(just let the rain fall) | lights will guide you home...     

{Tuesday, May 31, 2005}

ughhh. i am so pissed. super pissed. why the heck am i on the stupid homework list. seesh. this is so dumb. i already told him ugh. I LOST THE CRAPPY PAPER!! okay? you said you'd get more but is there more? NO. so how is it my fault?? stupid. ugh. this sucks. i'm blogging when i'm on the stupid homework list. arghhh. this so sucks. what the hell am i supposed to work on mr harmon?? seesh.

i don't get the bloody baby boomer sheet. i'm supposed to interview some person born from 1945 to 1955. WHO DO YOU EXPECT ME TO INTERVIEW?? i don't know anyone born between that decade. OK?

FINE. i'll interview that meanie old lady then. ughh. this so totally suckssucksSUCKS. WTH am i doiing on the stupid homework list. bleaa. i shall take my mind off this THING for awhile.

friday
i hate you lafayette. ugh. my knee still hurts from what you did! played kickball during pe. then lafayette tripped these guys and one of them RAN INTO MY KNEE!! and then when an idiot went to pull the guy, the guy's foot went up and kicked my knee AGAIN!. wth!

i hope that no cher sees what i'm writting. i dun wanna end up like meg. ms schmearer said she needed counseling after seeing the "depressing" things she typed. hmm.. if she saw what ra___ wrote, she'd ask her to go for counseling too. i don't wanna go for counseling. then there'll be in convenient trouble

stupid right?

saturday
hmm..what did i do. nothing. forgot what i did. oh yah. play pool with jie! or maybe that was sunday. can't rmb. or maybe both. ahaha

sunday
hmm..i know for sure i did play pool with jie. on YAHOO! ahaha. then tokitokiBOOOMM!! and yahoo towers and some other games on yahoo. cuz we were damn bored. yar.

monday

happy memorial dayy!

was memorial dayy. saw them march right outside my house ((: too lazy to go out. so watched it at my window. yah. also no school! (((: yayee!! ahaha.

and that was my weekend. ughh. my knee still hurts and my mind is still on WHY THE HELL AM I ON THE BLOODIE HOMEWORK LIST??

nvm. bleaa. i wonder what i'm gonna do for the rest of this study hall. i say again, mr harmon is an immature,inexperianced cher. so long

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* jumped in the puddles @ |8:18:00 AM|


{Friday, May 27, 2005}

okies. i'm back from my shower. feel so clean. ((: hurhur. anyways, today had my french oral. was scary. i started freaking out and my mind went blank before french. luckily i revised while waitting and some bits came backk.

my oral was a pictorial oral and we had to describe what ever was going on in one minute. it was a picture of all the rooms in the house and this is what i said [too lazy to type the accents] :

je m'appelle elisabeth soong. c'est une masion. il y a cinq chambres et une famille.
c'est une cuisine [is the kitchen a feminine or masculine?]. il y a un personne avec une chien au le porte dans la cuisine.
il y a deux personnes dans la chambre [forgot how to say the living room]. il regardent le television.
elle s'appelle rachel [rachel just came to my mind :p]. elle chante et...


and time was up.

johnna said that she noticed that there was no toilets in the house. hurhurhur. was extra scary because my principal was there. and then she was like ten seconds left. the one minute passed really fast. like 5 seconds!

according to johnna, my personne sounds like poisson. ahaha. like fishie?

tomorrow i have my maths test ((: gonna finally change my seat. YAY!!
-so long! ((:

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* jumped in the puddles @ |1:52:00 AM|



here's something i got from someone's blog:

If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee.
(Hardly seems worth it.)

If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb.
(Now that's more like it!)

The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet.
(Oh my.)

A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes.
(In my next life, I want to be a pig.)

A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death.
(I'm still not over the pig.)

Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories an hour.
(Don't try this at home, maybe at work.)

The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off.
("Honey, I'm home. What the...?!")

The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human jumping the length of a football field.
(30 minutes... lucky pig! Can you imagine?)

The catfish has over 27,000 taste buds.
(What could be so tasty on the bottom of a pond?)

Some lions mate over 50 times a day.
(I still want to be a pig in my next life... quality over quantity.)

Butterflies taste with their feet.
(Something I always wanted to know.)

The strongest muscle in the body is the tongue.
(Hmmmmmm...)

Right-handed people live, on average, nine years longer than left-handed people.
(If you're ambidextrous, do you split the difference?)

Elephants are the only animals that cannot jump.
(Okay, so that would be a good thing.)

A cat's urine glows under a black light.
(I wonder who was paid to figure that out.)

An ostrich's eye is bigger than its brain.
(I know some people like that.)

Starfish have no brains.
(I know some people like that too.)

Polar bears are left-handed.
(If they switch, they'll live a lot longer.)

Humans and dolphins are the only species known to have sex for pleasure.
(What about that pig??)


his comments are quite humorous. haha. gonna post later. gonna shower now.

-buhbyes ((:



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* jumped in the puddles @ |12:13:00 AM|


{Wednesday, May 25, 2005}

today something funny happened. two funny events. the first one was, LAFAYETTE GOT HIT IN IS BALLS! hahaha. the second event was.. WILL TOO GOT HIT!

poor guys. but it was really funny. during p.e. when we were playing kickball or something, someone threw the ball which bounced around and then hit lafayette! HAHAHA. i'm so evil. laughing at them for getting their winkies hurt.

then for will, it was the beginning of social studies and mr harmon was out of the classroom waitting for everyone to enter class. then misha made ryan clancy fall of his seat and then started erm..kicking him and then will too. then ryan hit will's erm..balls. ahaha. and he was jumping around the class in pain.

mr harmon saw it, and DIDN'T EVEN CARE!. omg. he's such a bad teacher. mr harmon was like, will, when will you stop getting into crap?

took my vietnam war final quiz today.

YAY!! on friday there's gonna a maths test. (: after that, can change seats and i don't have to sit next to baxter. ((:

tomorrow is my french oral. ahhhhh. bleaa. i really should think like i don't care.

it's been rainning continuously for about 2 days. sigh

seems like it's quite a good week so far except about doing quite badly for my debate and the french oral that is coming up. well, so long now. buh byes!

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* jumped in the puddles @ |11:24:00 AM|


{Tuesday, May 24, 2005}

bleaa. had another same day. with all the usual stuff. science, still experimenting on household stuff to check whether they are acids or bases [alkaline].

had my group's debate today. i lost. don't really care. i spoke too soft again. my mind was kinda blocked so my voice became soft.

ms schmearer played a prank on the us during french. we were supposed to have our oral tomorrow and our verb blast the next day [thurs]. then she told us that the oral had been moved to thursday meaning that our verb blast quiz would be moved.

then everyone started asking all these qns and she slowly went around the room to those with their hands up for qns while leaving us in suspense.

then when everyone had no more qns about the verb blast days and such, she told us that it was TODAY. and told us we had 2 minutes to study our verbs. after the two minuts, she was like, ahaha. it's next week. okayy..

anyways, the verb blast was only on the verbs etre, avoir, faire and aller. I ALREADY LEARN'T IT LAST YEAR! my bro says that those in sec 3 french in the moelc would be in the highest level of french in high sch.

my bro was at first in french one of high sch and then they moved him to french 3. shows how slow the curricular is. bahh.

yesterday, those who took spanish went to margarita's. it's a mexican restaurant. remember going there several years back. ms schmearer doesn't want to take us to a french restaurant as she took the spanish. )): she sayd the food is too RICH. because there's all sorts of rich food and stuff. hmm..i wonder if they had to pay to go to margarita's?

i feel terribly homesick again. i'm too used to my singapore lifestyle. after mid years, watch movies in the lessons like CME. ooh. reminds me of last year when i watched the wishing stairs and the eye.

i hate mr harmon. he's an inexperianced teacher. HE'S ONLY 27! he's like so immature. he's just like MR TSENG. omg! i was right when i said he reminded me of mr tseng. his attitude is like the SAME..

i also hate miss scheibenpflug. she keeps saying this phrase, well, i'm gonna smile at you and say blahblahblah..

it's her most famous thing to say. it's so ugh sometimes. the best teacher i've ever is MRS SAMUGAM..mrs wong was too umm...FIERY. hahaha.

mrs samugam is the best history teacher. ((: i love her stories. ((: she rockss! haha.

my eighth grade social dance is on the tenth of june. hmm..i wonder what it's like. making me remember of p6 graduation party. soooo funn!!(:

jack neo came! and so did that fat guy from i not stupid. he's really STUPID. he told us that he didn't get alot of the qns which WE DID GET. and then the another cast member, the tall one, also was there. i miss rgps )):

woahh. this post is longg... haha. full of my memories. sigh.
well, so long.

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* jumped in the puddles @ |3:01:00 PM|


{Monday, May 23, 2005}

bleaa. i seriously think i'm suffer from insomia. did spell that correctly? anyways, once again, I COULDN'T SLEEP! ugh. my parents think it's insomia. ok. i don't care. this afternoon, i shall not sleep. i better not fall asleep in the afternoon. then, i can sleep at night. ((: yah.

saturday
watched saturday night LIVE! ((: i love that show.

oh shit. my battery level of my laptop is damn low. there's only one third left. ugh. dun care. gonna use it up by playing tetris. ((: ahaha

yay! it suddenly increases to a lifespan of 2 hours! but ugh. no! it's dropping. shit. oh yay! it rose. erm...ok..it keeps rising and falling. bleaa. stupid laptop. can't be bothered with you.

yesterday

watched star wars! but it was episode 2. watched it on FOX. haha. also watched HOLES. you know the book holes? this was the movie. never read the book though.

also watched the day after tomorrow. kept switching between the two channels fox and hbo. then on the DAT, my bro was like, wait! i haven't seen this part in sch yet because i was in the toilet!
HAHAHA
he was in the toilet for like umm.. 15 MINUTES!! what the heck was he doing in the toilet for 15 min?? my parents and i were like, have you come out of the toilet yet? and he kept replying, no. wait. soon. haha

hmm..then watched the final episode of grey's anatomy. that show so totally rockss! ((: and so does the o.c.!! ((:

they are my two most fav shows. ((:

hmm.. whatelse did i do? erm..tried sleeping for three hours and then decided to make instant noodles and go online and talk and ask for suggestions on how to sleep and how to do the crappy assignment.

i hate my study hall now. so damn crowded. thanks to a cher who was away. so two study halls are combined. crap..

i feel so screwed right now. i guess it's because i'm damn tired. sigh.

- so long ((:

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* jumped in the puddles @ |7:59:00 AM|


{Sunday, May 22, 2005}

dunno what i'm blogging for. sigh. now feeling down. after so many days of being so happy. now i'm down and i don't know why. sigh. bleaa.

i guess i have nothing to blog about. so, byes.
- like i said, i don't know why i'm blogging

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* jumped in the puddles @ |7:41:00 PM|


{Saturday, May 21, 2005}

changed the blog's skin. finally.

so pinnk! haha. it's rainning in sg and it's rainning here too. it's rainning everywhere ((X

got back my progress report yesterday. haven't showed my parents yet. quite okay..

alegebra[maths] a-b
french. c-d[again] ):
health. a-b
lang arts. b-c
p.e.. a-b
science. a-b
social stud.. b-c

i think mr harmon was biase when he gave me a b-c for social stud. biase not racist. i know the reason for getting that grade range in lang arts but i dunno what's the reason in social stud.

ms scheibenpflug thinks that i am fast learner for acids and bases because i "picked" it up so fast. hahaha. but the truth is, I ALREADY LEARN'T IT FOR GOODNESS SAKES. bleaa. i wanna learn something new. i don't want to learn something I ALREADY KNOW. seesh. my school's so slow. more like the city's curriculum is so sloww. sigh

that's all for today. buhbyes!

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* jumped in the puddles @ |9:34:00 PM|


{Friday, May 20, 2005}

social stud. bleaa. just finished my final "BIG" quiz for december stillness. read julia's blog again. her blog is shooooo nice to read. i think i'm in a too happy of a mood right now? too much soda? too much caffiene. i think i spelt it wrongly. bleaa. don't really care. hahaha.

why does my blog make people feel good?? i don't get it. maybe it's because i'm too happy. always talk about happy things. i should change this blog to the happy blog! whheex! hahahha. or maybe i should just talk about sad things. hmm. how shall i do that?

aha! i shall talk about this video i saw during health class abt an hour ago. unless of course mr harmon suddenly wants to say, "ok, put your laptops away!" well, he hasn't said it yet so here's what the video is abt. THE DANGERS OF CYBERSPACE!

ok. there's this 14 year old girl who met this guy from greece online in a chat room or something. despite knowing that he was 35 yrs old, she continued to talk and send emails and gave out her contact details and blahblah. SHE EVEN WANTED TO GET MARRIED TO HIM! -GASP! eeewwww! he's like so creepy.

anyways, her mom saw the emails and was telling her 14 yr old daughter to stop talking and chatting and contacting and blahblah-ing to himm. then when the daughter didn't listen, she took the kepboard to work. okayy..

then one day, when no body was at home, the girl went out of the house and the mom never saw again until one day, they found her in... GREECE.

according to the 35 yr old guy, who looked really ugh, he was rescuing her from a sexually abused enviroment. ??? okayy..

it took the police a long time after they found the daughter to find the old guy. and found lotsa porn in the homes where he lived. there were lie 70 over disks of porn about the 14 yr old girl! then they found all these porn sites on his email and according to the old guy, he was doing it for a good cause. he was AGAINST porn. hahaha. as if.

then when he was interviewed while in jail, he said that he really loved the 14 yr old girl even thought he MARRIED AND HAD A CHILD. then he was like, you american so stuck about age, in this german accent..because he's a german..DUH. it was like whateva

hmm..is that sad? not really. i'm seriously TOO HAPPY. WHY? i have no clue. why am i using so much italics?? hahaha.

cool. i wasted half an hour typing this. ((: only 7 minutes left for the period to be over. more ((: hahahah. buhbyes!
- i'm a happy person.hahah

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* jumped in the puddles @ |1:09:00 PM|



watched the last episode of the oc. ((: but missed the first ten minutes. shal write what happened.

seth's mom has a drinking problem
seth's grandpa died of drwoning in the pool due to a heartattack.
seth's mom got all drunk during the funeral
next day, seth's mom went to rehab.
marissa's mom and dad got back together.
ryan found out about what happened between trey and marissa when he and seth went to miami.
went over to trey's and a fight started.
marissa started freaking out when trey was suffercating ryan and saw a gun. so she shot trey. then the show ended.
then watched the apprentice...

hmm..i think sg is behind the apprentice by one year. the apprentice they are showing here is apprentice 3 but i think sg is apprentice 2.

anyways, watched the season finale of the apprentice 3 LIVE. hahaha.

played soccer yesterday during pe. WE FINALLY PLAYED OUTSIDE! ((: was quite fun.
I TRIPPED LAFAYETTE! (((: muahaha.

science, continued the stupid acids and base experiment. seth is such an idiot. he used the litmus paper to look for the pH no. hahah. i told him like three times that it was for checking whether the solution was an acid or a base. bleaa.

I WANT DARTH TATER! ((: it's darth vader, mr potato head version. soooo cutteeeee! it has these big eyes! ((: i want it!!!

study hall is gonna be over in about ten minutes. so buhbye ((:

- i want you darth tater!

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* jumped in the puddles @ |8:22:00 AM|


{Thursday, May 19, 2005}

i just realized that seth is shorter than me. hahaha.

yesterday during health, talked about sex alot. haha. never knew there were such people who'd make out with dead people. then also talked about date rape and lotsa other stuff.

social studies. mr lonsway came in again to show us some slides from the vietnam conflict/war. i love those slide projector thingies. ((:

bleaa. what should i do during this study hall? dunno. sigh. damn bored. gonna try and go to habbo hotel. quite doubt i'll be able to do so because of the plug-in.

-buhbbyes! ((:

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* jumped in the puddles @ |8:14:00 AM|


{Wednesday, May 18, 2005}

bleaah. lang art. doing debate stuff. ugh. i did my rough draft wrongly. so i stayed up last night for nothing.

yesterday was good charlotte's and simple plan's concert...sigh.
today is my bro's b'day

happy b'day bro!

hahaha.

had science earlier. WHY THE HECK AM I DOING ACIDS AND ALKALINES AGAIN???
they haven't even learned it yet?? this school's seriously behind. did some acids and alkaline experiment today.

used iodine, litmus paper [red and blue], cabbage juice and pH paper.
my experi partner is some idiot. bleaa. he thought that the litmus paper could tell the pH# and was bringing up to the chart and looking for the pH#.
hahaha. see. they dunno much about acid and alkalines/bases/whatever else you wanna call it.

maths. totallly sucked.
byes.

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* jumped in the puddles @ |11:20:00 AM|


{Tuesday, May 17, 2005}

i dunno what i'm doing now. so bored and tired in this study hall. but different from ytd. can't sleep in this study hall. too many people. ytd, they all went to the game room but today, no game room. sigh.

i have no clue what i'm going to do. figure out the source script thing of grey's anatomy i guess.

i know what the song means. well, sorta.

what else. dunno. so bored.so tired.so crappy

-thin, original pringles.
so thin.so crispy.so original.so yummy ((:

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* jumped in the puddles @ |8:16:00 AM|


{Monday, May 16, 2005}

now i really, really hate maths. ugh. got back my test results. not upset over the test results but upset over my sitting position in class. ugh. i have to sit with baxter and tyler. totally sucks. so lonely in maths. i should've sat next to dan and connor instead. at least they wouldn't leave me out.

wahhh! hope i change seats.

now i love to use itunes. it's so nice to use. plus, don't have to go through the errors and stuff that wmp goes through. ((: everything is just there! now i know that i have 125+ songs ((: hahaha. also know how much my music's totally space is. if not, i download too many and slow down this laptop. now, i want an ipod! ahahah

also got back my science test results. hmm.. such a coincidence that both my test results are 88. for science got the lucky dip paper thing but for maths, nopes. oh wells.

nothing interesting happened today.

gonna change my music to the theme song of grey's anatomy. the song sounds abit mysterious.

nobody knows where they might end up
nobody knows
nobody knows when they might wake up
nobody knows

oh oh, suppose i'll never know..

only prob now is that i have to find it. wanna hear it? http://abc.go.com/primetime/greysanatomy/

- buh byes!

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* jumped in the puddles @ |7:58:00 PM|



i don't like mondays

there's a song that just goes, i don't like mondays and today is monday! hahaha. seriously hating this monday. first of all, feel like i'm having a bad hair day. my bangs keep falling down, infront of my face.

another reason why, I COULDN'T SLEEP LAST NIGHT! was tossing and turning. only managed to sleep at 5 AM! woke up at 7 again. supposed to be 6. keep waking up later and later.

so, anyways, i'm feeling oh' so very TIRED right now. maybe i should sleep. too bad they don't have a sleeping study hall. they have a game room study hall but they don't have a sleeping room. bleaa. gonna restart this laptop after posting. if not, my laptop will be damn slow.

hmm..maybe i should sleep right now. mrs scheibenpflug isn't around and an idiot is also sleeping.

thank you rachie! walk away is really nice. i love it! I LOVE GOOD CHARLOTTE..but i CAN'T go to their concert. bah. it's tomorrow. no point moaning.

maybe i am scared
to face the things i feel
it's easier to just walk away from everything..


ok. good night. i might wanna sleep in this crappy study hall...
- zzZZz..slEeep.

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* jumped in the puddles @ |8:15:00 AM|


{Sunday, May 15, 2005}

NO FAIR!
no fair no fair no fair NO FAIR!!!

I WANNA GO TO SEE GOOD CHARLOTTE AND SIMPLE PLAN SO BADLY!!!
but my parents won't allow.

they think it's bad influence. stupid...ugh.

watched eurotrip. was disgusting but yet funny. lotsa vulgarities and nudity...explaining the disgust of it.

watched hot chicks. so funny. the guy had to act like a gay. hahaha. and then the mom liked her and her friend liked her and her boyfriend thought that she was a gay janitor. hahah

watched anger management...
i am pretty
and witty
and...

hahaha. the song is so cute.

hmm...what else did i watch? oh yes. a few minutes of what happened after the gay bar incident in american wedding.

i miss rosanne now. thinking of american wedding reminds me of her and when we were at her house last year watching it. we were supposed to practise for 2.4 but then it was rainning and so we decided to watch it.

watched the first 30 min of the day after tomorrow. was okay

earlier talked to rachel and olivia as a group chat. we wanted to talk together like last time in french ((: but unfortunetely, it was quite short )):
- i'm so terribly homesick ):

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* jumped in the puddles @ |4:37:00 AM|


{Friday, May 13, 2005}

THINK. violence is for people who DON'T.
hahaha.
had d.a.r.e. today. forgot what it stands for but we watched this video on violence and how we should control our anger and all. and the beginning was..

THINK.
VIOLENCE IS FOR PEOPLE WHO
DON'T.
..THINK...

hahaha..

had pe today too. played soccer. was so funn ((: ryan has become such an idiot. thought he was one of those non-idiotic guys but like i said before, all guys are the same..

had two tests today..maths and science. science first. damn easy ((:
maths...okay la.

I WANNA WATCH MR AND MRS SMITH! yay! they rated it pg13 and not R as i thought.

on thursday, watched the oc..soo nice!! then was followed by two last episodes of the simple life 2. quite funny...

today watched TRL on mtv and was a star wars edition. they were at some skywalker mansion or something. then good charlotte did this live performance of we believe.. ((: but they changed the lyrics a little. it was like:

we believe
we believe
in star wars

haha. more stuff that happened today. ms schmearer is away because she's going for a wedding. so today, had the most boring relief cher ever. all we did was the work on the board and we weren't allowed to TALK. stupid cher. then everyone was saying that the only time we actually spoke in french during french was for poi and this cher wanted us to talk in french for the whole lesson.

when my table started to laugh, the cher was all, concentrate on your please.
ugh.

for the past two days, watched this video abt this guy who went to vietnam for the war aka the vietname conflict.

the video started with this song, goodnight saigon or something..the lyrics was kinda erm...unusual.
the song was like,

we came spastic..
..left in plastic...
..they sent us playboy
they gave us bob hope..

haha. today's video was kinda sad to me. was talking abt post rauma syndrome of after the war. it was the first war america lost and they were so ashamed. it's so sad. like, after the war, they all were traumatized and then they were jobless, out wondering on the streets.

and here i am being all upset and confused abt that idiot when there are issues so much worse. then the video was saying how the iraq war now is like the vietnam war then.

and when john f. kennedy said, "not what your country can do for you but what you can do for your country" he was trying to get people to volunteer to go and fight..i'm kinda dumb abt this. haha. thought he said that for an electi0on or something...but it's kinda sad. all the people ans children who died and were traumatized. sigh..i think tt's it for today
- buhbyes! ((:

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* jumped in the puddles @ |11:25:00 PM|


{Thursday, May 12, 2005}

changed my blog song to we believe by good charlotte. this song so nice.

There's a woman crying out tonight
Her world has changed
She asks God why
Her only son has died
And now her daughter cries
She can't sleep at night

Downtown
Another day for all the suits and ties
Another war to fight
There's no regard for life
How do they sleep at night
How can we make things right?
Just wanna make this right

We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
In this love

We are all the same
Human in all our ways and all of pain
(So let it be)
There's a love that could fall down like rain
(Let us see)
Let forgiveness wash away the pain
(What we need)
And no one really knows what they are searching for
(We believe)
This world is crying for so much more

We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
In this love

We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
In this love

So this world
Is too much
For you to take
Just lay it down and follow me
I'll be everything you need
In every way

We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
In this love
(In this love)
We believe
(In this love)
We believe
(In this love)
We believe
(In this love)
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gonna play tetris now i guess. byes!

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* jumped in the puddles @ |8:15:00 AM|


{Wednesday, May 11, 2005}

ugh. like my day couldn't get any worse. but i know it will some how. it's only the beginning of today afterall. today, it's half day. i'm supposed to be happy about it right? well, kinda glad today's half day.

almost got to school late. arrived at my locker, a group of idiots was there looking at my locker. i should have gotten a lock right? they saw that i had ten dollars in it. then they asked if i knew of it and i said yah. i feel like i don't care whether they take the ten dollars.

another bad thing, i left my keys at home. what's wrong with me today? ugh. can't wait for school to be over.

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* jumped in the puddles @ |8:14:00 AM|


{Tuesday, May 10, 2005}

yesterday kinda sucked. some idiot waited till i got down from the car and then opened the school door for me. ugh. now my mom thinks he likes me. not really thinks but a lil' bit of her does.

anopther reason why yesterday felt horrible is because i wore my shirt backwards. only realized it when lining up for lunch. it's like my front was strangliong me. fortunetely, it wasn't obvious

yesterday mr harmon was teaching the conflict of vietnam again. you know how he pronounced the guy's name this time? mao say dang
...

ran my mile too. hmm..was ok but every was in pain. i had
an earache
a headache
a stomache ache
leg ache
what else aches did i have?
running in 14 deg celsuis is horrible.
your ears will ache and then you get a splinting headache. aaghh

watched cinderella story again. i feel like i'm waitting for him. waitting for the impossible. why am i waitting? now when i talk to him it feels so different. like there's this awkwardness between us. it's like when i first talked to him on msn, it was like talking to nobody. then, it was like talking to a close friend. but now, it feels quite awkward...

ugh. my life truly sucks. nothing else to post about. bye.

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* jumped in the puddles @ |8:14:00 AM|


{Monday, May 09, 2005}

it's study hall..bleaa. got nothing to do. here's what i did on the weekend...

saturday
stayed at home. watched tv all day. rainning all day. made me feel..umm..like not going out. watched meet the barkers on mtv. quite nice. their baby is sooo cutee! ((: they cut their baby's hair like a rocker's hair. sooo cutteee! and then when the guy turned on the stereo in the car, the baby was bouncing up and down and nodding his head to the music.

what else did i do? hmm..watched hbo. kept scrolling through all the hbo channels every hour to see whether there was a nice movie on. saw cinderella story..well, the last half hour of it.

watched this documentary on lindsay lohan's life. hilary and her are not enemies...

and the last thing i watched, was the last hour of garfield. he was so cute but the movie was kinda stupid. it looked like a movie for kids 8 and below. their script sounded so stupid.

sunday
still quite rainy. stayed at home more and watched more tv...digital cab;e rocks on rainy dayys. watched one of the best romance-comedy movies ever. something's gotta give or something like tt. was really nice.

about a music executive who fell in love for the mother of his young girlfriend after having a heart attack in her home. tt was the cable's summary of it.

the music executive was like 63 and the girl late 20s and the mom 50+ and then in the hosptal, a doc who's like 30 falls for the mom and it was so funny like love is all screwy and stuff.

also watched freaky friday. ((: that show was also super nice.

then, watched grey's anatomy. i love that show! why did i watch so much tv? cuz my bro didn't let me use the comp for the whole weekend..apparentely, he was doing his homework..)):

today
runrunrunrunrun...1 mile run..that' the only thing on my head at the moment..
of all days i choose today to wear a t-shirt to school...
- buhbyess!

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* jumped in the puddles @ |8:23:00 AM|


{Friday, May 06, 2005}


two reasons why i put this pic up.. first of all cuz it looks kinda cute. second reason, i'm feelin sad. i'm seriously having mood swings. [this isn't my hand]

yahh, i'm missing him. must get over that idiot. can't. so hard. actually quite simple...but yet not. i don't want to like another idiot just get over him...they're all worse. maybe, after a long period of time, i'll get over him.

why is it that i always have more feelings towards a song when it relates to me? it's like you wanna listen to all the time..

today in social stud. we continued on the conflict of vietnam...mr harmon pronounced mao zedong's name wrongly..he was like mao sidong..haha.

health is one of the most time wasting lessons...and that's why i'm glad i'm in it. nothing to do ((: nice right?

i have come to a conclusion. i SUCK at writting in pencil. i write in pen better than writting in pencil..is that an irony? and you know how they said that mixed schools is better for sec sch cuz they make you more mature? mixed school actually made me more immature. haha

i miss rgps. i miss eloise..ipw in p4, we kept laughing and laughing and talking abt nothing related to ipw. ((:

had two quizzes todayy. one for lang arts and one for social stud. one cher, mr har and both had to do with reading. lang arts, huck finn final (big?) quiz. lang arts, smal l reading quiz..first time i've actually passed a small reading quiz. (:

had a fire drill today. second this week. wierd huh? anyways, cuz the spitting idiot is in my homeroom, he was in the same line as me. and when he came out, misha was like, what happened to your pants? lol. lucky for him his shirt was long. hahaha. can't get that out of head

that's abt it and jie, hope you get to presbyterian high! ((:
dun move to indo! what if i do return and then you are gone, leaving me alonee?

-and my weakness is that
i cared too much..

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* jumped in the puddles @ |6:34:00 PM|


{Thursday, May 05, 2005}

checked my spine today. the nurse didn't tell me whether my spine's right or wrong. ):
sigh
was supposed to check before pe but mrs coobs wanted me to check it after pe because she said she didn't want me miss running. what? she's really a bitch. anyways, after running, mrs coobs told me to go to the nurse and a few people thought it was because i wasn't feeling well.

when i got to the nurse's office, saw amanda and that idiot, lafayette. thought i'd be the only one sitting outside in the hallway. apparentely, amanda was there because she didn't run. haahah. it's so useless just sending them to the office because they didn't run in pe.

yay! i've mastered balancing equations for sure. ((:

today in social studies, started something new. now doing the "conflict" of vietnam. then when mr harmon said that rice grows in water, everyone was like, WHAT? hahahah.

stupid bus is so toot. actually more like the bus driver. everyday, so freaking impatient. HELLO IMPATIENT BUS DRIVER! if we can be patient waitting for you on days you come late, you can be patient waitting for more students right?
today i didn't miss the bus but lotsa other students did. the guy is so toot.

earlier, watched the oc. they showed a bonus episode! (((: maybe they changed the ending cuz it's like after the bonus epi, i expected the last epi to be nxt week but next week is the second last epi. well, very happy about the bonus epi..lotsa things happened in one episode.

gonna do my work now so, byes!

- the o.c. so totally ROCKS! ((:

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* jumped in the puddles @ |11:22:00 PM|


{Wednesday, May 04, 2005}

bleea. my day totally sucked.

yesterday
chatted with rosanne. she was the only one online either than calvin, zhiyong, jessie and some other people.

complained to her abt how behind i felt the school was ESPECIALLY FOR FRENCH.
told her abt mr johnston and she said that he was stupid. then told her abt science and balancing equations. then she told me that she was still learning it in science and that we're supposed to learn it when we're in sec3. kinda made me feel better.

today
did crap in study hall.
science, more balancing equations.
idiot sitting infront of me has started copying again.
just realized a few weeks ago that the spitting idiot sits in the same spot as me for science.(diff lessons)

such a coincidence right? but i do not like him ok. HE SPITS FOR GOODNESS SAKES.

maths, was called down to the office at the beginning of lessons. apparentely, the nurse wants to check my spine tomorrow before pe. oooh. spine check!

what else happened? hmm..took a big quiz in social stud. sigh. i'm gonna flunk it. when i told johnna i wanted to flunk it, she said tt i'd have to take a retest then. hai. then, hope i pass but i feel i'm gonna do badly.

gonna chat online again! staying up till 2 am just to talk to friends..worth it? quite used staying up already..even in sg. ((:
- buhbyes!

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* jumped in the puddles @ |9:12:00 PM|


{Tuesday, May 03, 2005}



interesting poem...

anyways, ytd what did i do? hmm..
played tetris for the first time on my laptop..not first time in my life..DUH..but the first time it has been played in my laptop.

apparentely, playing tetris after not playing it for a long time is fun. especially when you're bored.

did some crappy model things during science.
maths totally sucked. not suprised at all that i'm not a group leader. finally, i'm not it.
lang arts..wasted my time..lol

health. watched this stupid video clip abt abused relationships/sex and blahblahblah.

today..hmm..
wasted my time in study hall..went to the moelc webbie to do some french revison stuff. wow, missed alot of stuff. blea..stupid sch so sloww
..did stupid models again for science
more crap in maths.

watched a movie during lang arts!..okayy, not really that enthu abt it. it was a movie of huck finn. watched itbefore on disney ch. hahaha

lunch seems to be getting better. (:

ran for pe...OUTSIDE! (((:
was like running in an air-con room! then why did i run so badly?

according to mrs coobs [aka. the bitch], she said i ran too fast. sigh
don't really care laa.

french..watched this movie of the holocaust in france. wahhh. what happed to all the other types of french movies like last yr in moelc..)): miss the days so much. sigh.
~le pappilon~
still rmb that movie..first french movie ever watched..lol
then there's also tt fanfan movie
HAHAHA. all those ,vovies were always so funny and original. but the movie that i watched today was more on history.

that is abt it for my day i guess.
just finished studying for my quiz tomorrow in social stud.
- buhbyes!

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* jumped in the puddles @ |8:08:00 PM|


{Sunday, May 01, 2005}

beverly hills - weezers

Where I come from isn't all that great
My automobile is a piece of crap
My fashion sense is a little whack
And my friends are just as screwy as me

I didn't go to boarding schools
Preppie girls never looked at me
Why should they?
I ain't nobody
Got nothing in my pocket

Beverly Hills
That's where I want to be
Livin' in Beverly Hills
Beverly Hills
Rolling like a celebrity
Livin' in Beverly Hills

Look at all those movie stars
They're all so beautiful and clean
When the housemaids scrub the floors
They get the spaces in between

I wanna live a life like that
I wanna be just like a king
Take my picture by the pool
'cause I'm the next big thing

Beverly Hills
That's where I want to be
Livin' in Beverly Hills
Beverly Hills
Rolling like a celebrity
Livin' in Beverly Hills

The truth is I don't stand a chance
It's something that you're born into
And I just don't belong

No I don't
I'm just a no-class beat down fool
And I will always be that way
I might as well enjoy my life
And watch the stars play

Beverly Hills
That's where I want to be
Livin' in Beverly Hills
Beverly Hills
Rolling like a celebrity
Livin' in Beverly Hills

Beverly Hills

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find this song kinda funny. lol. nothing happened today so no updates. tomorrow is monday and have to go to sch.
saddened. sg no sch but here got cause the labour days are different. haiz..

tomorrow's study hall might not update either. most probably be bz doing finishing touches on my screwed biog.
buhbyes! gonna watch grey's anotomy. ((=

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* jumped in the puddles @ |9:57:00 PM|



now playing: untitled - simple plan

i dedicate this song to jie. it's a nice one. hope you feel betta ok? don't think abt it too much. maybe she's trying to distract you from studying for the exams. so, just forget abt it for the time being and concentrate on studying ya? ((:

sigh. almost done with my screwed up biog. have abt 2-3 qns left to write. dunno what to say.
someone tell me what i'm most confident abt..tt's all i need to know at the moment...

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* jumped in the puddles @ |8:13:00 PM|



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