...even though in sg they control they way we dress, at least they control stuff like they do inthat crappy school mahoney...i'm seriously not used to my school...they do even stupider things things than newtown....why muz they let us have only one way of getting info into our heads?...i'm pissedpissedpissed at my school...it's like the chers dun even know how to control the students well...my bro's telling me to spite my cher...i'm kinda spiting mr harmon but it's not obvious...the students there still dunno where sg is....at least in koindergarten it can be understandable why they didn't know where sg is cuz of there age but mddle sch???schools in south portland suck.

i'm suffering from a fatal disease of home sickness...i miss traveling on the mrt every mon n' thurs....i miss french alot...i miss my jie alot..this year not gonna meet her at compass point....aww....but i must still get her a b'day prezzie...her b'day's coming in one n' a half months...dunno what to get her....haven't seen my jie for 6 months already...i miss everybody...*cries* i wish i could go back now....i doubt there's any other sgean here either than my family...cuz the middle sch's student pop is only 350 n' the high sch's student pop is onlyabt 1500...the sch's are freakin' small...mahoney's smaller than moelc.... n' it only 2 storey's high but with a basement....it sucksucksucksucksucks!... bye for now

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{Saturday, February 12, 2005}

happy valentines day!

okay...there wasn't really any reason why i said that...here are more stuff on my neighbours...unit 13.. 3 guys live there..one old n' another really old n' the other...i have no clue....wow! old people actually play those sorta music?? unit 15 or was it 16 neighbour...old lady...around her mid 50s live there...has a grand son who lives across the st...uh...quite a nice lady....n' there's wnother nieghbour which i've got no clue which unit he stays only know he lives somewhere on the third floor...erm...quite helpful n' around his late 20s or early 30s...

past two days no sch...why? snow day...whee! juz stayed at home doing nothing but writting the subject names on my binder just to waste sometime...oh yah..i did do my biograpghy thing...it's totally screwed....on i asked mr harmon abt how to spell claustrophobic because i was trying to act stupid....hopefully on mon i'll get that laptop n' then my locker...

things i muz do...

complete my rough draft of my screwed up auto-biograpghy chapter
complete that stupid earth week thing
write to rosanne

things i wanna do...

ask mr harmon for his email...for fun
watch man of the house
watch the adviator
watch this other movie which i've forgotten what the title was

hmm...monday's v'day...wonder how they celebrate it...i'm guessing it's much diff frm elementary sch where it's compulsary to give everyone a valentines card...kindergarten v'day kinda sucked cuz i caught the stupid chicken pox..urgh...in apr, some students gonna go to go on an outing towashington d.c...imagine going on an outing to the parliment...is that in the school curriculum?...

i shall no longer talk abt how bad the students are in mahoney cuz they might become my future friends..instead i shall talk abt how bad mahoney is because they are the cause of why the students are all like this....why the heck do we need to use binders as notebooks...it's not like we're gonna do any filing??..

i have made a conclusion on adaptation...it's either

a) it's easier to adapt to the surrounding when you're younger or..
b)it's easier to adapt in sg

gtg for now....lalalala..

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{Wednesday, February 09, 2005}

whee! i'msohappyhappyhappyhappyhappy...i found that idiot's pic...but he sux in it...it was his younger days pic...abt maybe 1 n' half yrs ago but who cares...wheee...i shall now give thx to this friend of his for posting it on image station..=)...i'm acting crazy so juz ignore me...for rite now

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today was the second day of middle sch...was half day...kinda coincidental that it is also chinese new yr..but had half dau cuz they staff had this meeting thing..i guess....so uhh...hmm...my mom dropped me off..i walked into the building and then uhh...i went to the second floor..then got into the classroom...saw the home room cher...same meaning as form cher except she doesn't teach me any of my subjects...saw her n' then asked her abt my locker... she went out of the classroom showed me my locker than said that she'd get a janitor to cut off that sch lock for my own lock n' then i sat in the classroom for awhile while students walked in..got their laptops n' then left...then came this boy...

boy: hey you're the new student rite?

me: yah

boy: oh ok...bye

me: bye

ok.....then this girl asked me to join her n' i agreed n' we went to the hall n' loitered around...this short guy with hair that reached his shoulders came n' the girl was like " u never cut your hair?"

guy: yah

girl: i wonder what it looks if i tie it

guy: dunno

then the girl takes one hairband of her wrist n' ties the front part of his hair...kinda reminded me when, i think it was joey, put a hairclip on in class...anyways the guy walked ard for awhile with the front of his hair tied up then he came back looking all grinny n' the girl told some other people neraby to look then some giggled n' then once i said that he looked gay...which seriously he did...the grin dissapeared n' he quickly took off the hairband n' was like "hey i'm not gay!" n' then retuened the hairband...hahax...then the bell rang n' we said the pledge of alligence...i have no idea what the heck they were saying cuz i haven't said that pledge in like...uh...4 yrs. actually, maybe longer cuz my elementary sch never said the pledge everyday...then we sat down...was ssr time...then bell ring...ding ding...then study hall with uhh..that spitting cher...mrs schei...pflug...y'day spelled wrongly...then was algebra..learnt something new cuz it was never in the sg curriculum...it's called project management where you calculate which things you should do first or prioritising...then had french n' did some conjugasion...that was the easy part but then came one other part that i didn't really know what to do...they did pictorial oral...wth! i've only read n' talked for my french oral but this practise oral had to with decribing the picture....well, sorta...more like what the people are doing...then was lang arts...did that auto-biography thing...then was supposed to be lunch but because of half day, had a choice to be able to stay in class so everybody stayed n' did mischief...some girl used that ohp screen writting sheet thingy n' wrote : gabi is the teacher for today...(signature)....pls do not give her trouble....
then she taped it to the door's window so everyone cld see it...some people played with their laptops...i did my autobiog thing n then we made fun of the cher....he kinda reminds me of mr tseng...anyways, the cher was eatting this orange n' this boy was asking him whether he could have a slice n' these girls, cassie n' melissa n' i laughed...then the cher sayed no n' then melissa asked if he was on a diet n' he said no n' then melissa was like "but u only eat an orange for lunch" n' the cher said he ate something else earlier...like we're supposed to believe that...then back to lang arts then social studies....i was like one of the 5 people who stayed in the class cuz the lang arts cher was the same as the social stud. ..then the cher eveybody to take their laptops....so sad i still dun have mine yet...maybe nxt wk...bck to my day...the cher told everyone to go to google...omg! they actually have to be taught how to use google?! i'm gonna faint...i dun think i'll tell people in mahoney abt my blog...they read it, they'll be so offended cuz i writting stuff abt them being stupid behind their backs...wow...never found myself so gossipy before... in new town, it's the chers n' buys who i found sucky but in mahoney, everybody's sucky...ok...after sicial stud., went home...got on the bus n' walked home frm that stupid surf site street again...so that guy who 'welcomed' me....he was in a car n' i guess his parents drove him home...it's like the car zoomed by n' i was thinking "hey he looks familiar". i'm blogging practically everyday...wah! i miss my time table..it seemed so much proper...no floating classrooms...i still miss wearing a uni...wierd huh? oh yah...when social studies began, another guy came up to me...

guy: you're new rite?

me: yah

guy: n' u're frm singapore rite?

me: yah...

guy: ok...so when did you come?

me: last month

guy: oh ok...ur flight was 13 hrs?

me: no

guy: then how long?

me: 26

guy: what?! so did you sleep on the plane

me: yah

guy: wow..singapore's so far away

then the guy went to this other guy...

guy: hey her flight was 26 hrs long!

other guy: really? what's her name again?

guy: elisabeth...er..rite?

me: yah

guy: yes..score for me

me:okay...

kinda weird... i shall post who are my chers...for no entire reason except that i dunno what else to do...

home room - uhh..mrs uh....something

science - mrs scheiburnpflug...i think tt's how u spell or sounds something like tt...

algebra - mr johnston

lang. arts(same thing as eng.) - mr harmon...kinda sounds like mr tseng

p.e. or as 'they' call it phys. ed - mrs coobs

health - uhh...mrs...uhh...something

social stud. - mr harmon...the one that i almost called mr tseng but luckily i didn't

french - mrs/ms scheamerer...forgot whether she's married...

tt's all i have...ican'twaittogotohighskoolican'twaittogotohighschoolican'twaittogotohighskoolican'twaittogotohighskool
...lol
i'm moody today....i need to get a new life...really...i do

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{Tuesday, February 08, 2005}

i have forgotten abt one more thingy....

HAppY cHinEse nEw YeAr!!

almost forgot but went bloghoppping n' realized it was chinese new year eve=))
kz...wah! i missed another chance to visit 6D again =(...i miss everything abt sg...

list of things i miss...

-all my frenz
-6D
-1/1
-new town
-sch uni
-all the ccas
-f1n(now currentely f2j)
-coffeeshops everywhere
-hdb flats everywhere
-living in a small country
-orchard road
-raffles place
-holland village
-all the mrt stations
-the food!!!(oriental food here sux!)
-moremoremoreeee!!!!
-him

ugh...i can't believe those shops can actually call it chinese food..it tastes so yuck...even the worst hawker stall in sg is much better...i guess the better types here are all in chinatown n' the closest one is in uh...boston! what!? i have to spend 2 hours just to eat some decent sg kinda food? ugh...

~forever in my heart~


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first day of middle school...

SUCKED!...okay..not really...but wasn't very nice..dunno why...guess it's cause the whole day i was experiancing what rgs girls call 'floating classrooms'...now i see why they hate it..cuz i hate...keep having to change classrooms every single period...not fair the chers get to stay in their own lil' rooms n' us students have to walk abt.

first thing i did when i went to school was... look for that guidance councilor in the guidance room...then he introduced me to the teachers n' was saying abt oh how u need to give them a good first impression n' stuff then i went to the auditorium or as sg calls it, the hall. watched this preview on beauty n' the beast musical set up by south portland high school..was quite okay...then was science...on the way to science n' out of the audi, this guy was walking past n' saying, "welcome to mahoney!"..n' i was like, okay... in science i learned abt the periodic table again..but what they taught was slightly different cuz they said stuff abt proton n' atoms n' neutrons n' stuff abt the elements...then had uhh...can't remember my sched very well but i think i had algebra..yah...was doing geometry n' what kinda column holds more weight...er..okay...then had lang. arts n' watched this tape abt the holocaust...did i spell it correctely?...then there were these 'human skeletons' in it...u know there once was this show on ch5 called band of brotheres right? then i only saw one epi n' there were these skinny people from uh..i think the concentration camp n' they were all skin n' bones...damn scary....then was some free time where we were supposed to this all year proj abt yourself n' stuff..then some people felt like doing there science hw n' then there were these group of boys using their laptop...the only thing i like abt this sch is that they give you laptops but so sad u can't bring them home...hmm..what would happen if i went online during lessons..hahax..i dun think i'd dare to...but i think i'll be able to do it during lang arts n' then i can finally talk to sgeans! hahax...does ibook have any built-in cd drive? doubt it...if not i could burn a cd in sch if i'm able to catch rachel online that is...gonna ask her for ons n' tons of songs...back the school thing...after lang arts, had uhh..lunch...this group of girls asked me if i wanted to sit nxt to them for lunch n' i juz agreed....oh..juz remembered...tomorrow i might not be able to use the laptop cuz it's half day...aww...anyways the group of girls asked whether i wanted to eat lunch with them at wendy's...should i go?...nah...dun feel like it....so during lunch, we juz talked n' talked n' talked n' talked n' then told us warnings abt this cher who spits n' their experiance being spat by her...first time i've encountered a school with a spitting cher. so i muz remember never sit at the front row during uhh...what's her name again? ah...mrs schem..plug's class...can't remember...brain drain....then had health..why the heck do i need health? idun need health. who the heck needs that stupid class? then had social studies..talked abt this proj...ahhhh...neva had some many proj before..diedie liao...then he told us abt the diff topics in the proj..proj abt abt civil rights n' stuff...so many which have to do that kkk group...wow....then had french...they were doing a quiz so the cher said i didn't have to..on the way to the french classroom with some other people, they were all talking abt how wierd mrs scheamerer (french cher) was..kinda reminds me of ms lim n' then there was this guy wearing a scarf n' all the girls were saying he was weird too n' the guy was like "yah, i'm weird but juz because i'm wearing this, doesn't mean i'm gay" n' i was like...okay....when i entered the room she was saying like how the day before when they heard abt me coming, they went to look up abt sg...okay....then the cher gave me this pencil sharpener that looked like the eiffel tower n' i was thinking..."why the heck do i need a pencil sharpener...i use a mechanic pencils"...which reminds me..sch here is really diff cuz u don't have to write anything on pen..u can use the pencil when ever u like...but i like my pens...hahax....then was dismissed...then while walking down the stairs that boy who 'welcomed' me said "bye!" n' i juz ignored him...then he was like "can you talk?" then i thought,"no i juz dun feel like it"...soon i'm gonna start being mean to guys..again...muahaha...lol..

i can't believe i'm saying this but i actually miss new town..i miss my uni, i miss sg....i sorta get why rosanne's dad said that secondary sch is better in sg...so much...i have made a conclusion..well...depends...it's either a) it's easier to adapt to a new place when u r younger if not b) sg is a place that once you've gotten used to it, u like forever...or maybe it's because i'm too sentimental..dun think i'll get that idiot 'out' of me for several years...i had a few nice memoirs with him rite? haven't seen him for 4 months...i can't take it...ahhh...gonna die....i'm too sentimental n' so i'm too homesick...i really miss my sch skirt but not really the top...i like my skirt...lol...byes for now

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{Monday, February 07, 2005}

more abt my neighbour..super bowl

yesterday was the super bowl...(portland) patriots vs (pennsylvania) eagles...then my neighbour was watching n while i was in the living room, i could here them shouting/screaming/yelling n' stuff. then there was once when they screamed, "yeah!" n' started banging their wall. guess the patriots must've scored unless they're rooting for another state...i'm still stuck on the fact that a 50 yr old woman actually listens to good charlotte/linkin park/simple plan...n' some other bands where the lead singer's screaming..but i dun think i'll like her cuz she's uhh... 50 yrs old! i doubt she has a child...i think she's still sngle cuz from the sounds of the screaming n' yelling for the super bowl, she was with a friend...unless she's les....doubt that too...why am i wondering so much abt this neighbour of mine?

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middle school

i've registered into a middle school where i shall waste three months of my life. no offence to any mahoneans(as if there's any tt's gonna) but moheny middle sch sux..it truly sux. if i say it sux more than new town you should already how much it sux. the staff are so unhelpful. they actually expect me to walk more than a mile to school..more over it's winter! ugh...it's not like i have a choice. i hate my guidance counciler even more.. he didn't even do his role as a guidance counciler well. he didn't even guide me on any thing today.. can't wait for nxt fall...i'll be in high sch! whee! my bro's so lucky. he's alredy in it...oh wells...gonna start sch tomorrow..

i have made a decision...i'm not gonna make friends with anyone from asia in any sch i'm in except for sgeans. the last time i did have a friendship with an asian here, it didn't turn out very nice. okays, i shall reply my tags..

rachel - huh? wadya mean email u what happened? n' duh i know it's local but i'm curious to see what will happen if i request for their songs on that radio station..

olivia - yah, i miss everyone n' can't believe i miss sg. i'm too used to living in a small country. a really small country...lol

i really wanna let go but i can't. no matter how much i wanna let go, there's still this part of me that refuses to...sigh



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{Wednesday, February 02, 2005}

whee!

yesterday i moved in into my home..finaly it was ready...here's my thought's abt my neighbour

yesterday's (first) thought

i thought i'd like my new neighbour cuz i heard a lil bit of the music he/she was playing when i entered my home n' it was good charlotte.

half an hour later, i found the neighbour playing the music too loud. stereo-typically people who play music too loud are bad company... or also have bad hearing

then...

today's thoughts

today, when i came home, while waitting for someone to open my house door, i saw my new neighbour come. well, it was one of them. n' he looked old like abt 50+ n' then he knocked on his door...an old woman abt his age answered...okay..maybe it's the old woman who's the neighbour...but since when did an old lady listen to good charlotte or avril lavigne n' plays louder than 80 decibels?! maybe she has a child but i doubt that cuz no. 1 she doesn't look one of those type of people who have children no. 2 i doubt she would have let her child play the radio or whatever the person was using play music louder than 80 decibels! so now my thoughts of my new neighour are...blank....i don't really believe a 50+ yr old woman would even listen to that music....

=( i'm so upset...over an inane thing...well, not really but kinda is. THERE'S NO PUG JELLY HERE! ugh. just as i guessed it. i must go online earlier so that i can catch rachel online n' ask her to send me all of their songs that she has. hmm... i wonder what wld happen if i called q 97.9 n' request for a song from pug jelly...

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{Tuesday, February 01, 2005}

maybe it's abt time i should really forget him. been planning to get over him but now i really feel like forgetting him. i dunno why. it's like he's changed...okay...not really. but i just feels like he's changed...for the worse. yah. i don't feel like being his friend anymore. nowadays i find thhat he's nothing but vulgarities. i dunno anymore. i dunno why i always think about him. i really should just get over him and forget it. last year was kinda nice but the present, right now, i'm not sure. i feel like letting go but somehow i can't. my opinion of him has changed alot. there's not really any point of having a friend like him. should i forget him or should i juz keep him as a friend...hopefully history won't repeat itself with the transfer thing that happened last year. hopefully this year when i get into mid-sch, i won't allow history to repeat itself. maybe i won't let it so fast to prevent that transfer thing from happening...

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