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{Thursday, March 31, 2005}

bored - study hall

rite now is study hall and i've got nothing to do. lalalala. no wait. i do have something to doo. SLEEP. but miss scheibenpflug will never allow me. haiz. i'm feeling kinda hyper today. hahaha. maybe it's because i drank too much coke yesterday. yesterday watched simple life season 2. paris was so funny. she kept saying "i know, i'm psychic" haha. also listened to perfect 10 on my comp. was morning madness even though it was evening. it's like "good morning singapore!" and then you think. it's not morning. and then ohhh. hahaha. was listening with sarah online and she was like "hey it's the national anthem" but i missed it while re-streaming the player. hahaha.

i wonder how many times i've said hahaha. today, there the o.c. =D hahaha. here it is again. after oc, gonna watch apprentice and then finish whatever i need to finish and then sleep and nitey-nite. hahaha

the idiot in front of me also seems bored. he's doing some calculations for his hw and the same time, looking for a comp wallpaper. hahaha. wooh. study hall's almost over. about 5 minutes left. i think i'll stop here. hahaha.

-yay! i have another pic of him. this time, in his sleep!

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* jumped in the puddles @ |8:31:00 AM|



i've finally thought of what to write abt for my etre 'book'. i had to go through lotsa thoughts before i finally chose a fish of the uderwater world. the only prob now, is deciding whether it should be a he or a she. hahaha. here is what i brainstormed abt before going for the fishy person.
spongebob squarepants
those lil' toys on ms schmearer's cabinet with all the french/spanish textbooks
a house(ms schmearer's suggestion)
plane that crashed and survivor's stranded on an island(ryan's idea that he kinda abandoned)
mahoney..
i think that was about it.

bleah. my blog is really dead. SOMEONE TAG ME! hahahaha! bleh.bleah.blah. blaeh. yawn. bored. tired. dunno. dead. zzzzzZZZZzzz...asleep
hahaha. gtg and sleep now. it's getting late. so sad i can't sleep during study hall. what the heck is study hall for then? to help you complete your work right? YAH! so let me SLEEP so that i can pay attention to whatever any chers are saying and then be able to complete my work. i bet if i do sleep during study hall, ms scheibenpflug would come to my table and ask me to wake up and find something to do. AHEM! i think i would hae found something already but you juz woke me up from it! seesh.

good nite/afternoon
hahaha((=
-i shall not act moody

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* jumped in the puddles @ |12:21:00 AM|


{Wednesday, March 30, 2005}

today, had this phycial test thing during p.e...had to do pull-ups. not incline pull ups. standing pull-ups. ypu stand on a chair and then you hold on to the bar and the cher pulls the chair away. i couldn't do aby. haha. so much harder than incline pull ups. sigh

social stud was ok. we finished all the work we were expected to do early so we could do anything we wanted. played jenga with ryan, meg and ally again. we were all laughing about ryan and mr harmon had to keep telling us "ssshhh" and then ryan would go "ok sry" haha.

french was ok too. ahhh. got this homework proj thing where we have to write a book that has a page for each of the different forms of etre. the prob is that i've got no clue what to say. sigh again. for the starters, we had to write about the person sitting beside us and shannon wrote about jasper and apparentely, he is johnna's crush and shannon would keep asking johnna whether she'd want to switch places for it. hahaha.

submitted my career shadow day thing today. here's my three options:

wmtv weather (some sort of weathe station)
maine national air guard (no idea why that choice)
systems engineer and blahblahblah (didn't know what else i wanted to join and so i asked my parents and they chose that)

today i laughed the most in social stud and french. because of ryan. haha. he was damn funny. haha.

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* jumped in the puddles @ |3:54:00 PM|


{Tuesday, March 29, 2005}

had a pre-quiz during lang arts. i sucked. hahaha. i don't even know how to define a preposition, conjunction, an interjunction nor an adverb. i got preposition mixed up with interjunction. this is the part of english that i suck at. sigh.

french was ok. the starters seem to get easier and easier. haha. but my poi are still 17 and everyone has like umm, 40-60...oh wells

social stud was kinda fun today. talked about choosing jurors and 'voir dire'. the class would be mock jurors and two other students would be the plantiff's lawyer and the defendent's lawyer and then those who were the possible jurors, would be given a no. and mine was 3. then the 'lawyers' would ask yes and no qns like are you related to anyone who were part of law firms and stuff. was really fun. then when the 'lawyers' had finished asking the qns, they went out with the cher and a few minutes later, some guys decided to lock them out of the classroom. haha. was really funny. byes! still have to finish my maths hw.

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* jumped in the puddles @ |5:10:00 PM|



pre quizzy

had a pre-quiz during lang arts. i sucked. hahaha. i don't even know how to define a preposition, conjunction, an interjunction nor an adverb. i got preposition mixed up with interjunction. this is the part of english that i suck at. sigh.

french was ok. the starters seem to get easier and easier. haha. but my poi are still 17 and everyone has like umm, 40-60...oh wells

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* jumped in the puddles @ |5:09:00 PM|



had a pre-quiz in lang arts. i'm gonna get so many wrong. haha. i have no idea what's a preposition, injunction nor a conjunction. and i dun really know what's an adverb. that's the part of english that i suck at. defining those four things and giving an example. sigh.

whheex! the starters for french are getting easier. haha. i still have 17 poi. that sucks.

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* jumped in the puddles @ |4:45:00 PM|



i'm kinda moody today. or maybe not. i dunno. it's study hall...again. it's official, this stupid school doesn't want me to go online and chat with people. is it because of miss scheibenpflug? i still don't know. hahaha.

yesterday was kinda boring. in science juz drew the bonding of compounds. maths same stuff. lang arts did nothing much but blog hop. then p.e., still played soccer. soccer's kinda fun yah. but it's still violent. ok? i almost twisted my leg. then ryan was all red becuz it was four(girls) against three(guys) and nick was doing something else and the goalie was staying at the goal "protecting" it. so ryan was running about. social stud. talked about what we were gonna do for the week. then stuff about qualifying for jury duty. on fri, during social stud period, gonna go to the court house for ummm... the second time. first time in pond cove. i got back lil' quiz from french. it gave me 4 'poi'. the starter was really nice and easy. hahaha. talked more on verbs. at the end, during dismissal, i saw the clipboard with all the 'poi' and looked at mine. i have 16 'poi' plus 1 from the lesson, 17. hahaha. that's really great.

i'm gonna takj about sg again. but i dunno what to say. only that i'm homesick and i feel like bleah and ugh and whatever other moody stuff. i think that's all for today. happy birthday to the following for this month

- melinda
- melissa
- vidya

=))

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* jumped in the puddles @ |7:55:00 AM|



i'm kinda moody today. or maybe not. i dunno. it's study hall...again. it's official, this stupid school doesn't want me to go online and chat with people. is it because of miss scheibenpflug? i still don't know. hahaha.

yesterday was kinda boring. in science juz drew the bonding of compounds. maths same stuff. lang arts did nothing much but blog hop. then p.e., still played soccer. soccer's kinda fun yah. but it's still violent. ok? i almost twisted my leg. then ryan was all red becuz it was four(girls) against three(guys) and nick was doing something else and the goalie was staying at the goal "protecting" it. so ryan was running about. social stud. talked about what we were gonna do for the week. then stuff about qualifying for jury duty. on fri, during social stud period, gonna go to the court house for ummm... the second time. first time in pond cove. i got back lil' quiz from french. it gave me 4 'poi'. the starter was really nice and easy. hahaha. talked more on verbs. at the end, during dismissal, i saw the clipboard with all the 'poi' and looked at mine. i have 16 'poi' plus 1 from the lesson, 17. hahaha. that's really great.

i'm gonna takj about sg again. but i dunno what t say. only that i'm homesick and i feel like bleah and ugh and whatever other moody stuff. i think that's all for today. happy birthday to the following for this month

- melinda
- melissa
- vidya

=))

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* jumped in the puddles @ |7:55:00 AM|


{Monday, March 28, 2005}

kinda glad that i' no longer part of new town and don't have to go to that camp. talked to that idiot y'day and the idiot told me that it was in labrador park. i hate labrador park. bad memories of the mosqiutos and ants there. then the idiot told me that the they were there for somme heritage tour. ok. why do you need to camp at labrador park for 2 and half days for a heritage tour? so i'm glad i'm not there. haha. i shall stop moaning and whinning about me being homesick. i should be glad for some reason. but what should i be glad for? that i'm not there. haha.

my life is screwed. i'm still lost. i feel like everybody hates me. i feel annoying. i seriously need to get a life. i hate my life. i wish it could be different. everyone hates their life. practically everyone. my life is dead, screwed. my blog is rotting. i just go here to waste time. waste time posting stupid stuff. i don't know anymore. i'm really lost. i dont't know what to do. i'm moody. forever moody. perhaps the reason behind it is that idiot. so, should i really really get over him? but it feels like it's not time to get over him yet. i don't know.

look for you in that emptiness while skipping in the empty hallway. wishing you would appear even though i knew it would never be possible. wishing in my heart that my dreams would come true even though i knew it never would. even though i knew it would be impossible for you to be there but some how i feel like you are?

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* jumped in the puddles @ |7:57:00 AM|


{Friday, March 25, 2005}

feeling better now.
this was the rest if my day...
health, wathced a movie about E/adam/mdma(somethin' like tt) a.k.a. ectsasy. haha. was kinda boring.

social stud. recieved our grades back from last might's presentation display thing. my group recieved 95...woohoo! hahaha. then played games in the classroom. played uno and the rules really is different. find the old rules boring. what's fun about juz putting one card down at a time and then saying uno when u've one card in the hand. candyland's also boring. dun see why people are so enthu abt it. seesh. it's juz moving ur piece from onecolour to the colour that u pick frm the deck of cards. i find the older i grow, things that used to interest me are now really boring and yet some stuff become more interesting. hahaha.

french was really fun. we had pat time!! p.a.t. stand for preferred activity time. we went to red's! it's this ice cream shop. pat time kinda cheered me up abit except on the way back, johnna and i and another person got splshed by a car. it kinda stunk. hahaha. but it was fun.

this weekend i've got several things to complete.
rough draft of my biography's chap 7
biography of mark twain(adventures of huck finn)
read several more chapters of the huck finn book

happy birthday jiejie!!
again. because the other one, wasn't very well since i ewasn't feeling very good at that time and this time since i'm feeling better, i wished a happier happy birthday. haha. ((=

the other reason why i've cheered up is because that idiot finally replied me and it's been a week since his last reply

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* jumped in the puddles @ |10:59:00 PM|



continuation about last night..read the post that was before this one before you read this.

gonna continue now. right now lang arts and we dun really have to do something and i'm shivering. why? cuz all the windows are open and nobody bothers to close and neither do i. so i shall shiver while lltyping this. okay, so i saw johnna right? then meg an ally came and then ally let me her tye dye shirt since i had none and then ummm...after setting everything up, parents started coming. then the principal came and then umm asked us a few qns. then she asked me what my letter to the past was about n' stuff. then i dunno what happened next. then umm, my gruop played r-e-s-p-e-c-t song and the guy who was standing beside his proj,waitting for people, was dancing to it. -_-
then some idiot opened the window to cool the room. ahem! could u open other windows please? then some crappy stuff happened.

okay. today is jie's b'day i can't even talk to her. STUPID FUCKING SCHOOL!! ugh! anyways,

hapPy bIrthdAy jiejie!!

so sad. i wanna do what i did last year. meet you at compass point and do nothing. and eat at bk and talk and talk and talk. -sniffs -cries =(( i also wanna do what we did on my b'day. look for neoprint machines and end up having only notes not coins and whatever shop we went to change for coins, get rejected and end up not taking any neos at all. okay. but i do wanna take neos. i'm so blue and red todsy...i'm so purple?? sigh.

science, did some bonding compounds work
maths, stupid mr johnston showed me this magazine with this article about sg. it made me more homesick. then later he shared it with the class.
byes gonna do some crap now

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* jumped in the puddles @ |11:04:00 AM|



hmph! P-I-S-S-E-D PISSEDPISSEDPISSED!!

i'm so pissified with this stupid laptop. won't connect amsn to the internet. why? because the stupid school caught me?? ugh! what the heck! i only do it when i've got nothing to do duriong study hall. seesh. and now i can't even go t jie's blog...well, i can but i can't go to her tag board. everytime i try to go, the stupid system shuts down explorer...ooooh..maybe i'll use something else instead of explorer..yah. but i still dun get it. why? stupid comp why?? hmph!...


...1 minute later...
ahhugh!!! stupid other server! can't even click on anything using the other internet thingy! what's wrong with this sch?? what's next? gonna ban blogger from me? stupid. sorry jie. can't go online today thanks to this STUPID LAPTOP N' SCHOOL N' EXPLORER AND MORE!! can't they give us more freedom. i dun care. i'm gonna try and try and try. hmph!


...5 minnutes later
ugh! i can't stand this!!! what's wrong with this school??? okayy. fine then i shall use this study hall to type some stuff about last night's proj. presentation...

went to sch at 5.15 even though i was only supposed to be there at 5.45. anyways, it was quite empty. ised the back door. then went up to the second floor and saw mr harmon standing next to a door of classroom grading people's proj and then he said hi elisabeth! and i said hi and then walked to the girls' toilet where i spent 10 minutes doing nothing. then i went to the first floor where i was skipping in the hallway. since no one was around, i decided to explore it and found nothing interesting. whjy? cuz the stupid school is super small! then i two students came and so i went down to the basement where i eavesdropped on a conversation mr harmon, ms foster(i think) and another cher were discussing about i've no clue what cuz i couldn't themv clearly. they were at the staircaseof the first floor. then the conversation ended and two morw students came. then johnna came and i said hi! and we spent 15 min going diwn to the empty first floor and skipping there..haha. then hmm.. meg and ally came and then i changed into this tye dye shirt cause my group was pretending to be hippies for the proj. okay... then we got everything set up. turned on the lava lamp and the player to play the cd that had a few songs from the civil rights movement. continue later. study hall has ended

once again. sry jie =((

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* jumped in the puddles @ |8:18:00 AM|


{Thursday, March 24, 2005}

ugh. juz now i was locked out my apt. forgot my key. then i saw this guy running by and i decided to borrow his phone. hahaha. it's one of the most daring things i've ever done. cuz i've never really spoke to strangers before but this time i was desperate. luckily i managed to find a way to get back in. hahaha.

yesterday
hmm..nothing much. did some final touches for my proj.
the idiot copied me again. hmph!

today
idiot wasn't here to copy me. yay! hahaha. displayed our projects to the 6th and 7th graders. i had been standing for two hours doing nothing much butwas crowded around lil' people. it's scary. you see all these lil' heads and they're ummm...i dunno how to say but it's just scary. hahahaha. tonight gonna present to the parents. bleah. kinda sux in a way. listening to perfect ten on my comp. waitting for 5 to go back to sch. yupz. long time since i've heard it. kinda miss it. haha. the radio stations here sucks.

still deciding my job thing. should i work in mariot hotel? maybe not. haha. i hate doing customer service. hmm..what about insurance? another maybe not. maybe i'll go for the weather station. or maine air national guard...or the city manager/attorney career...haiz. dunno

the project somehow reminded about i&e day at new town.

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* jumped in the puddles @ |3:18:00 PM|



job shawdow day?

again i'm blogging during study hall. haha. juz now, assembled in the cafeteria cuz that perverted looking guidance counselor had to talk to us about some career shadow day. it's day where we go out into the world and experiance "real jobs". hahaha. okays. so which one should i choose to "work" at? some weather station, radio station, the city hall as city manager/planner/attorney blahblahblah, umm..some military job thing, a nursing home...okays maybe not. i'm so mean. i dun wanna take care of old folks hahaha. or maybe umm...some dunno what stuff.

today, gonna have this crappy mini museum after school. bleah. i think it starts at ummm.. 6? dunno. okays i'm gonna stop now. ooooh! looks like that copying idiot isn't here today. yay! hahahaha

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* jumped in the puddles @ |8:32:00 AM|


{Tuesday, March 22, 2005}

that idiot copied me again. seesh. HELLO IDIOT! if you are reading this (which is most unlikely), ms scheibenpflug already said that if you needed help ASK! dun 'sneakily' try and copy my work cuz it's not even really sneaky! haiz...

today went online during study hall.
during science, still on the borh's model thing where that idiot sitting in front of me didn't know how to do the bohr's model once there wasn't any of the cher's help and decided to copy whatever i drew for the bohr's model (once i the cher checked my work and said it was ok).
maths..i really don't get why the heck we must do those crappy questions. there's like only 5% that has to really do with maths. isn't my maths class algebra? then why aren't we doing something that's more algebra-ish?
started a new book for lang arts. the last book was Night...it was about the concentration camp during the holocaust. today, the book we started on is, the adeventures of huckleberry finn...by mark twain..hahax. talked about the book was about..okay...
social stud. discussed about the proj.
we talked about that etre verb again today during french. tomorrow we have a common test that's mainly on it. so the ms schmearer(juz realized i've been spelling her name wrongly), decided to review on the verb for points.
yay! today i recieved 4 points!! so i think i have about 10-15 in total. hmm, i need about 75 more. anyways, a few people, couldn't really remember the whole conjugation for the verb. anyways, i decided to raise my hand cuz it was the easiest way for me to get "poi" and so, i shall now brag abt it, i was like
je suis
tu es
il est
elle est...

and then ms schmearer asked me "what is the verb?"

me: etre (too lazy to open charmap to get the accented e)

ms schmearer: what does it mean?

me: to be

some idiot sitting at another group-table: oooh, that's a different answer that i expected

ms schmearer: good -writes on her yellow writting pad full of people who gets "poi"

okay. that was about my day. gonna continue on my proj.
woohooo! my house finally has internet. have been spending 2 months having to go to the library to use the internet but now, my parents finally installed it! hahax!
byes for now

name of new kid isn''t lafaya. it's lafayate...but still, it's a really wierd name.
name of the idiot sitting in front of me.. zack ___
n' decided not to go for the pic taking session.

really byes! =))

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* jumped in the puddles @ |8:42:00 PM|



hmm.. today is picture day. they said it's only mandatory to take the pics and we dun have to. so, should i take? still deciding. going online during study hall again. hahax..but if i do decide to take it, then i shall put a small smile as that's what the vote says...hahahx. only rachel voted.
ugh! stupid laptop thing! still won't allow me to go to hotmail! what tyhe heck is wrong with that thing??

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* jumped in the puddles @ |8:24:00 AM|


{Monday, March 21, 2005}

ugh! today that idiot sitting in front of me in science copied me! stupid idiot! dunno anything always copying me...haiz. fine. not my problem if that idiot fails! yah. so why should i care? fine. i shall not care.
today had a lang arts test. quite okay. i bet i'm gonna fail. hahax! mr harmon told us that by writting figurative language in the essay test, we would score high but i didn't write a single one. why? cuz i didn't know how to use it during the essay and so, i completely ignored wht he said about figurative language to prevent myself from panicking..hehex.
went online during study hall again today but i think ms scheibenpflug caught me because while she was passing by, i was half way typing a a reply to melody and adeline..hahax. but i dun really care anymore. plus she said that i didn't have to worry about my homework cuz i had none right? cuz every first day of the week, she goes around the classroom telling people about what homework they had late and would tell them to do it. so since i had no late homework and no homework to do, i went online. yay! talked with melody! on friday, diffenetely gonna go online cuz gonna talk to jiejie!! yay! cuz of her b'day!
during social studies... yes! i've finally exchanged my email with someone! yes!! hahax! exchanged i cuz of my civil rights intolerance and prejudice proj. one of my group members had to give me something so she decided to email to me instead of giving some info tomorrow. so, got an emailey!! hahax! but so sad it isn't hotmail. it's a roadrunner(a cable and telphone service co.) email. sigh. oh wells. gotta complete my hw...

the name of the new kid is.....

lafaya...uhh... who has a name as lafaya??? wierd. lotsa people think he's from france but he told everyone he's not. he pierced his ear...n' hmm, what else.. he carries a really small bag to sch and most of he time skateboards after sch at wendy's(fast-food 'diner') or beal's(an ice cream place nxt to a gas station)...that's all i know. byes!

i still miss him alot. dreamt of him for the 12th time already! haiz. sigh. what to do? i can't get over him and still dun wanna. dunno why.

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* jumped in the puddles @ |5:17:00 PM|


{Saturday, March 19, 2005}

Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through
lalalala...that's all i remember. i've this part of the song stuck in my head.. i think i watched 50 first dates too many times in one day. i think i've watched 3 times on hbo already...hahax! the song's kinda cute...lalalala...

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* jumped in the puddles @ |4:09:00 PM|



screwed

ugh. my grammer totally screwed. screwecscrewedSCREWED. y'day when i gave my letter of the past to mr harmon to read, he changed all the "learnt" to "learned"..i typed that abt 5 times n' i didn't even know the tenses were wrong. then he told me to indent all my paragrapghs..what?? i thought by leaving on line it represents the indentment? then he told me to shift the "your truly" to the far right end of the page...ugh. then why did i learn letter writting for? it feels kinda wasted.

wednesday was a half day. during p.e., something happened. my ear bled. was playing soccer and then me and two other people were aiming to kick, block, whatever the ball. and so the two people 'crashed' into my ear and the earring cut 1mm of my ear n' thus it bled..it was kinda scary at first but now it's ok...that's the bad side of soccer.

thursday...

happy st patricks day!

was st patricks day. ally gave mr harmon a leprechon hat cuz mr harmon's irish/scottish/both? dunno.
during health something happened...my nose bled. again my body bleeds. second time my nose bled in mahoney. first time, maths mea. anyways, there was a sudden flow of blood in my nose and when i felt it, i raised my hand to get mrs welch's attention. but, she was too busy talking to a student at the other end of the classroom, she couldn't see me!...??...then i called her name, still no response but the guy sitting a seat away from me was juz sitting there n' laughing. then 30 sec later, i managed to finally get her attention n' she was like "yes?" then i'm pointing to my nose saying "my nose is bleeding!" n' then she went out to the classroom with me asking whether i needed a nurse and i told her that maybe i did. so then she was wondering whether the nurse was in and that took a minute n' i was standing there with a tissue in my hand for abt 1-2 min when i decided to juz go to the toilet n' then she said ok and so i was running to the toilet where i blew blood out of my nose. apparentely, that helps..well, kinda. then when my nose bleeding stopped, i went back to the health room n' when i reached it, jane said hi to me (i think it's the second time she said hi to me cuz she hardly ever does) and the class was looking up bleeding noses in the health book. n' i'm thinking, ....

yesterday for social studies, this policewomen came in to ask us qns and whatever our ans was, we would stand in one end of the classroom, left/right/middle. and then she would ask a few students what was going on in there minds when choosing the answer
first qns: which do you prefer? pizza(left)/hamburgers(right)/dun care, both(middle)
i stood on the left of the classroom..dun really know why.
second qns: which subject do you prefer? maths/eng/both, dun care, dunno
i choose the both..i also dunno why
third: are for or against the death sentence? for/against/dun care, dunno, confused
i stayed where i was in the classroom(middle) and again i dunno why
fourth: are you pro-life or pro-choice about women having abortion? pro-choice/ pro-life/ dun care, dunno
i choose pro-choice and when everyone had decided, all the girls were at the pro-choice too. one third of the boys at pro-life, one third at dunno/dun care and one third with the girls.
fifth qns: if you saw a friend being bullied, would you stand up for him? no/yes/dunno, dun care
at first everyone chose yes and then when we were talking about our responses, a few moved to dunno and one moved to no cuz one person said he had a hard time choosing cuz what if the guy waas huge n' had knife in one hand n' stuff and so a few boys got scared and moved. the girls didn't really seem to care abt moving..

today, got my hair cut. i think i should've asked the hair stylist to cut it shorter. oh wells, maybe next time. yipeee! finally got my hair cut ((=

the spitting guy is back...

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* jumped in the puddles @ |11:30:00 AM|


{Tuesday, March 15, 2005}

lalala...

y'day, hmm... was the last day of the mea..wheeex! after lunch, we had ice cream to celebrate. more wheeex! after ice-cream eatting, had lang arts n' several people were saying that they were super hyper after eatting ice cream. still playing soccer for p.e..umm, french was okay n' quite fun. played another game. talked with rosanne y'day. woohoo. poor rosanne sounded kinda stressed cuz of mr tseng....finally found a wallpaper for my laptop...found this pic that mr tseng took during the national day celeb in newtown...has me, ms guo, yan hui, vid, joy, rosanne, li hui, charmaine n' i think a few more..

today, went back to our norm sched.
study hall, got back my 'notebook'. miss scheibenpflug is kinda dissapointed. cuz i didn't finish my two weeks ago earthweek n' cuz i didn't do the sunspot thing...why do we even need to do that?? how would it help us??..during study hall, as mine is in my science room, there was this old guy(who come in every mon to give us lectures abt some science stuff n' also the one who told us abt the static) who was setting up an experiment n' all of a sudden KABOOM!! n' there was smoke almost everywhere. he said it's because he fused a wire..or is it defuse...dunno.
maths...did something abt geometry
lang arts, talked abt the book we were reading
lunch, first time i actually finished my lunch
health class, did nothing much
social stud, talked abt intolerance proj
french, forgot
ooooh, the spitting guy is not gonna be in sch for abt a week..i think, cuz he went somewhere..i think only rachel knows who i mean by the spitting guy...well, he's a guy that SPAT!
right now talking to melissa jie..yay! she's finally online!!..lalalala

-i miss him..sigh

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{Sunday, March 13, 2005}

i juz remembered, picture day is in uhh...2 weeks. hmm...i wonder what face i should put on the class photo. vote:
a) big smile
b) small smile
c) small smile (which doesn't really look like a smile)
d) frown
e) stick tongue out
f) dull/depressed look
g) crossed-eyed
h) lil' green froggy face (rgps girls: rmb that p5 camp...)

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yay! i survived it..luckily, ms scheamerer never asked us to play a game..we used our laptops. could do anything we wanted as long as it was appropriate. i think im gonna do badly for my science mea..dunno...during maths mea on fri, right after break, juz as part 3 of the maths had begun, my nose bled!..ms foster(homeroom cher) was reading the instructions of the mea n' then my nose started to bleed. so i raised my hand n' she saw the blood n' she said yah you may go n' so i ran to the toilet. turned the tap to could water than tried hot water but the stupid tap wouldn't turn on hot water then this girl(forgot name) in my social stud. proj. group was there n' helped me. then 5 min later returned to the classroom to continue...bleah
i'm super pissed with my bro...okay...not really that pissed..but still i'm mad with him! he lost my phone! wth!!? went to the library one day n' then lent him my phone n' when we went home, he forgot it n' now it's lost! -cries..no..can't be possible. i want my phone back. i don't care! i want my whatever-they-call-it-card back!
yesterday, it snowed. really heavy. everywhere was closed. watched this movie on one of the hbo channels... it was abt this girl whose parents and friends thought that she was a les so they sent her to this rehab camp for homosexuals n' then she kept saying she was straight but they forced her to say that she wasn't n' then through the process of being 'straight', she became a les.. n' then i forgot what happened.
doing my science proj. now...some ad/brochure on the job of the female scientist that i chose...i don't really know what to do...

i wanna watch mr and mrs smith!

-byes! =)

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{Friday, March 11, 2005}

more blahs...french right now...doing nothing...lalalalalalalalala....
mea...ughish..again...bleah....second post i've done in sch!! lol. blabber....
i learnt another thing in health...we have happy chemicals in ourselves! wheee!! hahax! forgot what the name is but i know it's a happy chemical...and that ectasy(sp?) kills it...so unless u wanna become a depessed person, never take ectasy. lalalala...my 3-word story is goling nowhere...byes...talking about crap rite now...byes!...again

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blahblahblah...this is my first real official post that i did in sch...the ine during health ed. doesn't count..today doing maths mea...haiz..i feel too confident about it somehow. currentely looking at the white board about today's sched...

8.15 - 9.00 3a math
9.05 - 10.00 3b math
10.00 - 10.15 break
10.15 - 11.10 math 3c
11.10 - 11.35 per. 18 (social stud.)
lunch(cher never write)
health ed (cher also never write that)
12.40 - 1.35 per. 6 (maths) n' then....
my death...
1.35 - 2.15 - french (cher never write that too)

lalalala...i shall try to go online now..byes! =))

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{Thursday, March 10, 2005}

a few months ago, my bro n' i made up song...well, kinda

catch a falling snowflake
and put it in your pocket
never let it melt away...

okay...kinda stupid sounding n' lame but i have nothing better to do right now...

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diediedieDIEDIE!!! ugh..i'm scared about tomorrow..WHY? cuz tomorrow during french, almost everyone is going for their band practice/rehersal for some performance...n' there's only three students who won't be going! WHO? a guy, another guy and ME..DUH! ugh...tomorrow's lesson of french i'll be the only girl there...whywhyWHY?? okay..my phobia is really taking over me...haiz..
TOD(time of death) - tomorrow 1.35 p.m. (est) /tomorrow 2.35 a.m. (sgt)

i hate soccer! it's too violent...monday, the stupid ball hit my ankle. today it hit my stomach n' elbow! what the heck is wrong with that ball??
today i really had an ughish day...
okay, the only part that wasn't so ughish was that i won this lucky draw thing. won a free large pizza from some place...

i feel like sleeping now but i can't...stupid science proj...i dunno how to do the stupid brochure/ad/whatever other choices...byes!

-my life sux so badly

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{Wednesday, March 09, 2005}

i have started a three words story. so anyone who passes by here, pls go n' tag there your three words u wld like to add to the story that currentely is quite blank..thx =))
got the idea from http://www.vjc.moe.edu.sg/forum/topic.asp?TOPIC_ID=928&whichpage=1

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snow day today! wheex!! there's a new guy in school..yay! i'm no longer the newest. hahax! his name, never heard it clearly..where he came from, some other part of maine or new england which i also didn't hear clearly...

y'day
had the MEA at the beginning of school. we did writting prompts...section 1A: imagine you had a friend who borrowed something important to you and never returned it. explain how you would get it back without damaging you're friendship...wrote some crap abt this freind who borrowed money to pay for a sch camp...section 1B: part 1, if you were given $1000, what would you do with it?...part 2: what is your favourite movie? explain why...wrote abt second hand lions..dunno why...my mind juz shut down..my memories of my real fav movie was blocked...haiz..but second hand lions was okay...reason being that it was my first movie i watched in a cinema with my whole p6 level...miss 6d...sigh
after mea, had science...continued on my proj.
then maths then lunch then health ed then social stud..my group and i presented about what we would be doing for the intolerence and prejiiduce, civil rights proj...
french...=)) was super fun!! played this game, assasin...more =)) i shook hands with so many guys!!...the game was like this:
the teacher chose an 'assasin'
then class split into two diff groups and formed a circle, one inside the other
then the ones inside are suppose to partner the ones outside and shake hands
then everyone moves to their left and shakes hands with everyone and say "bonjour" and "salut"
while doing so, the 'assasin' kills someone by winking their eye
the person who got the wink plays dead after shaking hands with a few more people
the 'assasin' goes on winking randomly at everyone

at first i was kinda scared reason being it would be one of the first times that i have ever shaken hands with someone of the opposite sex. even worse, alot of them...well, not alot..abt 6...and i'm super excited abt it??...okay...

whheex! no homework this week...except for the crummy proj.s..haiz..finished my resume abt my female scientist..yay! now left with the 'ad' for jobs...juz for anyone to know, why blog's timezone is still sg's time. me too lazy to go n' change it...also dun feel like it.

sigh..still missing him. he was the only person who i couldn't careless what he thought abt me..he was the only person in this world who i'd never regret whatever i did infront of him...well, wither than melissa...-cries. i miss mel too..her b'day is coming. can't meet up with her this year..so sad -more cries

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{Monday, March 07, 2005}

woohoo! i managed to get someone to burn ocean ave for me!! hahax!

today
got to sch. placed my bag down. went to mr harmon's room. got laptop. went back to homeroom. completed my graphic organizer. then ssr then had to go down to the cafeteria for briefing of the mea.
science. went to library again to do science proj abt women scientists.
maths. wHheEee!! got 99% for maths! cuz the stupid test was so freakin' easy! who doesn't know about fractions??
lang. arts. mr harmon went through what to do for the mea n' then did this ws on this book about the holocaust.
lunch. forgot to bring money but found $1 in my bag so bought a can drink
p.e.forgot to bring a shirt to change into n' the cher said i could still play. still playing indoor soccer. blocked a guy from kicking the ball into the goal with my ankle...ouch!!
social stud. mr harmon said that my graphic organizer was good. got back my paraphrase notes. was okay. did more on my intolerance/civil rights proj. suppose to present some stuff with my group nxt social stud. lesson.
french. hmm...ms scheamerer said if we noticed that for this whole week there was no study hall because of the mea so she used her period for us to do whatever homework we needed to do. so everyone took out their laptops n' started working. than this guy sitting infront of me said to the table i was sitting abt clicking on this ad that said said shoot an ipod to get one free...and he really did that...after the started asking him abt personal info, he stopped and quit the ad...

tomorrow is the first day of the mea..am i scared? no. am i nervous? yes. why? first time taking the mea...unless there's a snow day...
recentely i have been going to vjc's forum. damn bored. vjc's forum is quite interesting. why is it that new town doesn't have one? nor does rgps -sad..gonna continue doing my sci proj now...byes!



i miss him. can't help it. dun think i will get over him. somehow, i can't seem to be able to let go. i kinda liked the memories i have of him. they were quite nice. he made sec 1 more fun for me. maybe because of his stupidity=)

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{Sunday, March 06, 2005}

i'm still homesick...=(..i agree with rosanne, i miss those days doing sill, stupid things..i miss those days when rosanne was my table partner. i miss the time we both were quite sickish n' took turns bringing tissue boxes to sch. i miss those times when we would comment on what the nie trainee teachers were wearing. i miss the time we were talking about putting sea monkeys in the pencil holder part of the desk. i miss the stupid, silly times i had in french too. i miss that time while walking to j8 with rach n' olivia, we were saying every single sentence with shitty n' bloody. i miss it when olivia would then i would laugh then rach would look at us n' then ms lim would look at us too n' ask us to keep quiet or she wld seperate us. i miss that time the stadium next door had this sch which was having a sports day n' then this song played n' then the class would laugh n' then ms lim wld give this look. i miss the silly, stupid times in rgps too. i miss melissa. i miss sarah even though she's in new jersey. sigh. i can't get over it...

...i miss him alot

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{Saturday, March 05, 2005}

wheeeeex! yesterday recieved my progress report...hmm...i shall now boast abt it

math - grade a-b... teacher's remarks: shows excellence in class...my thoughts: =))

french - grade c-d... cher's remarks: class participation below average..might need to stay back after school to make up... my thoughts: ??

lang. arts - grade a-b..teacher's remark: shows interests in learning...my thoughts: wow! really?

health - grade a-b...teacher's remarks: is a delight to the class...my thoughts: okay...

p.e.: grade a-b... forgot what the remark was

science - grade a-b...teacher's remarks were the same as lang. art

social stud. - grade a-b...teacher's remarks: is a delight to the class...my thoughts: is the reamrks some sorta clik n' choose remarks instead of typing it out in your own way or do all the chers have the same thoughts?

french is still my lowest. how does she expect me to raise my hand n' say something when 've got no clue what she's talking about. only when doing etre i could raise my though...duh...it was super easy!!

thursday

science, math, lang arts...finally passed in my biography final draft. talked abt the MEAs. there's this part called writting prompt. it's something like a compo and they give you the same amt of time, but....they expect to you to draw a graphic organizer, write a rough draft n' then write a final draft in oh, 1 hr!?! what's wrong with them?? how is it possible? n' why do i even need to do so?? is there something wrong with that cher's head?
after lang. arts, had lunch, then p.e. it sucked...kinda..maybe not..dunno. after i changed, mrs coobs was telling me pretend like i was enjoying myself playing soccer. then i told her i was really bad at pretending. then she told me to just act like i was...HELLO!!! what's diff between acting n' pretending?? it's about the same right?? n' plus juz because i'm looking really bored, doesn't mean that i'm not enjoying myself right? seesh. played in-door soccer again...this time she made sure that i was quite involved in it. she got this soccer cher to try n' kick the ball to me...urgh...
then social stud...mr harmon went ard the class to grade our graphic organizers. mine sucked..
he wrote his remarks on the paper: good. add more to it
uhh..okay
after that was french. the starter was really easy! she wrote a conversation thing on the transparency. then we had to conjugate..so easy! hahax...cuz of the etre..

yesterday
science, dissapointed ms schiebenpflug cuz i never finish my earthweek worksheet...sigh. too busy completing my note taking template thing for s/s proj...went to library for science. started science proj. about women scientists.
math, had a test. it was okay..
lang arts, neva do hw, another cher dissapointed...oops. talked more abt the holocaust. mr harmon read a 'kiddy' book to us
lunch
health, did you know that soda is a drug? well, it sorta is. becuz there is caffeine in it. n' caffeine is a drug. is it a stimulant or something? if it is, why is it that instead of drinking lotsa pepsi,coca cola, mountain dew, 7-up n' more, they take ecstasy or whatever other drug they abuse to feel 'high'...hmm, for once i actually learn't something during health. coffee's also 'drug'. so BEWARE OF THE CAFFEINE DRINKS!! THEY"RE ADDICTIVE..lol
social stud, handed in my note taking thing...then did crap on my laptop. dunno what i was doing..didn't really have anything to do
french, had a sub-cher come in. did this survey thing frm the text book.
then went to homeroom to collect our progress reports..

byes!

i miss him =p

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{Wednesday, March 02, 2005}

juz now i decided to pay a visit to the moelc site. wanted to try and do the petite test 1 for sec 2 to see how 'behind' i was...i was able to all except for ex 2..okay..maybe tt's because i used a translator but ex 2 i still dun really get it...rachel, what are they asking?? i'm forever asking rachel whenever i dunno anything during french..

hmm..MEAs are nxt week n' do i care..NO..why? why should i? it's just a crappy state test of all the schools that they get all the students to do every four years. and yet the students panick like crazy. well, not all but some. the reason why some of them panick is because it's a long test...about as long as an exam...actually it's more like an assesment..assesing the schools i suppose. cuz mea stands for maine ____ assesment...no clue what the e stands for...

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i'm gonna die i'm gonna die i'm gonna diedieidiedieDIE!!!...too many proj!!!!....can't take it. ugh....too much stuff to do...especially for social stud n' now my science cher is gonna start another proj. now i kinda hate social studies. what am i supposed to know about intolerance and the civil rights?? all i know is that there was this guy named martin luther king...it's the only thing i remember learning in elementary sch. bleah..

y'day...snow day..wheee!!..stayed at home watching movies on cable. Woke up at 5 to watch the lil' bar thingy at the bottom of the tv screen to see the school closures. watched it for 3 hrs and then switched channel n' watched a movie, just married. was really funny then switched tv off n' laid in my bed staring at the ceiling then forgot what happened. then at abt 1 tv was on n' watched another movie, big fish...was kinda touching in a way. then did some other stuff n' then went to sleep

today...hmm...reached sch, grabbed laptop n' downloaded amsn!! yipee! now i can instant message...but yet i can't...maybe friday..but thurs really can't...too much stuff due for the proj..sigh..then did my final draft of my biography thing. then was study hall. Continued my biog. then was science, maths, lang arts-did biog. then lunch then health ed. okay, health ed was kinda stupid. the school nurse came in, talking about germs n' how you should sneeze n' cough in your arms not your hands and how we should wash our hands not touch the railings all the time. then social stud. talked abt the crappy proj. next, french...was okay. today we learned about the verb, etre. during french:

ms scheamerer: what is you are

this guy: tu suis, vous sont

this girl: tu sont, vous sont

me (thinking):??

okay...don't they know etre already??..after french dismissal. oh yah, after health when i went to my locker, felt gum on my locker handle thingy -eeeewwwww. i can't believe i actually touched that. that's it for today..byes! =)

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