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{Sunday, February 13, 2005}

somebody stole that pencil case of mine...n' it didn't happen in school...more like in that old lady's house...it's either that old lady or her daughter cuz ever since after that trip to d.c. i haven't seen it...the morning we left, i took it out of my bag n' then left it on the bed... or placed somewhere around that old lady's house...ugh...why did have to take it out? i'm suspecting it's her daughter cuz she once worked in dunkin doughnuts n' then her manager fired her because she stole something frm them...so who else than either that old lady or her daughter...n' her daughter's so damn busybody cuz when my parents n' my bro n' where out to take a look at the apt, i placed something on the table in the room the old lady allowed us to use n' when i came back it was somewhere else...so it's either the old lady or her daughter....WTH would she want my pencil case...why would she need a thermometer that has been used by someone she hasn't seebefore ?? why would she need a small pair of scissors or pens or pernament marker or pencils or protractors or rulers....she doesn't even have a child...why does she need all my stationary for??? i can't believe a 40+ lady doesn't know how to tell from right n' wrong....unless it's that old lady....than worse...a 75 yr old lady doesn't know what's right?? ugh...if it's not any of them then who could it be?? is the stuff in my pencil case really that attractive??? if it was, why is it that it never got stolen when i was in newtown or when i was in rgps? maybe it's becuz some of the pens can't be found here...i searched high n' low in the stationary dept of staple n' i xouldn't find that 2.8 size pen...the smallest was 3.8 but it's not the capped type....ugh...plus i have sentimental value with that pencil case...i've no clue what sentimental there is but if there wasn't any, why am i so devastated at the loss of it?? =( lost everything that was in that case...luckily my orange pen wasn't inside it..i can't believe it!

i still hate that middle school...even this girl hates it...but i haven't really told anyone there that i hate it...they keep asking what i think of their school. especially the teachers...then i keep replying them that it's okay...but if i did like it, i would say that it's nice...can't believe in science they expect us to write notes at least once a day...how can they control they way we learn??...even though in sg they control they way we dress, at least they control stuff like they do inthat crappy school mahoney...i'm seriously not used to my school...they do even stupider things things than newtown....why muz they let us have only one way of getting info into our heads?...i'm pissedpissedpissed at my school...it's like the chers dun even know how to control the students well...my bro's telling me to spite my cher...i'm kinda spiting mr harmon but it's not obvious...the students there still dunno where sg is....at least in koindergarten it can be understandable why they didn't know where sg is cuz of there age but mddle sch???schools in south portland suck.

i'm suffering from a fatal disease of home sickness...i miss traveling on the mrt every mon n' thurs....i miss french alot...i miss my jie alot..this year not gonna meet her at compass point....aww....but i must still get her a b'day prezzie...her b'day's coming in one n' a half months...dunno what to get her....haven't seen my jie for 6 months already...i miss everybody...*cries* i wish i could go back now....i doubt there's any other sgean here either than my family...cuz the middle sch's student pop is only 350 n' the high sch's student pop is onlyabt 1500...the sch's are freakin' small...mahoney's smaller than moelc.... n' it only 2 storey's high but with a basement....it sucksucksucksucksucks!... bye for now

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