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{Monday, March 28, 2005}

kinda glad that i' no longer part of new town and don't have to go to that camp. talked to that idiot y'day and the idiot told me that it was in labrador park. i hate labrador park. bad memories of the mosqiutos and ants there. then the idiot told me that the they were there for somme heritage tour. ok. why do you need to camp at labrador park for 2 and half days for a heritage tour? so i'm glad i'm not there. haha. i shall stop moaning and whinning about me being homesick. i should be glad for some reason. but what should i be glad for? that i'm not there. haha.

my life is screwed. i'm still lost. i feel like everybody hates me. i feel annoying. i seriously need to get a life. i hate my life. i wish it could be different. everyone hates their life. practically everyone. my life is dead, screwed. my blog is rotting. i just go here to waste time. waste time posting stupid stuff. i don't know anymore. i'm really lost. i dont't know what to do. i'm moody. forever moody. perhaps the reason behind it is that idiot. so, should i really really get over him? but it feels like it's not time to get over him yet. i don't know.

look for you in that emptiness while skipping in the empty hallway. wishing you would appear even though i knew it would never be possible. wishing in my heart that my dreams would come true even though i knew it never would. even though i knew it would be impossible for you to be there but some how i feel like you are?

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