(just let the rain fall) | lights will guide you home...     

{Saturday, April 30, 2005}

because my bro had this deep strong urge to talk and help me, my parents made me listen to his crap for half an hour.

whatever la. you don't even have a clue to what the heck i'm doing. though many times i state i have no clue what the heck i'm doing, i do know what i'm thinking.

what he talked and yakked abt was completely off!

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* jumped in the puddles @ |10:49:00 PM|



OH JUST FUCK IT OKAY!!?
sorry jie that i have to be so vulgar in my post for the past few days.

I'M DOUBLY AS PISSED AS EARLIER! I'M SOOOOOOOO FREAKIN' PISSED OFF BY MY BROTHER! seesh! could you just leave my alone!?! that idiot has nothing to do since i've gotten the comp which was 3 hours ago! but please don't forget spending an hour trying to chase you away.

yah! so what if i've been blogging complaints abt people and other inane stuff?!! SO WHAT!? I NEED SOMEWHERE TO LET GO RIGHT?

i've always thought that younger sibilings were annoying than older but i guess i was wrong. OH SO VERY WRONG!

i'll tell you when i do need help okay?!! i doubt you even wanna help me. you just want to try and pressurize me like you said so you can use the comp. well, guess what? IT'S NOT WORKING! SO JUST FUCK IT!
- pissed, o' so very pissed

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* jumped in the puddles @ |10:27:00 PM|



i'm EXTRA PISSED today. becuase of yesterday and some other s____ stuff. i'm pissed at those ____. especially ____. you wanna take all that credit? FINE! why am i even giving a damn?!! i don't see a point talk to you all ANYMORE!

AND YOU'R ____ HAS NO DIFF! okayy?! it's still the same as the the other rest. it's not THAT special. even though you act shy, you can be such a biatch.

why do i still continue to see them and talk to them? at least i don't sit with them at lunch. i'm gonna ignore for as much as i can.

i'm so pissed with this world. i still miss that idiot. i doubt he ever comes. what was the point telling him my password?? but still doesn't mean i'll stop referring him as him and idiot. i don't wanna sound like those people who are so attched to their ex-s and keep blogging abt it, but i realy miss him. i do wanna get over but i still wanna keep him as a friend. i'm so attached to having a friendship with him that i have been too scared to say anything to him abt how i like him.

but heyy! friendship is always better. LOVE MAKES ME SICK, despite me almost being in it...just realized it's the first time i've blogged the word despite..

YES. love makes me sick. i don't see the effing point why you should be. unless it's friendship and family love. but bgr's and all the other r's are so pointless. it's like the r's are because of sex and bgr's cuz of NO POINT. i should never fall in love ever. unless of course it's some young billionaire.

oh yes. my expectations are damn high but that's me and just accept it. i'm not marrying some poor idiot! i either my dream guy or NOT MARRY! you can say i'm vain and blahblahvblahh but I DON'T CARE! it's my life! i'm the one with the choice.

i'm not sure whether i'm pissed or not abt this.
s, I'M NOT EVEN INTERESTED IN YOU ALL! DON'T THINK I AM! you all are idiots. even those chers!..i think i should be a saddist..

ok. enough of that. friday was ok.
mock trials.
deliberating abt who was guilty and came the decision of that the defendant was.
and so began the sunderson case. was so nervous when i had to go to stand and testify. swore on the history txt book and then sat on that tiny desk. doubt i even looked like a vp. i totally sucked. i could see mr harmon grading my performance. sigh.

gonna do my homework now. procrasinated long enough.

- i repeat, screw the
whole effing world!

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* jumped in the puddles @ |8:20:00 PM|


{Friday, April 29, 2005}

i feel so fucked up. i missed the stupid bus. ugh! STUPID BUS!! WHY CAN'T YOU BE MORE PATIENT?!?

had to walk home. MY LEGS WERE ALREADY ACHING FROM RUNNING! and i still had to walk home! i couldn't call my mom at the office. why? stupid phone kept going TOOT TOOOT TOOOOOOT TOOT TOOOT...got so fucked up and decided to walk home. luckily saw ally. but then later her dad came to pick her up.
saddened. well, glad i'm home sweet home ((:

soz, not gonna post anything today. too tired

-zzZz -_-

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* jumped in the puddles @ |2:55:00 PM|



yay!!! i calculated wrongly. it's not 3.2 km. it's 1.6!!!! (((:
yay! p5 ran 1.6. p6 also ran 1.6.
1.6 km=1 mile
!!!!
yay! no more 2.4. muahahahah to sg! jkjk

well, now i have confidence to run. i should be able to ace this but my only prob is that monday was my fisrt time running in the year 2005. sigh. meaning haven't been running for half a yr. wow! so long.

today continued on our mock trails. ytd forgot to mention something weird that the cher did. you know how the court always ask the witness to swear upon the bible to the whole truth. well, we didn't swear on a bible but we did swear on a HISTORY TEXTBOOK!
HAHAHA!!

today, after closing statments were made, the jury,went to a 'deliberation' room to deliberate. i was also part of the jury. i'm juror no. 2...lol

deliberating was hard for ryan because he wanted to be the leader and then later, everyone didn't feel like listening to him and wanted gabi to be leader. then mr harmon walked in and asked if we were all ready and ryan was like, they won't listen to me. ans then mr harmon said, now you know how i feel. and the whole 'jury' laughed. several minutes later, ding dong, bell rang.

tomorrow surely will do the sunderson case. i'm a gay-named vp(vice-principal)-witness! )): my witness role name is LESLIE! IT'S SUPER GAYY!! AND I'M A GUY??? NO! anyways, meg says when she question me, she's gonna call my ms stuart instead of mr stuart.

EEEWWWW! HE'S A TRANSEXUAL!! LOL!

wahhh! today, green day had a concert. HERE! in MAINE!!! wahhh!! i missed it. imagine, seven am in sg when u all were going to school or in school, green day was having a concert. i wanted to go but didn't know abt. oh wells.

okays, replies to tags...

-mel- - am at my side, pm at urs. yah, i'll be "online" at 8 am cuz of study hall but can only chat on tagboards cuz i can't connect to msn in sch...hai..stupid sch.

rachel - heyy! thx!((=

olivia - used to have one but now dunno. i can go and create. what's urs? but dun think can go onto habbo hotel during study hall cuz i need plug-in and they dun allow me to download. sigh

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* jumped in the puddles @ |12:50:00 AM|


{Thursday, April 28, 2005}

arhhhh! my legs are damn sore. ran on monday, was sore. then had to run today, doubley sore. i dun wanna run on fri. next week can but friday, NO WAY!
UGGHHHHHHH!!

after p.e. had social stud. we did our mock trails today. not my group. there's two groups cuz there's two different court cases. so today the mock trail was alli vs the state. mine is sundersoin vs the state. anyways, it was so damn funny. why? cuz of sam, steven, ryan [skillings?] and a few others.

ok, ryan[defendant side] was one of the witnesses to testify and later on when sam [prosecution side] asked him how did he know that the defendant never took drugs before she had said it and this caused a conflict which lasted for 10-15 min.

ryan got all pissed and was like, YOU'RE SCREWING MY BRAIN!

HAHHAHAH.

and when jalana[i think. lawyer of defend.] said some objection thing, misha said something, which i have forgotten, that made the whole class laugh.

then will and ryan [clancy], who were part of the jury, wrote on one piece of paper, "plz"
and another sheet, "STOP"
and the third sheet, "slow down"
so the first sign they put up was, "plz slow down"
then later they put up, "plz STOP"
HAHHAAH

then mr harmon was like all, jurors, behave like jurors if not he would down point them. then social stud ended. tomorrow we're gonna do the sunderson case. bleah.

today was damn bored when i got home. was curios abt mtv so switched to the channel. saw pimp my ride. was nice. there was this one guy who got 3 PSPs!!! OMG!! I WANT!!!! HELLO!? THREE OF THEM YOU KNOW?!

doing huck finn final assignment. crap lah. i dun wanna do.
so long, good bye
-thx for tagging everyone! (:

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* jumped in the puddles @ |1:55:00 AM|


{Wednesday, April 27, 2005}

right it's lang. arts, procrasinating about when i'm gonna do my final huck finn assignment and final draft of my screwed biog. one good thing though, i'm doing my final draft. well, sorta.

ytd after sch didn't manage to watch it. nobody was at home but i couldn't get the video to start. so played gunbound. i'm still so noob.

woke up at 1 am ytd. watched kung fu hustle.[redownloaded it] anyways, watched part of the first disk cuz it was still downloading. was so damn funny. it cut off at the part with the knife hitting the guy's shoulder. sigh.

so today at sch so far..hmm...wasted my time again in study hall bloghopping, did i have no clue what in science, did some stupid geometery in maths and lang art, WASTING MY TIME. hahaha.

read julia's blog. her post was so funny. well, at least me and her. she posted an episode of liu xing hua yuan that she wrote in p6. then she kept commenting in how stupid the show was. i kinda have to agree even though i saw every single epi.

starting to dislike 5566. can't believe i was infatuated in them in p5. their music is ok lar but they are so GAY.

I NEED TO GET A LIFE. everyday, it's the same thing. wake up, got to school [even school is practically the same everyday]
go home, go online, find no one there, go to perfect 10, waste time doing stuff on it and then sleep.

my life is sooo ....

kz. bye. wasted enough time posting. must go back to work.

- i miss jie!! ))):

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* jumped in the puddles @ |11:09:00 AM|


{Tuesday, April 26, 2005}

at home. very bored. woke up a few hours ago. going to sch in umm...one hour. downloading kung fu hustle.
:D

since i can't watch it in theatres here, cuz it's rated R. i'm downloading it. and i dun wanna wait a few more months to see it on dvd/vcd.

WHAT'S WRONG WITH THIS COUNTRY?!? how can they rate kung fu hustle R?? too violent? yea right.

anyways, gonna watch it aftersch. yayayayay!!! ((X

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* jumped in the puddles @ |6:15:00 AM|


{Monday, April 25, 2005}

W-O-O-T
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!

YES! that final assignment is due on thurs NOT TOMORROW.
ONCE AGAIN I FEEL SO CAPITAL
HAHAHa

right now it's lang arts. wasting time. ugh. still thinking what to write for that crappy assignment poem. staring at the chalkboard where mr harmon drew out this calendar for what's left for lang arts.

let's see now, so i must finish reading chap 36 by fri and the my final draft for chap 7 of my screwed biography is due nxt week. must finish reading the whole crappy book by wed. ok.

aha! got it. i know how to write that stupid poem assignment. cassie's sitting nxt to me in class and she's doing her poem on florida...example of a poem...

Fresh blahblah
Launch blahblah
O what ever sentence that begins with an O
R...
.
.
.
you get the pic right?

so...
since majority say sg, i'll do it..

TADA!!...

Sunny weather, humid weather
In southeast asia
Nice, tropical scenery [agreed? except for the tropical more like urban ((x]
Good grades, good future ahead
An island surrounded by water and malaysia
Plenty of NeWater
O
Rising nation that is young [young nation on the rise?]
Everlasting supply of [dirty?]water!.. new water
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can't think what to write for "o"
why must i still joke around? maybe it's because I'M STILL STRESSED ABT WHAT THE HECK TO WRITE!

yay! i'm stressed again. miss being stress. but still not stressful enough to have the same feeling as singapore's stressfulness.

ok la. i'll get back to seriousness

anyways, science, mr messer neva come. whheex! but...had to do some sucky notes writting. WTH MUST THEY FORCE US TO WRITE NOTES?!
ok. gonna do my work now so buhbyes!

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* jumped in the puddles @ |10:58:00 AM|



study hall once again

school vacation is officially over. sad )):

right it's study hall as usually. bleah. couldn't sleep last night. ugh. so right now damn tired. i think i screwed my timezone over the holidays.crap. but it was funn. managed to talk to some people. had a mini reunion. (:

still need to think abt what to write for my huck finn final assignment
SCREW YOU TO WHOEVER THOUGHT ABT THE ASSIGNMENTS!!

now, i find it easier to write a poem abt anything than writting abt my favourite place. [memory: lit class.last year.nothing to do.write a poem about anything]

carvey sent me another heartache by pug jelly. not as nice as the other one i have.

later is science. srap. mr messer is coming in for science.bleah

this morning got my report card from ms foster. haven't open yet. open at home. study hall is gonna end soon. byes

-it's all grown up..sort of

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* jumped in the puddles @ |8:22:00 AM|


{Saturday, April 23, 2005}

msn is so totally screwed.

note to self:
stick to aMSN

please read the post before this

my search for yummy food is going ok i guess.

here's something interesting that i found while blog hopping [a few are a bit perv]

Men are like..... Coffee.
The best ones are rich, warm, full-bodied, and can keep you up all night long.

Men are like..... Commercials.
You can't believe a word they say.

Men are like..... Computers.
Hard to figure out and never have enough memory.

Men are like..... Bananas.
The older they get, the less firm they are.

Men are like..... Government bonds.
They take so long to mature.

Men are like..... High heels.
They're easy to walk on once you get the hang of it.

Men are like..... Weather.
Nothing can be done to change either one of them.

Men are like..... Blenders.
You need one, but you're not quite sure why.

Men are like..... Chocolate Bars.
Sweet, smooth, and they usually head right for your hips.

Men are like..... Lawn Mowers.
If you're not pushing one around, then you're riding it.

Men are like..... Lava lamps.
Fun to look at, but not all that bright.

Men are like..... Mascara.
They usually run at the first sign of emotion.
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i find this all quite true..

my findings so far:



hor fun? forgot..still remember the taste of it..mmm

-i love blogging
all this crap

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* jumped in the puddles @ |8:03:00 AM|



i did some serious blog hopping with people i didn't know. it all started after publishing another post that i did abt half an hour before this one. anyways, was at my dashboard and scrolled down to the blogs on note. then, randomly clicked on a blog titled: everyday sketch

guess what found there. lots of sketches and paintings. the person is damn good. it looked like those realistic-comical drawings. there sketch of bush and something with the thought of bombs. then clicked on the comments section and randomly clicked on this username who was malaysia.

out if curiousity, i looked at his blog and saw these pics of he's trip at some place in malaysia. saw these yummy food. this inspired me to have a search for blog's with YUMMY SPICY FOOD...found a pic of his doggy too. it's soooo CUUTTEEEEEE!!




cute right?

my search for yummy SPICY food wasn't very successful (still searching). but i did find this:





mmmm...CURRY FISHHEAD. i miss it..
-mmm..food [=

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* jumped in the puddles @ |7:02:00 AM|



i noticed that i've kinda changed within the past few years months. too long for it to be years. or maybe the past 2 years. and not kinda changed. more like changed ALOT. i dunno. well, i'm gonna change again.

i feel annoying so from now onwards i'll just keep my bloody mouth SHUT. there's no point talking sometimes. going back to school on monday, i'm gonna shut my mouth and just MIND MY OWN BUSINESS.

listening to jay chou's qi li xiang. it also reminds me of a feeling.
on my way home from french. waitting at the bus stop. and a light breeze everytime a car passed by. i miss that feeling too.

it also reminds me of the cher's day concert at new town last year. the song was sung by some idiot who sounded like he was trying too hard to sing.

alot of my music reminds me of me on my way home from french. why? cuz i have listened to practically all of them whenever i was on my way home french. okayy.

i have nothing else to say, type, whatever.

-qi li xiang

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* jumped in the puddles @ |5:46:00 AM|


{Friday, April 22, 2005}

hmm...oks. just downloaded msn messenger 7. might use it sometimes. yah. my vacation so far..

yesterday started out talking with jiejie on msn. then jie opened another one with yanhan and then we started adding lotsa other people from rgps.
WE HAD A MINI RGPS REUNION..whHeex!

i'm still feeling very CAPITAL
TADA! jie see. i'm copying u now.((=

was so funn. added rebekah first. and then later jie added siok. then talked. then added clarice. then my comp screwed up. ugh. i couldn't send anything. so i watched the conversation slowly end. and quit. sigh. but hey. it was fun while it lasted.

watched the o.c. too.
MARISSA AND RYAN KISSED
ahahaha

today had another mini reunion. this time just rebekah and jie and i. and it's still going on. everyone so upset abt their exams. sigh.
school re-opening soon.
aww..gonna miss talking to everyone. oh wells. will have to wait for another school holiday.
*pouts*

okays. that's it. byes!
-my weakness is that
i care too much

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* jumped in the puddles @ |6:44:00 AM|


{Thursday, April 21, 2005}

poem for huck finn assignment

blahblahblah..lalala.
my biggest worried abt homework is my final huck finn assignment
i shall write it here..i have no clue what the heck i'm doing...

poem abt my favourite place which i find peaceful

My favourite place

a favourite place
where i can find peace and solace
alike huck finn
and jim the runaway slave
from a book by mark twain

my favourite place
is surrounded by waters
singapore, the paradise island (as if)

my haven, my sanctuary (not really)
a place with all my friends
a place of fun (and stress)
a place which has practically
become my world

had to leave it
made me become all upset
made me homesick, depressed
felt like committing suicide

had to take depression pills
day dreamed about
being back in my favourite place
of peace and solace

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see, i have no clue what i'm doing.
i think it's quite obvious i'm kidding abt the depression

ok..gonna do it for real..but dunno how

i repeat
I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT THE HECK I'M DOING

doing lotsa capitols todae
copying jie
feeling very CAPITOL
HAHA

earlier, had a mini rgps reunion on msn.
*big smile*
well, sorta lah
first started out with jiejie, yanhan and i. then we decided to add rebekah cuz i was talking to her but in another convo. then added siok and then clarice. then my comp screwed up and i anything i typed ended up being unsent.
????
ok.

-feeling CAPITOL?

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* jumped in the puddles @ |9:29:00 AM|


{Wednesday, April 20, 2005}

new skin

changed my skin again. might keep it for sometime.
the song sounds kinda familiar but can't recall.
i know it's a chinese song but dunno which. sigh.nvm

jie went off already..long time ago. sigh
no one else to talk to at the moment. tomorrow, is mt exam

good luck to everyone for their exams
((=

i think that's abt it for now.
byes!

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* jumped in the puddles @ |9:04:00 AM|


{Tuesday, April 19, 2005}

cause jie was offline, talked to rachel. she also cheered me up with her story abt french oral. HAHA
she did britney spears. hahaha.

BRITNEY SPEARS IS MARRIED TO AN ENGLISH TEACHER...
elle est mariee un professeur anglais.
HAHAHA!!
ok. gonna stop here

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* jumped in the puddles @ |8:57:00 AM|



how did it get from that to this? from then to now?

how did it? it's like five years ago, most of us were all innocent lil' people. and now, we're no longer the same. even a year can change so much. so much changes that you look back and it's so suprising how from a simple and niave person..is now this.

even that idiot suprised me. alot.
for once in my life, i actually felt broken. really broken. it was like this sudden jolt. but it's funny how it can be mended so easily.
-but there would still be this scar

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* jumped in the puddles @ |6:12:00 AM|


{Monday, April 18, 2005}

changed the song. i like this song. it gives me this nice feeling.
haha.


more about what i've done so far for my school vacation... i cut my bangs
again, by myself. haha
=))
byes

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* jumped in the puddles @ |7:22:00 PM|



it's monday. meaning first day of my stupid whole week holiday. i'm missing so much fun. going blog hopping and everyone seems to be having so much fun back in sg.
-cries
i miss everyone back there. though i've said it a million times, it's because i really do. i dun care abt the stupid exams. i miss it

i miss a feeling. i miss how everytime i was nearby that idiot i would get all nervous. i miss how on the second last day of sec 1, he would be sitting in froint of me and i would keep bugging fiona about why that idiot had to choose to sit at that spot out of hundreds of other spots. i miss that time when i went down to canteen during recess with fiona and lined for food at that noodle stall. then samuel would pop out of nowhere and then would tell me that the idiot was behind me or something and then i'd get all jittery. i miss that jittery feeling. haven't had that feeling for abt half a year already.
-i hate my life, but yet i love it

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* jumped in the puddles @ |4:53:00 PM|


{Sunday, April 17, 2005}

ooooh. looks like sec 2 in newtown has lotsa coming up.
??? why are they in april? i thought it's supposed to be in may? kinda glad that i'm not there but i still miss them!! i miss everyone. second time saying that. sigh. so sad. wasting my crappy time right now. lotsa people going on vaca. shannon is going to la. wahhh! i wanna go! take me along! jk. haha. kz. gonna going along with my screwed up crappy life and play gunbound and read huck finn at the same time since there's no online.sigh.
byes! again
-screw the whole world..i know, it's already screwed

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* jumped in the puddles @ |4:43:00 PM|



hmm.. let's see what i've been up to...
this whole week is school vaca rite? yup and i'm still having the thought of me forgeting to collect my report card from ms foster. sigh

saturday, wished zhiyong happy b'day for no clue why. again i have no clue why i did something. confusion sucks. maybe it's because i'm really homesick. yah. see. i'm so homesick that i even wished an ex-classmate that i quite disliked a happy b'day. sigh. i miss everyone in sg. -pouts

gonna play gunbound now. gonna read tom huck finn at thesame time..oks. was gonna say tom swayer. hahha. byes!
-well, screw you

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* jumped in the puddles @ |4:18:00 PM|


{Thursday, April 14, 2005}

today is one of the most worst feeling days in my whole entire life! ok..maybe i'm exaggerating it but it felt realy bad today. first thing. got to school quite late. then saw that copying idiot in the room my laptop was charging in. then some other crappy stuff happened and the worst feeling part is that i forgot to collect my stupid report card. WTH??

why?
last period, it just so happens that the stupid copying idiot's homeroom is mr harmon's room and so i have no clue what the heck happened and going back to my homeroom slipped my mind.

why am i even thinking abt this?? it'll just make me more unhappy and i'm already quite upset about him. seesh. could my life feel any worse? you know what? i should just forget abt it. forget the whole freakin' thing. yah. the sch most probably would send it to me anyways right? if not, ms foster will give it to me when school re-opens...which reminds me..

the nxt whole week,...

I'VE GOT NO SCHOOL!!!. YAY! hahaha. ok. that kinda cheered me up. no seeing idiots for a whole week. i can just relax. play gunbound and read huck finn at the same time. yah

talking abt gunbound, just now, played it. cliked on the random mobile and i got the dragon. my first time getting the dragon so let me be hyper about it k?

whhhhhheeeeexx! hahahah. ok end of that hyperness.

ten more minutes and then it's the o.c. yay!!! more happy thoughts. do you think i have mood swings? dunno. hahha. yayayayaya!! the o.c. is coming! haha. been listening to jay chou qong tian.[no clue how to spell it]
it reminds about i&e day somehow. i know the reason why but some things just can't be said. and somethings are just too obvious. byes! gonna go blog hopping until it's 8 and that's when the oc starts.

-screw the whole world

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* jumped in the puddles @ |7:42:00 PM|


{Wednesday, April 13, 2005}

job shadow dayy...ok lah

ok. so my job shadow day wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. gonna type my whole day so, beware of some redundant useless stuff that could also bore you and be prepared for a long post...ahahaha

got up..duh...got to school and then was deciding and thinking whether or not i should get my laptop. then, was looking out for the spitting guy. [no idea why though]
then decided not to get my laptop. saw johnna. ((=
then umm...everyone started getting into the classroom and kept asking ms foster abt whether there'd be study hall and why and what to during study hall. while all this was going on, was looking for the spitting idiot. no sign of him.

ms foster took the attendance and then guessed that the spitting idiot was out with his family for job shadowing day. then was ssr. had to read a book for 15 minutes and then study hall.

went down to the d&t room and saw the copying idiot. hahaha. i got some many idiot nicknames.
then did earthweek since i didn't have my laptop with me. 20 minutes before study hall ended, my nose began to bleed and befor it really would flow out, i looked for the mr h[dunno what his full name is] couldn't find cuz lil' did i know that he was way inside and ironically, the clear glass window camoflouged him. haha. so i was standing up looking around and the copying idiot was just staring at me. finally, i saw him. so asked him if i could go to the toilet. he said yes then i had trouble finding the girls' toilet on the basement floor. so i asked the janitor. hahaha. normally it would be janitors asking the students not the students asking janitors where is where. hahaha

then after study hall, went back up to ms foster's room to assemble for my job shadowing stuff. 10 minutes after mis foster took the attendance of who was in her group for taking the bus, she passed out qns sheets and name tag stickers.

several minutes after that, ms foster realized that half of the people job shadowing the marriot hotel was not in the right attire. the students that were going to the marriot hotel, were supposed to wair black and white and they specified that no denim[jeans] were worn.
HELLO!!? you never told them that. all you chers juz said to dress nicely. anyways, there were several pissed people who wore jeans and stuff. it was so stupid. they said that the people in jeans couldn't go for job shadowing. WTF! it's so unreasonable.

then, misha started tucking in his shirt cuz of the marriot hotel thing. then he like oh man, i don't look nice like this. i'm not tucking in my shirt. 5 minutes later, when a few people had calmed down from being pissed, misha started acting gay and was like i look like fag with my shirt tucked in. then everyone started laughing.

10 minutes later, the bus finally came and ms foster was saying that the people with jeans and stuff would most probably be behind the scenes. ahem. i doubt anyone wants to even be in the scene. hahaha

on the bus, everyine chatting. then sam talked abt ms coobs. it was super funny. finally, conner, sam and i was dropped off at national semi.

the stupid bus had to drop us at the gate cuz it couldn't get through. so, all three of us and the guidance councelor [not the perv looking one] had to walk to the main biulding in the moring coldness...not coolness. then there was this sign in sheet and the security guard there said that he made name tags for us by the company and we asked if we could keep them and they said sure. ((=

the sign-in sheet was so funny. sam signed in first and there was this part that said company. so sam asked the guidance councelor what do we put for company
and the guidance councelor was like, just put mahoney. then me and conner laughed.

then the guidance councelor left for the bus and sam saw some seats in the lobby and was like, oh. these are nice.
so, we all sat on them and a few minutes later, this lady [whose name i've forgotten] came to us and we were told again abt the name tags and then conner and sam using their hands to hide the one given by ms foster in class. then she said something about lunch and that she would let us have mountain dew and pizza and stuff and that the food would be better than school lunch...hmm..i think i already know that

then she told us abt our mentors and that one of us was gonna get this mentor who was currentely in a meeting. my mentor was this guy named tim. conner's, i've forgotten. sam's was darren..the one in the meeting. after knowing which mentor was going to who, all three of us went our seperate ways. conner had to help his mentor carry fax machines and sam went to the meeting. i, had to help tim re-wire his comp cuz he's sitting position was moved to somewhere else. then we carried this pc and moniters on a trolley from his end of the company to this other end which was the main biulding.

upon entering a section of the main building, we had to put on shoe covers. then we took the lift up and tim pushed the trolley to a corner and then showed me the fabrication room where they made microchips, waffles and stuff. then he showed me these posters outside of the fab room of the air filtration system. sadly, i didn't get to enter the room. heard that sam did though. sigh

then, tim pushed the trolley to this room that was 'deep' inside' the company. and then didn re-wire of a monitor. then he gave me a pair of goggles and we went into this other room which said something like

"CAUTION eye protection needed"

haha. so we wore our goggles and inside there was this old fat round guy who had truoble with his pc. so, tim took the pc on his trolley and changed them and re-wired them. during that process, tim got calls from this person telling him that he needed to bring me down to munch soon and that cinner and sam already was there eatting pizza.

finally, tim was done and we went off to eat lunch. then i asked him if he liked his job..

me: so, do you like your job?

tim: sometimes yah, sometimes no

me: would you ever say that you love your job

ok. his nxt reply was kind umm... "....." either he didn't hear me clearly or he didn't love his job...

tim: well, before i worked here, i worked at some other companies and before that i was a grocery shop manager.

me: when you were young was it your ambition to work here?

tim: yah. pretty much. when i was 10, i decided that i would work with comps when i grow up

________________

we then went for lunch. it was nice. i ate pizza and drank some iced tea. when i saw sam, he had two bottles of canadian dry. hahaha. he bought two sodas. then conner was holding this stress ball shaped like a hard head helmet and this comp chip. everyone at the lunch table talked about the chers at mahoney.
OMG!!! i don't believe it. they are like 20-30 yrs old and they still like to gossip about chers. hahahaha. really can't believe it.

then the lady we saw from the beginning of the day, showed up and was telling us that after eatting, she wanted to take a group photo of us. then tim was like,
i'm gonna look for some national [semiconducter] trinkets for you

hahaha. then the lady was saying that she would give us gift bags too.
woohooo! i think that our job shadow was the one to recieve the most stuff.

so when we went take a group shot, it was so funny..kinda.
we were thinking of where to take a pic and finally found a spot. then just as the lady was about to take a photo,

tim: do i have fod stuck between my teeth?

lady, darrel, other mentor: no tim

tim: ok

lady: ok, 1,2,3

tim: you it's better for me if you said cheese

lady: you know what? let's say pizza

everyone: ok

lady: ok, 1,2,3...

everyone: PIZZA!!!

lady: ok. we're done

tim: what kinda pizza?

lady: the one stuck between you teeth

____________

hahahaha. so funny. then the lady, me, sam and conner waitted for the bus
while waitting, conner started throwing his hard-head-helmet-shaped stress ball. then sam caught it and the two started to practise throwing it like throwing a baseball. then they played baseball. conner found this trig-branch and used it as a baseball bat. then sam threw the ball and then conner tried to hit it with the branch and the branch broke into two and so, conner was holding half of the branch. then conner broke that half into half pretending to be pissed that he didn't hit it.

then conner found another branch and this time hit it a foot away and then ran from tree to tree peretedning that they were the bases and then sam realized what he was doing and picked up the stress ball and then tried to make him lose. then the bus came. sigh.

that was my day. this really is a long post. gotta do hw now. byebyes!

-screw the whole world

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* jumped in the puddles @ |11:08:00 PM|


{Tuesday, April 12, 2005}

tomorrow is job shadow day...hmm.. i wonder how many times i've said that. kinda gloomy and moody right now. dunno why yet i do. i dun really know how to explain.

doesn't really have anything to do with him. i dunno. i feel like crying. i feel like talking to him. can't email right now. ugh. that's maybe one of the reasons why. i always feel like confiding in him,,and my jie too. but i also can't talk to her. i miss singapore. i'm so homesick. i miss all my friends including tha idiot. he was a good friend. how is it that things can end up like this? i don't get it. it's like 4 yrs ago, it was my first day of pri 4 in sg and 2 yrs later, preparing for psle and then before you know it, it's past a year and go into this sch you never thought nor wanted to get into. then you get a crush on an idiot a yr later, it's today. i miss p4,5,6..i miss 6d a lot. i miss my jie alot. i miss all my french friends alot. i miss rosanne, fiona, shermaine and so many other people alot. i miss that idiot alot. time just flew past us.

feel so empty. so confused. like what have i been living for all these years...i mean you kinda do know but still wonder.
-screw the whole world

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* jumped in the puddles @ |11:18:00 PM|



true yay

yayyayyayyayYAY!!! i've finally finished my crappy huck finn assignment. bleahs. ok study hall is almost over.

tomorrow is job shadowing dayy. lalalalala..i shall ask again, should i be ecxited?? i have no clue. hahaha. I DON'T WANNA GO TO NATIONAL SEMI!! WHO DOES?!?

ok. now study hall is over so bye.

screw the whole world.

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* jumped in the puddles @ |8:47:00 AM|


{Monday, April 11, 2005}

yay!

YES! i finally found my third stereotype. can't believe i actualy forgot abt it. mr harmon already told us abt it in class. the widow person trying to civilize huck. oh wait, crap lah. he was talking bout contridictory. wahhh!! -cries
still have to find something. argh. ok. bye

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* jumped in the puddles @ |9:48:00 PM|



bleah..

listening to perfect ten right now. it's morning madness. yay! maybe that will cheer me up.
ok. wanna know my true feelings about going to national semi? I HATE IT! I DUN WANNA GO! THERE IS A REASON. and also because i'm THE ONLY GIRL THERE!
???
i feel screwed. i'm scared..dunno. ugh. gonna change my mood to confused. i suddenly feel pissed. my life is crap.

ok, here's something cheery.. yay! shannon started a blog! yay! lol. i'm whacko. knock me out someone. gonna link her...but she neva tag.))= hahahaha

anyways, this is today..

science. mr messer came again. sigh. because he wanted to explain the nodes, waves and stuff for soiund, he held my lab group back for 5 minutes. and so the spitting idiot was waitting beside my seat while i was at the stupid lab for 5 minutes. just realized a week ago that the spitting idiot sits at my seat. or more like i sit at his seat before it is his science period. ugh. but i like my seat except for the fact that the other idiot sitting infront of me will copy my work when he doesn't know how to do. ok. so the spitting idiot was more like waitting beside the table at the first row(mine is second row). then when i finished grabbing and packing all my stuff for nxt period, he was so funny. ok, maybe not. anyways, he would moce to one side and let me through. so sweet? i don't think so.

maths. *yawn* was a total bore.

lang arts. same

p.e. was quite ok. played soccer again.

social stud. was the best period of all thanks to will. doing my mock trial with will's group and so when we had to get into our groups to discuss our opening statments, our group didn't really do that. haha. which btw i don't mind. really cheered me up cuz i kept laughing...i laugh too easily sometimes..kinda makes me miss all my humorous friends. well here's what happened:

will: *starts talking about some stuff*

aaron & i: *starts laughing*

will: *looks at ally* you see. you're giving me this negative look that i talk too much

ally: no. i just wanna talk about the case

will: but you are. you're giving me this negative look. it's more like you talk too much

ally: no i don't...

will: *uses his finger to count no. of words she speaks* ah, you see you talk too much

aaron and i: *start laughing again

mr harmon: *sitting at his table* will, be quiet

will:i'm trying to discuss the case

ally: no you aren't. well, who are we gonna put in jail?

will: greg!(the student playing the person being prosecuted)

ally: huh?

will: *uses quotation marks everytime he says something* *looks at aaron* hey do the quote with me man

will: *talks abt the case and parts he jokingly wants to emphasis on, uses the quotes

aaron: *uses the quotes too(but says nothing except laugh)

me: *laughs

will: see elisabeth is laughing and you're giving me this negative look *looks at ally

ally: i'm not. i wanna talk about the case

will:but i am. you're ruining everything

few minutes later...
ding dong..bell rings. period over

will: see ally. you ruined the whole meeting

....hahaha. ok. first thing i have to say is sorry to ally even though she might not read this. hey. i was moody ok?so this cheered me up..next is..

french
did starters..was pretty easy. then mrs schmearer showed us her poi clip board and was like
finally everyone is at the same spot for poi. zero.
cuz it the poi list for nxt quarter. then she told us some stuff abt nxt quarter. AHHHHHH! i'm gonna be video taped for my french oral. AHEM! last yr's oral at moelc was already tense for me. this is worst! WHO WANTS TO BE TAPED WHILE TAKING THEIR EXAM???? i think NO ONE does.

then for the rest of the period, mrs schmearer asked all the people who went on the washington trip to share their stories. then the first one to raise their hand was.....jasper. and he didn't even go. well, according to him, yes,. he said that he wore a mustache and looked like a chinese. hahaha. then he added some other funny stuff. then alex said that he too did go just that he went 4 yrs ago and that hed bumped into hilary clinton. then ryan said he went a few yrs ago, a few weeks before his birthday but that it was more like passing by. he was actully going to florida and then they drove by the washington monument or something. heheheh.

dismissal. neva see spitting idiot
??
why am i thinking of him??
he'll neva replace him even though i might get over him.

then later had to go out again. had to accompany mommy to buy printer ink. sigh. was damn tired. but yay! i'm finally.

wahhh!!!! i'm so terribly homesick. i guess the older you grow, the harder it is to get used to a new enviroment. i miss all the mrt noises, waitting at the bus stop every morning, walking up to class, being able to sleep in class (especially during mt period), going home with sher, jess and jeanne(even though they always left me out), talking to rosanne, fiona, joy and so many other people, having joy as my science lab partner. she was a nice science lab partner((=
sigh too many memoirs. byes
muz finish huck finn assignment. i've hardly started. die die liao.


once again, screw the whole world..but then again, it's already screwed

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* jumped in the puddles @ |7:57:00 PM|



ok. it's not really study hall. it's the beginning of school. but later it's gonna be study hall right? yah. so shall start now. oh crap. my stupid 2nd finger on my left hurts every single time i hit the keyboard with it. owwwy! damn pain. ok. nvm. anyways, friday. the part i didn't post..

hmm.. friday was day 4 or 5? forgot. but know that had health. ugh. stupid cher made me present and nioo one else presented. why? they all neva do. alicia did but she didn't want to present. i should've insisted to not present. ugh. stupid lafayette and seth.

social studies
hmm.. what did we do? watched the remaining parts of 12 angry men. was kinda boring. practically all the scenes were in the deliberating room. kinda reminds me of the phone booth. tthe main scence was the guy in the phone booth and the street it was on.

french
played cards. played ____ dealer. can be car dealer, drug dealer, whateva dealer. heheheh. really fun. i think beginning of school period is almost over so, continue during study hall.((=

study hall post..
just came back from this assembly abt our job shadowing thing. i'm going to national semi. ok. no comments. now, i only have 15 minutes to type my crrappy days..

friday, french, dismissal. saw the spittung idiot on the bus. thought he was sitting behind me but he was sitting infront. right infront. so when i got up, i was like..oh shit. he heard everything that i told karalee. but didn't reallly care. whhy should i? hahaha. there was nothing much in the whole conversation. juz talked abt sg and stuff.

saturday
went shopping again. =D..was really nice. bought some stuff for myself again. bought a yellow shirt and a bag.

sunday
stayed at home all day. woke up at 4 am. went online, chatted with rosanne. was a short conversation. then played gunbound for an hour and then went back to sleep at 8 am. woke up at 2 pm. felt bored and kept procrastinating abt when i'd do my hw. so, turned on the tv. switched to hbo again. then watched this movie can't harldy wait. was a really funny movie. there were many lil' stories in it. the main story was that there was this high school senior and he likes this girl from the first day he saw her when he was late for school and she was a new student during october. then he had always felt this connection between her but could never ask her out becuase in her first day of sch, she already became this jock's gf. and so, in the last day of the fourth yr of sch, the jock breaks up with the girl and now this guy wants to ask her out and stuff. so he plans to go to this graduation party at some person's house and since the girl is gonna be there, he says he can finally ask her. so, he goes around the house looking for her and finds her and doesn't dare speak to her then loses her and starts looking for her again and repeats the whole cycle.


then did ate and then finally did hw and then played gunbound again. haha. then at 9 watched desperate housewives and at 10 watched grey's anatomy. i love grey's anat. the show totally rocks. looks like i watched tv for practically the whole day. hahaha. also drank too much coke cuz now my mind is hyper and last night, found it really hard to sleep.

i think i'm an anti-social. dunno. beginning to feel like one. hhaha. i don't like to associate with people? yah..kinda hahha.

i've decided to forget. well, not really. i won't forget him as a friend but as something else. i don't know. sigh. love is so freakin' complicated. this sucks. my life sucks. my life's screwed. the whole world is screwed.
screw the world

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* jumped in the puddles @ |7:51:00 AM|


{Sunday, April 10, 2005}

i think i'm gonna tell shannon of this blog. i' so despo for tags haha. my blog is so dead. but who cares. sigh. not really gonna update anything today. gonna do that tomorrow during study hall unless something unexpected happens that i can't type then, i'll do it on the next day's study hall. hahaha. forever study hall. i never seem to be able to do any work during study whether or not i have work. byes.
-sigh
i sigh too much here.

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* jumped in the puddles @ |5:06:00 PM|


{Friday, April 08, 2005}

ok. right it's lang arts and i'm damn bored. although i sorta have work to do, i dun feel like doing it. too...hmm.. how to say? lazy? maybe. dunno. anyways, earlier during sciebnce was damn fun! did this penny experiment. more like two penny experiments.

1st penny experiment:
in one beaker, you have zinc and sodium hydroxide. another beaker water. you take a bunsen burner and place it under a tripod stand..DUH. then you place the zinc and sodium hydroxide beaker onto the tripod stand and heat it up but not too heated up that it boils. then use your tongs to hold a penny and soak it in the zinc for about 15 seconds or until you see it turn silver. then drop the penny into the beaker of water. and tada! you have a silver penny! hahaha

2nd penny experiment aka brassing(i think):
spark the bunsen burner. then use tongs to help you hold the penny and then place the penny in the fire for 5-10 sec and you'll see a gold penny. brassing the penny is so much faster than zinc, sodium hydroxiding a penny. hahaha!

i think i'm hyper again. dunno. but yet i feel so tired. maybe cuz i slept at 2.45 in the MORNING AGAIN! as for the hyperness, i have completely no clue.
t
talked about symmetry again in class. sigh. i'm kinda sick of symmetry. i think mr johnston said that nxt week we would be starting something new. hopefully it's true.

hahaha. that relief cher juz walked pass me thinking that i was doing my work even though i'm blogging. he doesn't think that i can blog?? i know surely he's heard of a blog cuz it was on the news once about "mind inside a blogger" hahaha. i thiink it was suppposed to be about some guy bblogger who wrote about politics and stuff on his blog.

yesterday, played gunbound. been like 2 months. kept winning and also losing. but more on winnning..i think. dunno.

ok. gonna go blog hopping soon. yup. gonna visit julia's blkog again. bleah. i'm so freakin' bored.

i feel so dead

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* jumped in the puddles @ |10:53:00 AM|



yesterday was really boring buyt french was fun. mrs schmearer gave us the whole period to do whatever we wanted. ie. play french monopoly, cards, use our laptops and blah. she said that we were supposed to have free period the day before ytd but we did our poi instead of free time and so, she gave us free time ytd.

french monooly was so fun. half of the french class played monopoly and the other half played cards. and because monopoly had play money, people started "loaning" money out if the bank. so this guy comes along and is like, umm..i need this *picks up a $500 play money bill. then 5 minutes later, he returns it.

it's so unbelievable. everytime i expect that idiot to do something, he bever does. and then everytime i really don't expect him to, he does it and suprises me. why? why is it always and forever like that?? is he trying to be predictable or what??? sigh. i miss him. yes. very much. as if people didn't know that. sigh. what to do? sometimes i'd really wish he could do something to suprise me. but i now, i doubt it. i still don't wish to let go. i don't really know why but this lil' part of me feels so big that i refuse to let go. or is it because i don't accept the fact that....
i dunno. it's so freakin' complicated and yet so simple..
i dun wanna let him go.. eww. i sound so despotic

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* jumped in the puddles @ |7:58:00 AM|


{Thursday, April 07, 2005}

ugh. it's lang arts right now and the relief cher for mr harmon is another mr harmon and he sucks. he's practically breathing down our necks asking have you done your work? or so, what are you going to work on?
seesh. couldn't you juz leave me alone??

doing some final draft for my chap 7 of my screwed biography and also typing this post. hahaha

this relief cher is so BORING. mr harmon would make the class laugh by his replies to our inane qns. this cher juz says..

i would really like to but we really hae alot of work to do..

WOW! if we really had alot of work to do, would i be typing this post on this blog?? i don't think so..

i have to agree with what rosanne wrote on her blog. i hate and love my life. i agree with what she said abt friends and stuff. aometimes i wished that people could more understanding. seriously, this world is kinda screwed up!

ok. out of nme being moody, yesterday during the commercial break of simple life, there was this coke commercial and it goes....

put the lime in the coke you nut
geddit?
put the lime in the coconut...haha

ok. that's abt it...
i'm so pissed with that idiot!

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* jumped in the puddles @ |10:52:00 AM|



today, study hall isn't with mis scheibenpflug. it's in this d&t room and apparentely they call it a it room. why? industrial technology. oooh should i try sleeping. can't that idiot would be staring.

..science, several people went to washington, miss scheibenpflug, like all the other chers, didn't want to teach new stuff so, we had these giant graph drawing assignment. can't believe i'm in a group with guys. i'm in that idiot's group and seth's group. i hate it.

maths was so cool. there were only six of us in the classroom and it was so quiet.

lang arts, hated how the atmosphere was like. because cassie and johnna was gone...

hey wadya know, study hall id over
bye!

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* jumped in the puddles @ |8:28:00 AM|


{Wednesday, April 06, 2005}

damn freakin' bored right now. ugh. stupid school. still banned me from amsn or is it banned amsn from me? aiyah. dunno. i think like everyone's damn bored. life sucks. it truly does. sigh. so today no mr norm harmon but there is mr _____ harmon. oooh. just realized that the job shadowing thing is next week. should i be excited? kinda am and yet not. i can't think. stupid school just let me go online. why must you stop me? ugh. can't you see how boring this is? might as well let me sleep. i can't sleep, i can't chat. all i can do is blogblogblog and hophophop.
-pissed with the school

maybe i should try to download another amsn or wadeva from another source. dunno. i'm gonna die you know STUPID FREAKIN' SCHOOL!!

study hall is over so bye

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* jumped in the puddles @ |8:42:00 AM|



changed my skin. it seems like every two months i change it. anyways, tomorrow is wednesday meaning mr harmon and several other students are gone for the rest of the week because they're off to washington dc. yay! good bye mr harmon! hahaha. our sub is gonna to be this other cher who is also named mr harmon. haha. seen him before i think. was a sub for ms foster once.

yesterday
social studies was really funny. recieved our roles for our 'mini mock trial'. anyways, i'm playing a guy. A GUY! ugh. he's supposed to be a witness. some vice principal. i'm part of the prosecuting side along with ally, will and this other whose name i've forgotten. so mr harmon passed out this sheet about our case. abt some student who was charged with posessian of firecrackers which caused an explosion in the sch and we're supposed to prosecute him/ prove him guilty. so will started to say some stuff like, who brings firecrackers to school? and about if it was him, he would've brought a bomb. forgot what it was called. but it was damn funny. then mr harmon came over because will was talking to loud (according to him) and asked him could keep it down? i can hear you from the other end of the class. then will talked back to him or something like that. then mr harmon was like do your work and then will, i am alrady doing it. and then mr harmon acted as if he couldn't bothered. mr harmon has been throwing papers lately. whenever he passes out assignments or worksheets, he'd come to each table and then throw the papers at our face. hmm..?? hahaha

today
before school started, in homeroom, or maybe more like a few minutes after school had begun, when it was ssr and there was this relief cher taking attendence. when he was done, because i was the last person on his list, he asked me if i wanted to take the attedence down to the office and i gave him this look saying no i don't want to. then he asked so do you wanna and i was like, ummm... no. the mary who was sitting behind me said that she would do it and gave me this fake furious look. then i gave her this thanks and sorry look. then she said i'm just joking and i was like yah. hmm..looks like this morning was about looks. hahaha

during science, got back my results for friday's test. got 104/110. got one qns wrong. can't believe that it's worth 6 points. oh wells. i guess it isn't that bad right?

pe
still doing our fitness test. did shuttle run. got 11.9 sec. is that good? dunno. i forgot.

social stud.
still doing mock trial thing. this time, when my group got together, will started with something about russia's independence. then we recieved this paper with the sixth and seventh amendments of the united states constitution. then on the back, there was this list of qns:

1. what does our side want to accomplish?
will: russia's independence and some other amusing stuff

2. how will we accomplish our goal?
will: how will we accomplish our? and then he asked mr harmon what rule was russia under before it was a cu=ommunist country. then we all started laughing abt what will was saying and then mr harmon started to ask will to keep quiet again

mr harmon: could you be more serious?

will: i am serious

mr harmon: no you aren't

will: yes i am

mr harmon: please just try and concentrate

will: yah. that's what i'm doing but my group keeps laughing

so for almost the whole period, we were trying to concentrate and be serious

french
passed up my book. then because one third of the class had to go fr honors band or something like that. wait no. it's jazzapalooza. don't ask me what that is because i've completely no clue. so mrs schmearer did poi stuff for the whole period. so everyone was like raising their hands. i took 20 minutes to finally think of something to say for poi: je suis tres faatigue parce je dorm au 2 heurs...i think that's how you write it. dunno. my french is stil really bad. hahhah. anyways, i got two poi for that and so now, have 19 poi. i still need umm 65 more poi.

the spitting guy is really racist. haha.ok. i think that's it for today. got one more hw to do and it's like 2 in the MORNING! good thing i fell alseep in the afternoon.

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* jumped in the puddles @ |1:37:00 AM|


{Monday, April 04, 2005}

aha! i've figured out what to write type that is completely not related to some dolores huerta as i dun feel like doing that right now. umm..does that make sense?

anyways, siblings can sometimes be quite useful especially if they are oldeer. I CAN FINALLY GET PASS JULIA'S STUPID PASSWORD THING ON HER BLOG. muahahaha! thanks to my bro. =P. yayay! so happy. i love julia's blog. it's so damn amusing. hahaa. ugh. even though i'm feeling crapppy, my mind is still hyper. i'm bouncing around inside me. hahahaha. erm, i think that's all i have to say..i guess. gonna visit julia now. haha

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* jumped in the puddles @ |8:45:00 AM|



study hall: doing some research on dolores huerta

damn tired. yesterday slept at umm..hmm...i think 3.30 in the morning! currentely feel like crap. yesterday, watched grey's anatomy. that show totally rocks!..and so does the o.c. hahaha. after typing this inane post, i'm gonna restart my laptop. gonna do it at the beginning of every week. if not, my comp will be damn slow. also gonna redownload amsn. ugh still can't login. what the heck is this school's prob?? the stupid system banned lotsa sites. especially email sites. it has been catogorized as web mail. ?? at least they never banned blogger/blogspot. if not, i've no where else to turn to for bordem. hahaha. i type whenever i'm bored? whenever i feel like crap. bleahs. that's all for this study hall post. byes!

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* jumped in the puddles @ |8:16:00 AM|



homework

i feel tired. have to sleep and i still dunno what to type for my biography rough draft. sigh. i'm gonna type my hw here. some how, the feeling is different from when i'm typing on word. well, here it goes. my rough rough draft of my biography proj thing.

chap 7 - career plans

1. a job that i have had, lasted for only one day. i did for charity. it was compulsory... okay. gonna go off context now. i think i know why the feeling is different. it feels more informal. is that good or bad? dunno. back to qns

The job was something called flag day job. Flag day, is a day where you around the streets with a bag or a tin and ask people to donate money to charity. then you give them a sticker and that notifies other people that that person had donated to charity. The thing that i have learned is that you should always donate something as if you don't, you would also be affecting the person who asked you to donate as that person would not recieve any cip hours from the cher and would die. (and yah, i'm diffentely not gonna write that last sentence down. hahaha.

2. my list of job/careers that might like to have one day

surgeon? dunno. the internship looks nice because of the show grey's anatomy. even thought they had to be awake for 48 hours on their first (2) days at work.

deejay - i'm inspired my perfect 10 deejays, daniel and grace. hahaha (maybe as a part time job)..ok back to seriousness

teacher - maybe not afterall

meterologist - looks so fun pointing at a green screen all day. hahaha

veternarian - my kindergarten ambition hahaha!

social worker - also dunno

psychiatrists - judge of insane or sane

lawyer - quite typical

there. i've listed 8. ok?

3. a mini essay of my strengths and weaknesses

hmm....i dunno. maybe that's my weakness. i dunno. sigh. my strengths. i dunno...skip qns

4. how do i define success? hmm... suceeding in somthing you adore to do and getting wealthy doing it.(second part was kinda jok-ish. dunno. should i put that) who would i consider sucessful and write a profile of him/her/it.hmm.. again i dunno. donald trump? quite true right? he is sucessful and matches my definition

5. i'm being asked the following qns at a job interview. ok.

a) describe something creative i have done. hmm... sec1, aug/sept/oct, during lit period. mr tseng asks us to write a poem. not compulsory but since almost whole class was doing it, i did it too.

b) describe an accomplishment you are proud of - hmm, p5/6..forgot. received some award for good improvement award or something like that. recieved a measly sum of $100.

c) what do you feel most confident about your life? - eh, what kind of job interview is this? i feel most confident about my umm.. hmm...i dunno. about i dunno maybe.

d) what important obstacle/s have you had to overcome in your life and how did you go through this/these? - umm....does love count? ok. get back to seriousness again(talking to myself) maybe it's being stuck on this qns and i can't get over it. ok. this sorta qns, i can't be serious.

wooohoooooo! qns

6. job shadow experiance. wait a sec. can't. job shadow hasn't been done yet. sry 6, gotta skip you too

7. write a summery of about a career choice in qns 2.

hmm...i think i'll do that another day. ok. i seriously dun get why i need to do this. it's practically the same as what i did last month for one whole week with some stupid guidance counselor. ok? you know how tired it is to do the same long things over again especially since it's homework?

good bye. that's all for today. damn tired. gonna sleep. dun care. anyways, it's due on tues not mon. nitey-nite!((= (still quite hyper even though i'm tired)


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* jumped in the puddles @ |1:27:00 AM|


{Sunday, April 03, 2005}

it's rainning, it's pouring, the old man is snoring, he bumped his head against the bed and couldn't wake up till morning...

according to the news, it's supposed to rain for the next 2 days. they say it's supposed to flood but it there's no flood. only puddles. hasn't rained for the past 4 hours. might start later in the evening or at night i guess.

tonight gonna watch grey's anatomy. yay! grey's anatomy is really nice. ((= haha

this weekend started off with me being happy and cheery but it's gonna end with me being moody. feeling guilty about something...

today is the start of daylight savings. meaning, i have to turn my clock forward by one hour. meaning that sg is 12 hours ahead of maine instead of 13 hours. glad winter is almost over. good bye winter coat. hello t-shirts once again. hahaha

thanks to everyone who tagged. ((= gtg and do my hw now


she's still heart broken about him and it's kinda my fault. that's what i'm guilty about

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* jumped in the puddles @ |4:00:00 PM|


{Friday, April 01, 2005}

went to the courthouse. was really boring. i felt like sleeping and still do. zzzZZz.
anyways, we went to the courthouse where we were placed in a courtroom and then the 'guide' told us about the different parts of the room, jury stand, witness stand, judge stand and blahblahblah. then we had a mock trial which took up most of the time. so they brought us to the court to show us a mock trial? i dun get it.

when we got back, i had to rush for french. i was so tired during french. i was scribbling about my story.

p.e. sucked. i can't reach very far. i have short hands.. i think. haven't stretched my hands in a long time. had sit and reach test. i only could reach 1 1/2 inches away from my heels. bleh.

had three tests today, science, maths and lang arts. science was really easy. maths too but lang arts wasn't very good. why? becuase it was on the first twelve chapters of huck finn. i did read the first 12 chapters but, i forgot about some parts.

damn tired and still got lotsa homework to do...sigh byes!
-my idiot, forever in my heart ((=

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* jumped in the puddles @ |3:41:00 PM|



blah. searching for some sttuff on dolores huerta. okay...dunno what the heck i'm doing rite now? hmm.. should i screw up my english?? bleh. yay! today going to that courthouse for the second time in my whole life! hahaha.

yesterday went shopping with my mom. had to help her pick out a few clothes. bought some stuff for myself too. lalala. shopping can really make you happier ((= hahaha.

didn't watch the oc. they replaced it with a movie about dunno what. never watced the movie so i don't know what it's about. watched the apprentice. i wonder how many times it's the project manager that is fired? then i used my comp. went onto the apprentice webbie cuz was curious what it was about cuz the advertised it. i watched this 'mtv' that had erin, danny and some other guy who was fired and was about that weeks epi. so damn funny

did bonding during science again. todayy we have a test. maths zzzzZZZzzzzZ
at the beginnning of lang arts, ally took out her laptop to show everyone this video abt some numanuma dance. when you first watch it, it's super funnny.
then really funny.
funny.
it's oky
then okay...
....
not again
=((
zzz...

hahaha. i've not watched it that many times, but from the response of meg, it seems like that is whatt it's like. it's one of those albino black sheep videos.

i kinda feel paiseh about my pre-quiz. sigh


crap. got another 'big' hw. stupid health. sigh. what to do? it's about dolores huerta. why do i even bother typing that? my blog's damn dead and rotting and i'm still writting. oooh. then again, a lonely blog can sometimes be nice.((=
trying to cheer myself up?
dunno
byes!

cheering myself up ((=

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