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{Friday, April 08, 2005}

yesterday was really boring buyt french was fun. mrs schmearer gave us the whole period to do whatever we wanted. ie. play french monopoly, cards, use our laptops and blah. she said that we were supposed to have free period the day before ytd but we did our poi instead of free time and so, she gave us free time ytd.

french monooly was so fun. half of the french class played monopoly and the other half played cards. and because monopoly had play money, people started "loaning" money out if the bank. so this guy comes along and is like, umm..i need this *picks up a $500 play money bill. then 5 minutes later, he returns it.

it's so unbelievable. everytime i expect that idiot to do something, he bever does. and then everytime i really don't expect him to, he does it and suprises me. why? why is it always and forever like that?? is he trying to be predictable or what??? sigh. i miss him. yes. very much. as if people didn't know that. sigh. what to do? sometimes i'd really wish he could do something to suprise me. but i now, i doubt it. i still don't wish to let go. i don't really know why but this lil' part of me feels so big that i refuse to let go. or is it because i don't accept the fact that....
i dunno. it's so freakin' complicated and yet so simple..
i dun wanna let him go.. eww. i sound so despotic

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