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{Tuesday, April 12, 2005}

tomorrow is job shadow day...hmm.. i wonder how many times i've said that. kinda gloomy and moody right now. dunno why yet i do. i dun really know how to explain.

doesn't really have anything to do with him. i dunno. i feel like crying. i feel like talking to him. can't email right now. ugh. that's maybe one of the reasons why. i always feel like confiding in him,,and my jie too. but i also can't talk to her. i miss singapore. i'm so homesick. i miss all my friends including tha idiot. he was a good friend. how is it that things can end up like this? i don't get it. it's like 4 yrs ago, it was my first day of pri 4 in sg and 2 yrs later, preparing for psle and then before you know it, it's past a year and go into this sch you never thought nor wanted to get into. then you get a crush on an idiot a yr later, it's today. i miss p4,5,6..i miss 6d a lot. i miss my jie alot. i miss all my french friends alot. i miss rosanne, fiona, shermaine and so many other people alot. i miss that idiot alot. time just flew past us.

feel so empty. so confused. like what have i been living for all these years...i mean you kinda do know but still wonder.
-screw the whole world

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